e-llaineee. - laughs, .D

new.

2009-09-16T19:18:00.001+08:00

go here. NOW. :D

http://ohmyfreakkk.blogspot.com

have fun. (:

woo part 2.

2009-04-30T22:05:00.001+08:00

woo !
private blog open for viewing. :D
though not much is posted. LOL.
leave your email here so i can invite you in. (:
cheerios !
& see you on th other side. (;

blame th guys.

2009-04-30T19:42:00.002+08:00

i blame th guys.
--
Geography was a breeze.
wee~
i'm completely satisfied with this.
my first piece of paper is like, damn nice leh. :D
somemore, i wrote 17 lines of answer for a 4 marks question.
i laughedoutlouddd when i realized tht.
achievement~
pays off to memorise everything.
even though it was just land supply tht I focused on,
i still remembered some facts abt pollution so i managed. :D
must thank everyone who answered my question and tested me. :D
now, if only th rest of th papers are this breezy.
i have a dooming feeling tht i might fail a subject or two. T^T
well, it isn't really my first time in failing.
but tht was only once and by one mark, can ?
i got depressed then. ):
--
bloody hell.
my arm is like, duper pain can ? =.=
from th elbows up to my shoulders.
yup, both arms.
and i'm blaming th guys for this.
seriously, please.
they challenged me at arm wrestling.
yes, both arms.
managed to own some some of them. LOL.
but th price is, achingachingaching arms.
wtf luh.
i obviously couldn't defeat all of them right ?
NCC ppl leh.
hell, they even wanted their senior to take on me.
seriously.
i felt like a guy there.
and everybody was like, cheering for me. (?)
funny yet weird.
but it was hilarious when i saw their losing faces.
laughoutlouddd.
now let's list all th ppl tht have caused me this pain:
- Daryl. (NCC)
- JunHao. (NCC)
- Liguo. (NCC)
- Glen. (NCC)
- Johnson. (NPCC)
- Hadi. (NPCC)
- Marcus. (Drama. LOL.)
(think tht's all bah.)
they used NCDCC as an excuse for me, i think. =.=
ZzZ.
wont mention you i owned. LOL.
somemore it's only like once for each. (?)
funny~
they wanted revenge, omg. xD
--
enough abt tht.
thankyousomuch to Lizhen who has been cheering me up constantly. (:
thankyousomuch to AteMae for listening to me. (:
thankyousomuch to -AHEM & -AHEM for walking all th way to LimbangPark with me. (:
thankyousomuch to Arbie for making me happy. (a bit and in an odd way. LOL.) (:
thankyousomuch to my reviewers who've been supporting me, wishing me luck on my exams and greeting me a (very) early birthday. (:
thankyousomuch to just abt anyone who talked to me. LOL. (:
let's clap for special mentions. :D
clapclapclap. :D
hm. i just realized tht i'm having 3 days of no school.
...
let's make up for tomorrow by going to UncleMax ! :D
heheh. i want th desserts~ (x

sad.

2009-04-29T20:14:00.004+08:00

LOL. this made me laugh like shyyyt. xD
well, just wanted to share this page. hahah.
--
oh yeah, update on my life:
i have a chance in failing English.
yeah, so far all th people i asked thinks they're gonna fail English too.
it's so hard luh.
wtf did PassageA talked abt ?
nobody knows. ZzZ.
i have lost confidence in getting an A in English.
byebye awesome birthday gift.
hello scolding of hell.
--

i love my grid draft.
though i crumpled it up.
i was pissed with th paper, okay ?
but i still kept it, see ?
it's proof tht i worked so hard on my summary.
can you imagine ?
i wrote 190 originally in th grids.
and i worked my brain to headaches just to fit it in the word limit.
and i ended up with an exact number of 150 words.
i'm happy with just that.
and i really liked what i wrote for composition.
Blogging.
i forgot it wasn't recommended.
but i worked my fingers off for tht.
i'm just happy i worked hard for tht paper.
so hard tht even though i fell asleep early,
i still had a nap during th break.
--
oh well.
this happiness will soon be washed away,
when my parents see my results.
have fun while it last man.
--
my supporters make me happy.
i love my reviews and reviewers.
thank you so much for supporting my stories.
i really am happy tht you liked them.
--
i knew it wasn't Daboy.
th typing was so like Arbie, please. =.=
--
i'm so sad. ):
i miss my phone. ):
i miss going to UncleMax. ):
i miss having freedom during holidays. ):
ZzZ. i hate pre-birthday depresion-ness. =.=

not gonna work.

2009-04-26T21:42:00.002+08:00

this isn't gonna work.
private blog will soon be open for everyone who wants.
like i said,
i have too many secrets with unknown readers.
--
boo.
Eos know why. T^T
help me !
--
still in exams weeks.
not sure when i'll fix everything.
many thanks to Lizhen ! :D

stressed~

2009-04-24T14:25:00.003+08:00

it finally came.
i couldn't contain all th stress and pressure anymore.
i freaking broke down. (on my pillow and in th toilet.)
and just a few weeks before my birthday too.
life is so cruel.
--
this is a public announcement !
my phone's LCD is spoilt.
utterly, completly, image-free spoilt.
so dont bother sms-ing me.
or finding me online on th com for tht matter.
i'm in a very bad mood and dont feel like talking to anyone.
life is screwed, i tell you.
i even got to use it yesterday.
i came home and, what happened ?
there's nothing on th screen.
still nothing today.
i dont even want to tell my parents abt my phone.
even if i did,
it wouldn't make a difference.
this is like, what ?
my 2nd phone tht didn't last for a year.
i can still listen to music since i know which buttons to press but,
there's nothing on th screen.
i hate this.
i want my phone back.
i think life wants be to be miserable on my birthday.
i'm convinced of it.
--
i've had a time to laugh.
i've had a time to confide.
now, my time's come to cry.
--
i dont care if this is another one of those emo posts.
i'm just plain miserable now.
and i cant even go to UncleMax today.
i'm practically banned from leaving th house.
i'm sentenced to studying until Mid-Year`s finish.
and like, what ?
three to four more weeks.
i'm practically hating it at home.
i'd rather be in school, please.
i get to laugh & smile there.
--
make me happy, please.
a few comforting words will suffice. ):
i feel so lonely & alone. ):
i want a hug.
and a shoulder to cry on.

exams.

2009-04-22T18:31:00.002+08:00

wellwellwell.
exams are once again here to ruin my right for freedom.
eh.
might not be posting after this until exams are officially over.
believe it or not,
i'm up for studying hard for this year's Mid-Year.
mostly because i've been slacking off during lessons.
and handing up late homeworks.
and sleeping in class. (these are accidents, btw. except for MT lessons.)
hmhmhm.
also because my birthday is so near to th exams, ohemgee ! xl
bad results = lousy birthday, correct ?
aiya. must buck up for History, Literature & EnglishSummary. T^T
Science, Math & Geography..
i just have to memorise stuff for tht.
i dont know how to answer for Literature,
i suck at EnglishSummaries,
and i practically have no idea what we do during History lessons.
seriously.
well, nobody else in class does, anyway.
somemore I asked Mrs.Lim if we can just read th txtbook.
she said yes.. and her notes. =.=
well, i still have a long way to go.
--
and this is just to rub it in all of your faces..
I DONT HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY ! :D:D:D
--
hm. got no time to update tag replies so..
i'm closing down th messages window bah.
but you can still leave a tag. (:
see, go see.
and leave a tag luh, please.
there are like tons of ppl i know tht always read my blog,
yet only some of them tags.
most dont, at all.
some talks to me abt it in MSN. =.=
please luh, i want tags. T^T

erk.

2009-04-20T19:21:00.002+08:00

i challenge you to fill in th blanks.
abbreviations, joined and punctuations included.
--
ugh.
damn you, ----.
frankly, as much as i'm ------- and a bit ------- abt their sudden ---------,
i didn't really needed to know th part abt --.
sure, it's expected of ----- to say tht but still.
practically anything tht comes out of --- mouth, scars.
it's been too long since i've ---- this again.
and i didn't even want it in th first place.
gawrsh.
---- a friend.
tht i once -----.
so it -----.
i dont want to ----.
but why am i always ------- into this.
i want out.

i dont even give a damn if anyone reads this.

especially if you understand what i'm saying,

who i'm referring to,

and what i went through during those times.

(it still hurt.) i dont like him anymore so.. i won't care.

didn't y'all see how i practically not ----- --------- ?
i was wearing earphones please.
i didn't want to ------.
why ?
you guys should have known right ?
why ask a stupid question when i've confided to most of you ?
okay, --- wasn't even trying to join th conversation.
which is why i love --- for tht. (:
but ----, -----, ------..
sigh.
i love you guys and all but.
s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y. =.=
--
i just realized tht this may be why i had a freaking -------- ---------.
i need a confidant right now. T-T
my ----- isn't ------ right now but..
i'm still ---------.
--
see, Eos ?
this is why i must private my blog. =.=
i have too many secrets with unknown readers.

pics ! xD

2009-04-18T22:01:00.003+08:00

My name tag ! done by: AteMae. xD (LOL.)
AteMae with Daboy's name tag. LOL. (he never wore it. =.=)
Heh. took this for fun bah. xD
ice candy ! (did not know what flavour this was. =.=)
LOL. th 'tattoo'. (a lot of us got one. xD)
me & Maan. :D (i love my name tag. xD)
me & Daboy. :D (my face was ugly here. =.=)
me & AteMae. :D (she got two 'tattoo's ! xD)
Me & Danna. :D (still loving th name tag. :D)

i could not let these pics pass. xD
especially those with ppl. xD
lovelovelove it. xD

oh.
i didn't go for study group. =.=
i was suppose to and i did go to th library.
just tht i couldn't find them and i was rushing already. =.=
but th thing is..
i didn't know where th party was held.
oh hell.
then my mother suggested tht i should go th UncleMax stall first.
-smacks forehead.
stupid. why didn't i think of tht.
so went to yishun to go th th stall.
hanged out there until me & TitaMiriam went off for th party.
nothing less from a kiddie party.
mostly i sat down and laughed.
Eos & Danielle wasn't there. T^T
which is why i dont have their pics. T^T
basically laughed out loud at th magician.
corny much ? xD
th games were basically just for kiddies,
so watched until bored.
then they started playing with th freaking flour. =.=
tht time, i was getting a crayon tattoo. (LOL.xD)
see above. xD
i was sitting there getting one when Daboy poured flour on my hair. =.=
die, bastard.
so chased after him after i got th 'tattoo'.
i just threw some at him once and he threw again to me.
Me: 1
Him: 3
oh well.
it was fun luh, at least. =.=
TitaMalou invited me for sleepover. :D:D:D
too bad i couldn't go. T^T
oh well.
at least it's nearing holidays. (:
SLEEPOVERS ! :D:D:D
--
seems cbox isn't working right now. =.=
will reply tags in nxt post bah. :D

LOLOLOL.

2009-04-17T19:50:00.002+08:00

eh. th posts were tht obvious ?
or was it she, tht was obvious ? -,-
LOL. whatever.
maybe i'm not surprised tht a lot of ppl seem to think of it tht way.
like Lizhen, Jamie, Anna, Faith, JunHao, QingFu & Johnson.
Michelle is too gong luh. =.=
but i still love my CookieMonster, okay ? (: ♥

LOL. it's fun to talk abt SpecialA ?
Hahah. was talking abt it with Lizhen and JingWen. xD
kept laughing like shyyyt.
Hah ! i surpassed ChanLizhen ! BLEH ! xD
then before i went down for duty with ShiYun,
i heard Faith asking Jamie if she was going for band.
then i told them,
if you can don't go then don't go, right ?
which was true !
Jamie high-fived me for tht. LOL. xD
then me & ShiYun talked abt STUFF while waiting for patrol to start.
i hope you dont mind, Eos.
tht i made your story with brave-but-stupid, a reference for ShiYun.
but seriously, it's damn similar, can.
only, brave-but-stupid was funnier than STUFF.
omg, i love these names. xD
then patroled for 4, 5 & 6 level.
me & ShiYun took 4 together then she called me to do 5 on my own while she do 6 on her own.
looklooklook ! done it again !
MP, chiong Special A. LOL.
it was funny to see Lizhen's reaction when i reached chap.89. LOL.
then talked to JingWen and S.A while she tried to do th test.
well, she copied mine but whatever. :p
then chiong English summary and essay plan during MT.
i love a free period class. (x
hmm, i forgot whether i fell asleep during English.
i think i kept nodding off but kept waking up whenever need to tick th questions. LOL.
i actually didn't sleep for Math.
unbelievable.
i should have done tht a long time ago.
since i was awake, i understood th topic !
hilarious~

hmm, just drank milo & ate rice cracker for lunch.
idk why also. -,-
talked to Faith and Michelle abt th post.
guess it's obvious who i was referring to.
Faith went off early for band so i went to change while Michelle played with my iPod.
when i came back,
JunHao, Qingfu and Johnson kept talking nonsense.
seriously.
i had to ask Michelle what's wrong with having two brothers.
hornybloodybastards. =.=
then Michelle left. T^T
i was left with 3 hornyperverts. T^T
who says i watch hentai. _l_
gotohell. I DO NOT !
went to put my back outside th room, then JunHao & Qingfu followed me.
along with Qingfu's cousin. :D
then they crapped, they got me pissed, those kind of stuff.
they even gave me a trick question.
which, when i answered,
i though abt th question, then my answer and burst out chasing after them.
it took me like, 3 seconds to figure it out.
they kept calling me 'Mom'.
then they asked who is 'Daddy'.
then th first 'Daddy' tht I knew came into mind and i said it.
1..
2..
3..
FREAK YOU !
yeah, tht was what happened.
so i was squatting down laughing at my own stupidity.
yes, i was laughing.
couldn't help it luh, please.
then they did th taxi-money incident.
tht made me very pissed, can ?

footdrills was tiring.
but it was fun luh. :D
seriously.
we were laughing all th way.
even though we shouldn't be. :p
and you know what ?
when we did sizing btween th sec2s,
i was th freaking shortest manzxczxc. xl
but i like it, LOL.
'cause i get to shout Sergeant (or whatever rank.) when we do th counting. xD
i shout like tht is rollercoaster.
Up then down then up. LOLOLOL. xD
Hazmat was not i expected it to be.
whch is great.
i finished it like damn fast can.
MCQ~
Alyssa says i pass already after she checked my paper.
Wee~
i was still pissed with th taxi-money incident.
which was why my head was throbbing throughout th whole lesson and test.
and still pissed when ppl came out after cca.
we were allowed to go early but couldn't take taxi home. T^T
so i waited for other ppl to finish cca.
laughed & talked with them.
kay luh, i can't really hold grudges tht long.
so i was back talking to JunHao in no time.
oh yeah.
i cried when i told Michelle abt th taxi-money incident.
super pissed~
then Faith kept asking me why then i told her abt it too.
then she also, like Michelle, asked JunHao where my money was.
aww. i love them x3
lalala~
th guys unsucessfully taopok`d (spelling?) Daryl. =.=
after Michelle went, Faith called ShiYun and asked were she was.
then me & Faith hide from her up th 2nd floor. LOL.
then we thought she saw us so we came down.
she actually didn't know we were upstairs. =.=
LOL. so went back with everyone.
yeah, th guys were being a BenjaminLum-wannabe.
kept trying to trip Faith.
--
all th way from th LRT to my house,
i didn't let go of my phone.
was smsing 3 ppl at th same times. =.=
ZzZ.
--
TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: chase lor. i'd like to see you try.
lizhen: hmm, 'cause you talked so much. LOL.
lizhen: Yes, i'm addicted and it's your fault !
lizhen: LOL. you still wont be able to catch up~

pangseh`d

2009-04-16T21:49:00.003+08:00

just a quick post to cover up tht ridiculously long one.
and i'm too lazy to return tags right now.
just wanted to thank Lizhen manymanymany ! xD
i love my teddybear a lotlotlot. :D
and i caught up to you !
bwahaha !
it's all thanks to you tht i'm addicting to SpecialA. (x
though i'm gonna finish it befor saturday.
smugsmugsmug. (x
(capable of 25+ chapters in one day. :p)

oh.
and i got pangseh`d again. T^T
hurhurhur.
you saw it right, Johnson ? T^T
hate to say it but she's a hypocrite. ):

mixed emotions. ):

2009-04-14T20:50:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling happy, depressed, angry & guilty at th same time.
happy = Lizhen.
depressed = Lizhen & Johnson.
angry = Lizhen & Johnson.
guilty = Johnson.
honestly, i'm thankful for th chat.
although i feel mixed emotions right now,
it's nice to let it out.
--
i dont want you to continue changing.
please stop.
before a past repeats itself.
why now ?
when everything seems so normal.
sometimes, i dont know you anymore.
and i feel sad.
even if you change, you'll still be my friend but,
i want you to stay being everybody's friend.
they may start to hate you if you continue.
you, of all ppl, know this can happen.
because you are one of them.
--
i seriously dont know why ppl have to end a friendship so abruptly.
aren't you guys tired of being angry ?
why do you have to hold a grudge for so long ?
dont you miss th old times ?
dont you wish you can just go back to them ?
why th peer pressure ?
why th disloyalty ?
i dont understand.
i'm going to say this now.
i still wave and say hi to Rachel & Tricia.
why ?
i dont see anything wrong with them.
they're ppl who makes mistakes, just like everybody else.
they're ppl who aren't perfect, like everybody else.
they have flaws, just like you.
they have feelings, just like you.
--
it's so hard and painful to have a lost, broken or faded friendship.
i should know.
do you know how i felt when i had to leave my friends ?
at first, nothing.
then it finally hit me.
we can nvr be th same again.
slowly, my letters nvr reached them anymore.
i regretted it.
for being too lazy to write a proper letter to each and everyone one of them.
now, all tht remained from a strong friendship are awkwardness.
i hate it.
when did it get this way ?
they were my friends.
my best friends.
but how come we act like we dont know each other.
it's very painful.
--
i dread everyday tht i think i might migrate once again.
th past would always repeat itself.
i'll lose contact with everyone here.
i'd be lonely again and try painstakingly hard to rise back up.
if tht's th case,
i'd rather pick up from where i left.
i dont care abt making new friends if it's th cost of my current ones.
i'd rather revive old ones.
and hopefully, everything will be back to th way i remembered it.
no pain, betrayal and hurt.
--
what happened to us ?
we grew up.

--
TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: heh. i'm hooked onto it now, thanks to you. :D

dizzy~

2009-04-13T14:41:00.003+08:00

first of all,
i would like to thank Lizhen for th song, bestfriend. :D
--
ohhell.
ohfreakinghell.
do you have any idea on how early i woke up ?
4.00 in th morning.
and what time time did i reach school ?
5.30 in th morning.
what time did th gates open ?
6 in th freaking morning.
gotta thank AteCaren for th heavy breakfast.
too bad i forgot tht since i ate at 4.30
i was super hungry at recess.
oh yeah.
honestly, i do NOT understand why th class started clapping when i walked in.
they didn't even see me lor. LOL.
--
anyway, enough abt tht.
th worst part of everything is,
i've lost $5 from just th first day of th week.
how ?
since i woke up so early,
i was super dizzy.
i tried to close my eyes while standing and i almost fall.
not kidding.
somemore, th smell of paint made me want to vomit.
so skipped science remedial and took taxi back home.
my head is seriously pounding.
stupidstupidstupid meeting time. T^T
can't even sleep during 2hrs of MT !
'cause i scared kena caught while wearing uniform. T^T
TWO WHOLE HOURS !
I COULD HAVE GOTTEN ANOTHER TWO HOURS OF SLEEP !
as if i had anything better to do with those free period.
duperfreakbitchbastardofbullshitpissinghell.
yes, i'm not holding back my vulgarities now. (just this one time.)
I'M CRANKY BECAUSE OF MY LACK OF SLEEP !
LIVE WITH IT !
grr.
headache~
--
i don't understand why NJH & Lizhen don't believe tht th pic is me. -,-
please luh.
you want me to show th shirt is it ?
or i just show you th necklace.
honestly, luh.
i won't put another person's face as my wallpaper, can.
--
TAG REPLIES:
johnson: as if, lor. no way i'm going to play when i can slack. :p

USB cable.

2009-04-12T14:31:00.002+08:00

i'm uber pissed.
i can't find my USB cable !
how am i going to upload my pics ? Dx
later, some ppl go and erase th stolen shots of themselves. ):
mou.
i want my USB cable back !
and if it's not too much,
my lost memory stick USB too. Dx
--
TAG REPLIES:
johnson: Hahah. addict~
lizhen: LOL.

voice losing is fun.

2009-04-11T20:41:00.002+08:00

losing my voice had nvr been so much fun. xD
--
i've forgotten how fun it is to lose my voice in a basketball game.
oh, happy times~ (x
RAWR !
i'm gonna enjoy this weekened to the fullest !
to forget abt horriblehorriblehorrible last week.
hmm, now how to summarise today's happenings ?
--
me & Eos got thirsty and craved for ice cream so we went to Mcdonalds.
Danna & Maan tagged along 'cause our parents asked us to buy water.
Double Choco Frappe for me, McFlurry`s for them.
BLEH !
had to stay for quite a while because it rained.
so we played POINTLESS Truth or Truth.
Yes, Truth or Truth.
We couldn't go dares inside a fast food restaurant, please.
funny and stupid questions~
attacked th fries !
rain stopped so we had to get back to th court.
cheered like mad. xD
me & Ate Mae was screaming until we felt dizzy and had to sit down. LOL.
soon, Maan, Danna & Eos joined our scream fest.
i couldn't even remember th last time i cheered tht much.
too bad we lost by 20 points. T^T
tht was because they wouldn't change th players.
"Pagod na ang mga senior citizens kasi. Bkit di pa cla palitan ?"
LOL. I kept laughing at tht.
Ate mae kept making funny/stupid comments and kept taking pictures of butts. xD
Yup, she did !
And perfect shots of the ball in th net.
clapclapclap.
--
Tomorrow is th opening of the stall !
WEE~
though, it's not free anymore. LOL.
doesn't matter~
im'ma enjoy it with ppl ! xD
oh yeah, they were advertising th opening of it during th game.
ROFLMAO ! xD
--
too bad today was th championship.
tht means i'm back to boring saturdays ! Dx
boohoo !
must. see. party. people ! Dx
oops.
i just remembered.
nxt week is Red's birthday !
hooray !
PARTY PEOPLE ! xD
--
TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: hmm, not quite th same but, oh well. :D

private.

2009-04-09T17:51:00.002+08:00

hmmhmmhmm.
i'm thinking of making my blog private too.
just like Eos-yyy. :D
yes, i'm copying you, dear. (x
--
humdumdum.
there's a freaking crack on my iPod.
i'm way serious.
i saw it and thought it was dust but when i tried to wipe/scratch it off,
it wouldn't come off.
and i've nvr peeled off the plastic on it.
okay, so this isn't th first crack.
yes, there's more.
but it's like, in th middle ! Dx
boo !
--
i'm officially broke.
omggg !
'cause i took a taxi to go home.
well, what did you expect ?
i was lazy to change out of my uniform,
since it wasn't sweaty and all.
and i didn't want to walk endlessly in it.
so i took a taxi home.
no big deal.
except tht it costed me $5.
so, i could have used my ez-link but..
i already used $5.80 for ice cream.
ridiculous, right ? hahah. xD
oh well.
--
i feel oh-so sleepy.
i always do.
i'm itching to let out a colourful string of swear words.
luckily, i can now control myself.
at least, on th outside.
--
i hate tht tie.
i seriously hate it.
it wants to kill me, i tell you.
do you know how ?
it chokes me..
and it makes me feel like an oven.
it seriously does.
stupid tie.
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TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: LOL. nothing to say already~ (x

hell of a week.

2009-04-08T18:34:00.002+08:00

this is th worst week ever.
i don't care if i had worse weeks than this..
I WASN'T STUCK FOR HOURS IN SCHOOL THEN !

do you know how much i hate staying back at school ?
it sucks.
utterly sucks.
and so far,
i've been reaching home at 6.30 since monday.
i don't care if it's early or not.
i can relax at home !
i've been falling asleep during lessons for pete's sake !
IPW on monday.
MP & D&T on tuesday.
SC & NCDCC meetings today.
and tomorrow, NCDCC again.
I'M SO FREAKING TIRED ALREADY !
i can barely keep my eyes closed for every lesson.
and i'm broke !
yes, I AM BROKE !
those who have seen my wallet this week may not believe me,
but it's true ! (i don't count th blue notes though. just th red ones.)
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i am purposely looking over th facts tht,
there is no school/cca on friday..
there is basketball on saturday..
and there is no cathecism on sunday, plus i think tht's th day of Red's birthday.
not sure though.
hum-di-dum.
if th sec1s don't have their berets,
tht means i'll most likely end up front. Dx
I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP EARLY !
SUPPOSE TO REACH BY 6.30, LEH !
i'm losing 2 and a half hours of sleep here, ppl !
and there's supposedly a party on sunday !
GAAAH !
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TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: umm, no. got 6a1, 6a2, 6a3. basically 3 'A' classes. after tht are 'B' classes then 'C' classes.

NO !

2009-04-07T18:49:00.002+08:00

nonono !
i don't want to go on monday ! D:
1)since i'm short, i most probably end up in front !
2)i'm gonna shout out th national anthem and th pledge.
3)i have to stand there for like, so long.
4)i have to wake up early.
5)i have to wear my uniform to school.
6)I HAVE TO MISS GATE DUTY !

(1)well, since th sec1s got their uniforms recently, some of them are actually shorter than me. but th most i'll end up with is 2nd row. D:
(2)some of you might not know, but i don't actually sing or recite th pledge. yeah, found tht out through Eos & Daboy (LOL. WAH ! xD). That's because we're not actually Singaporeans, yeah ?
(3)do you know how numb i can get for tht ? th National Day parade was bad enough.
(4)do i even have to explain why this is one of my reasons ?
(5)well, i'm thinking abt not to. but i'll probably will. since it's super early. LOL.
(6)GATE DUTY IS FREAKING COOL ! one of my favorite duties one leh. lift, assembly and patrol are th other ones.

this is the why`s and their reasons/explainations.
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it's been too long tht i haven't updated any fanfics. Dx
thinking of uploading all stories just before my birthday.
which is so far away ! LOL. xD
but since, it's after exams and just before we fly to Aussie(probably),
i think it's reasonable.
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yes. we applied for visa already.
if it's approved,
we're flying to Aussie from 31May to June15(?).
they're thinking of moving there.
to hell with it.
vacation is just fine, not moving.
do you know how hard it is to restart life all over again.
hmm, might postpone th part-time job hunting with Eos,
if we fly there.
LOL. i was looking forward to it, okay ?
i'm gonna get paid, who wouldn't want tht ?!
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LOLOLOL.
hope you get better soon, Ralph.
i'm sorry to say this but i'm, with Eos here.
think abt it,
if you jump off a buliding.
not many ppl will call you daring and brave.
but they WILL call you stupid.
you gets ?
i know you gets, Eos.
let's get Maan to heal him, yeah ? (x
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TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: not exactly. more like, how they organize 2B. umm, hard to explain leh. you get it or not ?

riot.

2009-04-05T19:26:00.004+08:00

hmm, almost posting everyday. ('cause of tag replies. :D)
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omggg !
Birdie told me th craziest thing yesternight ! xD
i couldn't stop laughing, seriously.
it wasn't surprising though.
WE'VE KNOWN IT SINCE LAST YEAR, MY GULAY ! xD
okay, okay, enough. but still ROFLMAO ! xD
Kangaroo is th most bravest thing i've ever heard of.
i admire his bravery but i hate his stupidity. xD
oh well, oh well.
cheers tht you didn't have to see him today, though.
if not, i wouldn't be able to hold in my laughter. xD
and he'd find out, my gulay !
i have to say though,
your way of replying is freaking hilarious manzxczxc. xD
in fact, i bet he was laughing too !
ohmanohmanohman, xD
don't worry, this is between you, me and him.
although he doesn't know i'm involved. xD
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i have found another secret tht i will carry to my grave.
Sloth cried !
omggg !
but not today though. damn.
and it was with Koala.
but, idk, i kind of felt happy ?
no, i'm not saidstic.
i'm happy tht he has at least emotions. LOL.
oh well, though what he cried for is utterly stupid, mind you.
remind me of th time Koala told me one of Sloth's secret.
wanna know mine ?
to get Sloth to be one of my confidants and vice versa.
oh yes, my dream is to be a psychologist. (x
probably because i enjoy listening to other people talk and knowing they can trust me.
WHICH THEY CAN ! :D:D:D
(randomity~ i fell out of topic.)
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oh yeah, thanks to Monkey for th great info.
mucho appreciated. (x
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Tigress commented on my skirt.
expected~
LOL. xD
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i know th animal names thing is very random,
but i wanted to write something instead of AHEM all th time.
yes, it's tht confidential.
what can i say ?
i carry a lot of secrets tht i will bring to my grave.
-shudders.
oh well,
next topic: rocking day !
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yupyupyup.
i lovelovelove Sunday classes.
i will nvr again listen or tell ghost stories.
didn't know it could be dangerous. :S
andandand, i still haven't sold th Church Day tickets. D:
but i can buy tht one on my own.
what i need to worry abt is, Spring Carnival tickets.
oh yes, i'm worried abt tht one.
since we're chosen for one of th stalls,
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TOUR PPL ARND ?!?
and tht was my original plan actually.
my mother even offered me tht she'll buy my whole stack of tickets so i can bring ppl to tour.
yes, i'm referring to Eos&usualcompany. :D
yesyesyes, i know you guys turned me down when i tried to sell th tickets to you guys.
but i wanted y'all to come !
like seriously ! D:
anyway, moving on~
th stall is great leh.
must go there whenever i have free time.
and i'll drag Maan and Danna along too. :D
anyway, before I ate,
i kept laughing like shit. xD
stupid Eos and her stupid Inbox.
we were laughing so hard, Daboy tried to see what was in th Inbox. xD
hilarious~
food was great ! :D
as expected, there was an iPodTouch war. LOL.
too bad Daboy was winning. well, at least for mine.
Ate Mae took Danna's.
then things happened with Daboy's phone.
like, ROFLMAO ! xD
then i lent him my phone 'cause fo th songs.
and you know what th idiot did ?
he sent a freaking sms to NJH.
kept hitting him for tht. -,-
stupid idiot.
so i had to apologize and explain to NJH.
oh well.
i guess he's forgiven.
hahah. i got a stolen shot of him&Dynel together.
and one of Maan.
cheers for birthday greetings.
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TAG REPLIES:
shanchih: yo. eh. i'm not good with organizing and stuff. nesides, i've already lost contact with most of them. (x
lizhen: you, uh. aiya.. LOL. different school what. somemore is 6a2. there's a diff, yeah ? :D
JLYS: hahah. at least you tag. (x

me.

2009-04-04T15:25:00.002+08:00

Lalala~
still in Shugo Chara mode.

you know, not many ppl realize this but,
some shows actually make you think of something 'deep'.
LOL.
but i'm serious though. :D
sometimes i don't know who i am.
i mean, like..
whenever i go out alone,
i'm always wearing this impassive face or frowning.
but when i'm with someone, i can't stop smiling.
hahah. stupid yet true. (x
an outside character. (:
how many of you actually thought tht i might be someone who can be hyper and high,
when you first saw me.
i remember my first day, nobody was actually talking to me. LOL.
even when Danial was in th same class. :p
(hear ye, hear ye. he says 6a2'07 sucks. LOL.)
and now, ..
hahah. :D

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TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: you came to school what. -,-
YIHUI: sure. soon, kay ? (:
JLYS: 'cause she said Digi sucks ! D:

2009-04-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

Introducing..
the most awesome-est song in all of TapTapRevenge2 !
i'm in lovelovelove with this song. x3
check it out, check it out, check it out ! :D
and, yes,
i love my high score on this song ! xD
100% HITS ! :D:D:D

Shugo Chara mode. :D

2009-04-01T15:40:00.002+08:00

Wee~
I'm on Shugo Chara mode. :D
byebye Writer Mode. (x

Lalala~
Happy April Fool's day to everyone ! :D
but today was boring sia. -,-
it didn't feel like April Fool's. -,-
anyway, anyway. :D
eh. i got nothing to write sia. O.o

hmm, hmm, hmm..
umm.
i'm a manga addict ?
LOL.
randomness~
i talked to Sumin abt anime today. LOL.
no point talking to ShiYun. -,-
she says Digimon sucks, can ?
NJH & JLYS should have hit her. :3
a bit of Bleach with Lizhen. xD
but she was playing with my iPod so nvr really talked much.
yeah, she seriously play during PE. xD
'cause MrPoon didn't come then nothing to do.
and since I came down with my jacket, i had my valuables with me.
then she secretly play. LOL.
teacher almost caught but nehmind. :D:D:D

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TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: then be a kind soul and sponsor me. or get your kind soul to sponsor me. :D
lizhen: wee~ Happy April Fool's Day ! you also never fool anyone today. wait, th thing abt pon school tomorrow is probably April Fool's. hmm, suspicioussuspicious. :D

birthday.

2009-03-30T20:49:00.002+08:00

oh. i just remebered.

i've decided to do something extra special for those ppl whose birthdays I know. :D
Well, this only applies when I actually have a ton of your pictures.
then I'll photoshop it all bunched up.
then I'll put a bigbigbig Happy Birthday there.
then I'm gonna post it here on my blog.
then call or sms the person to go look. 8D
hahah. it'd be hilarious. xD

Hmm, let's see.
whose birthdays are coming up ?
hmm, i have no pohotos of Baby Red.
none for Elisa, Michelle, Peiying, Benjamin, Diyuan & Jieming also.
boo~ D:
May.
umm. me ? (yeah, right. like i'd do that ! xD)
Leroy, Enyu & JingShi are none also. (this is no fun. at all.)
June.
none for Glen and ShuHeng.
hahah. I'm gonna do one for Daboy & AteMae ! :D
aiya, practically nobody in 2B leh. D:
so, probably Eos & Danielle too.
Hmm, remind me to take more pictures. }(

targets:
Danna, Ella, Dyara, Diether, Ralph & Arbie.
Bwahaha.
Maan has enough but her birthday's already over.
sad.
next year then. :D

sugary sweetness.

2009-03-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

i want lightsticks also. T.T

Wee~
I'm extremely happy with my work. :D
my FF.NET work. :D
Go me, go me. :D
I've reached 300+ visitors, 500+ hits !
I'm sososo happy. x3
And with only 5 stories posted up. (x
Lalala~
motivated to write more sia. :D
so I'm gonna ! :D
hahah. :D
let Writer Mode commence !

please support. (and don't freaking laugh !)
[link]
i'm not asking y'all to review th story 'cause y'all probably dont even know what th stories are about.
LOL.
like, Naruto, Daa! Daa! Daa! & GALS! :D
just umm,
view them. LOL.
i'm happy with just the number of visitor of my stories. (x

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TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: yeah, right. if you're so broke then how y'all buy th lightsticks, huh ?
shanchih: yoyoyo ShanChih ! :D

Earth hour 2009. :D

2009-03-28T18:49:00.002+08:00

Hear ye, hear ye.
support Earth Hour 2009 !
turn off all your lights at 8.30 - 9.30 !
spread th Earth Hour love ! :D

i'm bored.
oh. so. bored.
so I did th last thing I could think of. (x
talked to Arbie & Daboy. :D
give me a break, nobody else was online.
well, nobody worth irritating. :D
and who else could be better than these two ?
well, it'd be great if Diether and Ralph was online too.
but I dont think those two have MSNs. -,-
and Maan & Danna would irritate me, not th other way arnd.

okay, Daboy was no fun. D:
at all. ):
he didn't even admit it even when i had proof !
IT. IS. TRUE !
i checked th dictionary myself (with Dynel's help), OMG ! xD
mou. }(
if you have so much homework, then why th hell are you online, huh ? -,-

and Arbie was..
well..
he was better than nothing to do, i guess.
but the conver was just so totally..
random. O.o
like, seriously.
he wanted me to spam him. -,-

so I reminded everyone online abt Earth hour. :D
lame, right ?
i know, but LOL ! xD

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TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: LOL. buy for me luh. i am broke, liao. :D
FAITH.: hahah. i was kidding, can ? but thanks anyway. (x
farisah!: hahah. thanks. miss you too. lovelovelove. (x

sakura kiss

2009-03-27T11:54:00.002+08:00

well, i'm managing my time well.
i think. :x

eat, sleep, take medicine, use com.
cool, right ?
NOT. -,-
i'm so darn bored.

oh yeah,
thanks to everyone who've been checking up on me,
or just wishing me get-wells. (:
reallyreallyreally appreciated.
and those who didn't.. -,-
~~go to hell.~~ KIDDING ! :D
hahah. i'm kidding, kay. (:
anyway, good luck & get well to Danielle too.
she has th chicken pox. :x
hope you'll feel better soon. (:
and get your Ate & Kuya to take care of you. -,-

been watching Ouran High School Host Club on YouTube.
i lovelovelove it. x3
especially the opening theme song.
so much tht I actually made it my blog song. :D
kiss kiss fall in love~
maybe you're my love~
i still find twins ultra cool. :3
gurglegurglegurgle. x3

i'm sooo gonna find and download this song. :3

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TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: why you didn't continue, huh ? anyways, thanks. but unfortunately, referring to your sms, i don't have any marshmallows with me. T.T

sniffcoughwheezefaint.

2009-03-26T18:14:00.003+08:00

sniffcoughwheezefaint.

finally.
my parents FINALLY let me go for check up.
after 4 days of endurance.
but I don't mind since I have an MC for 2 days.
which means I don't have to go to school tomorrow.
and the best part is, tomorrow is Friday.
four days straight of no school manzxczxc.
and NO CCA FOR ME !
hasta la vista, baybeh ! :D

worst part is,
i have 5 medicines to take. T.T
1 is very bitter cough syrup and makes me drowsy.
1 is very bitter tablet, also makes me drowsy.
1 is very BLEUGH tablet tht I need to suck for sore throat.
1 is need to take 2 HUGE tablets at one go.
th only medicine wit no problem is th one for breathlessness.
after I took all th medicine,
I slept for like 5hrs straight sia.
stupidstupidstupid medicines.
and I'm STILL dizzy like hell.

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TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: i have no idea whether you're complimenting me or making fun of me. -,-

GALS!

2009-03-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

you know, life still sucks.

as soon as I get my first credit card (so shiok sia.),
I'm going to buy th Super Gals DVD set.
i don't care if both seasons might cost me up to $100 !
I WANT THT DVD SET !
hurhurhur.
i want it so badlyyy~ T.T
i have th season 2 trailer on my iPod~
which freaking makes me want it more !
gurglegurglegurgle. xS

I WANT IT ! D:

you can sense it.

2009-03-24T17:22:00.002+08:00

you know th world's against you when your fever keeps coming back,
but only at night and th next morning you feel awful but your fever is gone.
in short,
i can't get an MC, i can't report sick and i look awful sia.
hurhurhur. T.T

i have made up my mind.
i'm not going for th NCDCC camp leadership thing on weekend.
i've confirmed it since,
my mother let's me pon it. :D
cool, right ? i know. (x
then th world is against me again when it just so happens tht saturday is our CIP day.
it's 3 to 8.30 leh !
how th hell do you expect me to attend saturday's basketball game,
when i have freaking CIP to do ?!
ANSWER ME !
ohhell.
i'm gonna see if i can pon it, still.
i wanna see ppl already, kay.
i missmissmiss them like crazy. T.T
hopefully, THEY BETTER DAMNIT, they're going for sat.'s bball game.
i'm gonna stick their faces on those carnival tickets.
WAH !
Maan alrdy said she was planning on buying ! T.T
boo to th others !
come on, come on. D:

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TAG REPLIES:
♥YR: yeah, yeah, i know you. hahah. :D
lizhen: yup, yup, i know. i hugged you too. :D
Cassandra: hello ! sure, i know where to find your link anyways. hahah. :D
FATHIN.: soon, yeah ? (:
Eos: You should be honoured. yeah, yeah. too long, i miss you too ! YES ! i wanna watch movie ! :D
lizhen: hah ! lucky me. hahah. bet you'll make fun, right ? i know. :D

APOCALYPSE !

2009-03-23T19:44:00.002+08:00

th day when i thought all hell would break loose came yesterday.

i wore a freaking skirt.

oh sure, i wear them almost everyday for school,

but tht is th only exception, damnit !

to those who are thinking "it's just a skirt, what's th big deal ?"

i suggest you find out more abt me.

i DO NOT wear skirts !

well, at least until yesterday.

and it's all momma's fault.

and just so it happens tht we were heading to Sembawang.

great, just great.

as expected, i got quite a few OMG-is-tht-really-ellaine-wearing-a-skirt looks from various ppl.

i'm just thankful only Maan, Tita Miriam & th basketball players actually saw me in it.

and as much as i miss th other ppl,

they're th ones who'd be commenting on it. -,-

like, AteMae. it'd be expected, no ?

hmm, Danna too. probably try to upskirt me. -,-

Danielle & Eos'd probably give me some OMG-is-tht-you looks. -,-

and of course, Diether, Arbie, Noyx2, Tianx2 & Daboy would give me YUCK looks. -,-

oh well, it's kinda obvious, no ?

now, i have to pick a all-hell-breaks-loose day all over again.

and i know just th thing.

it's th day i'm gonna wear a freaking dress.

i'd curse th day Prom Night comes and they'd probably make me wear one.

there is no fcking way i'm gonna do it.

lalalaBOOM !

2009-03-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

hmm..
can someone get me in homeworking mood ?
i seriously need it manzxczxcz.
so, yeah.
i havent done a single homework yet. T.T
i'm blaming myself though, don't worry.
stupid, lazy me.

i'm gonna pon tht camping trip.
i dont care.
i don't want to go.
it's bad enough that i always put off my homeworks,
i won't get my weekend stolen away from me. }(

i NEED to study !
i WANT tht laptop !
WAH !

YAY !

2009-03-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

woots !

i finally found th Fray CD !
i actually want to buy th lates only, but my father wanted th first one also so,
then he also wanted another CD.
so in th end, i bought 3CDs with my $50. T.T
sad sia. but nehminddd. .D

my Digimon debator/buddy/rival/whatever(:D) logged out,
so now i'm all alone with nobody to talk to. D:
oh well,
and deviantART is actiang screwy so i cant save pics. >,<
WAH !
and still no homework done sia. T.T
so much for holidays.

addiction.

2009-03-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

gurglegurglegurgle.

i'm so in love with Digimon right now.
hahah !
why ?
hmmm, Naruto is practically getting boring for me now
especially the fanfictions.
they're running low, as far as i can see.
then i was browsing through deviantart and came across this AWESOME artist. (:
his drawings are wicked cool.
and most of it were Digimon.
ahh Digimon..
brings back happy & awful memories.
but gottalet go of th past and move on.
decided to watch a few episodes, 1 & 2 of th first season to be exact,
and i was instantly hooked !
gah. i forgot how stupidly cool and funny it was. (x
yupyupyup, my new addiction. :D

i'm currently reading th fanfictions and i must say,
reading fanfics first before watching is better.
'cause you won't get focused on a pairing.
okay, i'm talking shit now. -,-
oh well.
it won't be long before i start drawing fan art for them too ! :D
MATT/YAMATO is LOVED ! :D:D:D ♥

as far as i can remember..
Daa! Daa! Daa!/UFO Baby,
Cardcaptor Sakura,
& Digimon Adventure,
were th animes i used to watch when i was young.
there was one more tht i can remember,
but i don't remember th title.
i know it was about a dog ghost possesing a kiddie car. O.o
weird, i know.
but th other three rocked/rocks !
lovelovelove them ! :D

home sweet home.

2009-03-15T18:03:00.002+08:00

GAH !
bed !
computer !
iPod !
handphone !
I MISSED YOU ALL !

fun.
but thoroughly tiring.
i swear, if they made us do footdrills after lunch,
i would have persuaded my mother to let me skip next cca camp.
i am serious.
lucky, we just played games.

i'm waaaaay to tired to get to homeworking.
let's see..
English - Distinction Book, Formal Letter, Reader's Digest, Book Review.
Science - Chap.5 Workbook.
Literature - Re-do CT Essay.
Geography - Workbook.
Math - Heymaths.
cool right ? NOT.
if i do one sub per day, then i will only have Sat. & Sun. as holidays.
ohhell.
i'll TRY my HARDEST to do tomorrow.
but i don't think i can even do one.
probably gonna chiong copy on some subjects on first day.
whoop-dee-doo !
-,-

th sec1s are tonstonstons of fun. .D
at first, i saw some ppl with th,
'why-th-fck-did-i-get-forced-in-this-cca' look & attitude.
or maybe i was too sick on th first day. :S
ahahah. whatever luh.
i was duper down/tired/sick on th first day.
even i know tht much.
kept sniffing/coughing here & there.
but as someone noticed.
i became duper high after th campfire songs,
which is captain's ball.
like, LOL.
i agree. xD

i saw Lizhen~!

ohohoh.

2009-03-13T14:10:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL IS OFFICIALLY OVERRR !
too bad i still have camp for 2 days tomorrow.
damnit. -,-

hahah.
me & ShiYun kept irritating Darius(1C) during recess.
ShiYun kept saying tht he looks like Benjamin. LOL.
only a bit when far away, luh.
whole day slack leh.
MP, watch horror movie.
PE, run 2.4 km then go already.
MT, i also do nothing there.
Art, i just drew Kit with her hair tied !
LOL. i finished th Art thing already, mah. :D
me & Michelle went arnd BPP & Lot1 to do something abt her phone.
In th end, she still must go Causeway and fix.
damn expensive leh.
i asked then they say th housing itself costs $68.
then got somemore abt this label thing, $32.
but i don't know what th label is for.
aiya, good luck to HongRong's pocket.

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i noticed, right..
tht th junior blogs only link their seniors in same class.
like 1B'09 only linked 2B'09.
1C'09 only linked 2C'09.
1D'09 only linked 2D'09.
like, very weird leh. O.o
aiya, nehminddd.
piece of advice to juniors who are currently having this blog fight,
or whatever,
if you want right,
tag with your BIG BIG name on your own class's blog.
tht way, it isn't called spamming.
it's called leaving a message with your clearly typed name on it.
correct ?
woohoo !

and btw, fighting over a disclaimer, (as I've read in a class' post.)
is overly pathetic, can ? -,-
no offence or anything but,
thousands of disclaimers are th same. LOL.
i find it uberly stupid, to be fighting over this kind of stuff.
and somemore right,
th classes should be friends with each other.
it's only your first year here then you guys want to fight already.
then what abt th next years ?
what will happen if you guys got put into same classes (possibly in sec3) ?
tsktsktsk.
must build bonds with them now, not later.

whatthehell. -,-
1C'09 ppl has forgotten abt me already.
hurhurhur. T.T (LOL.)

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TAG REPLIES:
shanchih: oh YEAH ! i miss everyone too.
lizhen: hello ! :D
syafiqah from 1C: LOL. maybe if you saw my face. HAHS !
YingWen 1C'09: hurhurhur. maybe i was too quiet during sec1 orientation. anyway, thanks for tagging. :D

$10

2009-03-12T16:05:00.003+08:00

i'm still depressed about my missing (stolen ?) $10. T.T
hurhurhur.
how am i suppose to buy my CD now ?

hmm, it'd be best if i start doing my holiday homework now, right ?
but i'm lazehhh !
tsktsktsk.
most probably i stress myself out with homework during last weekend of hols.
nice .. not. -,-
unfortunately, true. -,-

i'm thinking of putting up another blog.
but just so i can post random stories on it.
i don't freaking care if you think it's lame.
i can't put it up on FF, if it's my own so ..
ohhell.

--

right now,
i'm just glad tht these fake smiles,
slowly turns real.
th pain is still inside me but it's now locked away.
i won't know when it will open up again.
i just know tht i should enjoy these times,
tht i can genuinely smile.
i may not fully forgive & forget.
some things are easier said than done, i guess.
i just want to say thanks.

thanks for once being my everything,
but now tht's over.
thanks for making me realize tht there's more to life than friends.
especially when they're these kind.
thanks for showing me that i have a wide range of friends.
who made me feel comforted, unlike.

basically, thanks for showing your true self(s).
it made me realize how stupid i was.

fool me once, shame on you.
fool me twice, shame on me.

3rd post.

2009-03-11T20:23:00.002+08:00

been so long since i posted 3 posts in a day.
only means one thing ..
DUPER STRESSEDDD ! >,<

HELP !
rushrushrush like siao for Geog correction.
my hand are cold & numb. T.T
IPW proposal, still must freaking redo leh.
WHY ?!
then math ..
die liao. T.T
i don't understand, can ? T.T

hurhurhur.
these past few days, like, cannot concentrate during lessons.
too many things happening.
and of course, something must be done to relieve this stress & pressure.
for me ?
draw, draw, draw.
i think i drew at least 16 Naruto characters alrdy.
i know, it's freaking lame, damnit !
but drawing OUATC all th time can be boring also mah.
so drew Naruto characters lor.
i dont freaking care if you hate or think th anime is lame.
i like it (at least, th fanfics) AND THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABT IT !

oh gosh.
stress = moodswings = multiple posts.
grrr.
i'm itching to photoshop now.
wanna start TRYING to design th tee.
good luck, btw, to Lizhen.
our official class tee designer ! :D

all hail photoshop !

changed !

2009-03-11T17:00:00.003+08:00

love this skin. (: ♥

yeah !
yesterday, changed class blogskin.
today, changed my blogskin. :D
yes, i did the images for for both blogs.
i know, i'm addicting to photoshop. -,-
in case you still don't know,
ohmyfreakkk is me. :D
know it but ignore it, can already. :p
would appreciate it if you comment on this skin. (:
th basecode isn't mine though.
just the pictures. (:

You Found Me by The Fray is at the botttom of th posts.
i love tht song. :D
hurhurhur. T.T
i'm currently waiting for a call, telling me tht th latest CD is available.
time passes by, very slowlyyy.

blubblubLOVE.

ohhell.

2009-03-11T15:25:00.002+08:00

wah.
i'm so dead for math. T.T

i forgot to put my red book in th pigeon hole.
i didn't notice tht i only put th blue book.
hurhur. T.T
nehminddd. :D

Photoshop is addicting, yes ?
heheh. :D
imma try to design th class tee !
although tht is Lizhen's job. (:
i just want to give it a try.
but then, i'mlazy so maybe i won't go around doing it.
tons and tons of holiday honework.
i would do it now,
but i'm stressed out.

why ?
'cause of cca camp.
if my group misbehave will be my fault leh ! D:
i think my seniors are nuts, putting sec2's as group leaders.
best of luck to Afiq, Shafiq, Nadia & ZengJun.
and me, of course. T.T
i hate my group's original cheer.
then i made up a new one.
URGH !
lameness ensues !
HELP ! HELP ! HELP !
somebody help me think of a group name cheer !
Group name: Nameless (cool right ? xD)

oh well.
life is being a byyytch as usual, i guess.
all hail insanity ! :D

OMF. :D

2009-03-09T19:32:00.002+08:00

i love my pen name, you know. :D
i'm using it for FF & DA,
since I don't want people to know i wrote th stories or drew those drawings.
Eurgh.
anyway, if you wanna see,
keep your pie hole shut and search for ohmyfreakkk. :D
if you don't know which sites, too bad.
hahs ! :D
hinthint: FF is for stories & DA is for art. :D

i'm loving a bunch of songs now.
what's more, it soothes me.
it's mostly Christian songs. (:
also, i looked up Francis M.'s songs.
i loved it.
makes me feel proud to be 'kayumanggi'. :D
oo nga naman dba ?
be loud and proud pinoy nga naman ! :D
oh yeah, i'm addicting to th song, You Found Me.
it's by The Fray. i'm planning on buying th CD.
hooray !
one more wishie star off my list !
in case you don't know, my wishie stars list is in my profile.
and if you don't know where my profile is,
there's a link to to it by my mini-profile.
<<<

i'm loving the photoshop super dee duperly. :D
although i want to see how th Adobe Illustrator works.
it looks damn cool luh. :D
hurhurhur.
been experimenting a bit.
i'm not exactly satisafied but, oh well.

sick. >,<

2009-03-05T16:01:00.002+08:00

my throat is super dry.
i'm coughing but very painful.
my snot is damn lots. (yucks.)
my nose sore from blowing too much.
i'm super cold.

people kept giving me these stupid looks,
because they see me walking under th stupidly hot sun,
with my black jacket on.

i'm so screwed.
i studied hard for Geography yet i barely passed.
i'm so disappointed in myself.
and it's th same subject i failed once last year.
life is so screwed.

i'm trying to get really sick.
tomorrow will be a sucky day.
i have no more money.
i have 2 tests for cca.

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TAG REPLIES:
teddybear: Hn. Thanks, I guess.
farisah!: fine, fine. And we'll be meeting up soon. Hmm, any recent news on school, maybe ? hahah. love ya. :D
michelle: heh. yeah, it was. NCC vs. Superwoman ! :D
'X-inyi.: hello ! heheh. your welcome. love ya too ! :D

obsessions. :D

2009-03-04T19:20:00.002+08:00

okay, my randomity continues. :D

i find my obsessions and addictions extremely cute. :D
ShikaIno still rocks but I don't bash other pairings.
I'm a pairinf peace supporter, you know.
i'm also sucky at drawing or writing.
because i'm too lazy to finish anything i've started. :D
what I hate abt shopping ?
having to carry tons of bags but very light wallet.

ooh.
i have homework to do.
...
i should get started right ?
...
nahhhh.

shame, shame.

2009-03-03T17:32:00.002+08:00

finally.

CTs are officially finished.
boohoo for me, i still have 2 theory tests for cca.
and there isn't a single interesting movie to watch during th holidays.
damn.
whoosh~
i want a sleepover. :D
since when did i NOT want them, anyway ? -,-
HAH ! :D
i'm going shopshopshopping tromorrow with Darling ! :D
Heheh. Causeway point here I come. :D
and gonna hunthunthunt for th heart lock.
i KNOW it's in Causeway point.
i just forgot whoch shop. >,<
shit.

i'm very observant.

2009-03-02T19:49:00.003+08:00

just so all of you know,
I'm not as stupid as you ppl think i am.
i'm observant to my surroundings,
and spending more than 3 years living here,
i can somehow make out what most of you say.
yes, i mean what you say in chinese.

akala nyo ba di ko napapansin ? -I do.
akala nyo ba hndi ko alam ? -I do.
akala nyo ba TANGA AKO ?!? -I'M NOT !
amf.
di ko na kya !
kailangan nyo pang kunin un diary ko ? -You shouldn't have.
at ano ? -I wonder.
gumagawa kyo ng NDI TOTOO na istorya abt me. -You did.
gaano kababa kyo pupunta ? -I want to know.
kadiri kyong lhat. -You are.
akala ko maayos na ang lhat. -I thought.
akala ko magbabalik na ang lhat. -I hoped.
pwede ba ? -I wonder.
pabayaan nyo ko ! -Can you ?
sumosobra na kyong lhat ! -You are.
KAILANGAN NYO PA TALAGA KUNIN UN DIARY KO ?!? -DO YOU ?!?
akala nyo cguro hindi ko alam. -I do.
galit ako, oo. -I am.
bkit ? sa maliit na bagay no to ? -It isn't.
of course.
dhil may karapatan ako sa gamit ko. -I do.
may karapatan ako na ako lng ang makakabasa ng laman nto. -I have.
p'tang'na nyo. _l_

i know you ppl won't be able to read this.
tht's th whole point.
to those who can understand this,
please comfort me.
and um, sorry for th vulgarities even though it's short formed.

i guess you're right, Eos.
i can't believe i trusted them.
i should've taken your word for it.
i should have known tht sooner or later, they'd do it.
so far, you're th only one who i allowed to read my diary.
well, some but still.
i know, hindi mo pinagsabi sa iba dba ?
shucks.
i miss all of you.
even Diether, Arbie & Daboy. T.T
bkit ba kasi ako lng dito sa CCK ?
daya nyo naman kci, lhat kyo dyan sa Semb.
WAH ! T.T

byebye's can be fun too. :D

2009-02-27T19:25:00.002+08:00

a rollercoaster day. :D

Geography was easy, medium, hard ?
idk.
i wrote A LOT, seriously.
like half page answers to the first three questions.
which is why i anyhow do th last question, because no time already.
boohoo, right ? T.T

PE was damn fun, leh. :D
MrPoon said that if he doesn't catch our ball in 10 passes,
he'll treat us to Sakae Sushi ! :D
so me, Lizhen, Anna, PeiYing, Faith & ShiYun all team up against him.
got one time MrPoon almost squashed ShiYun.
then everybody was laughing all the way.
after many tries, we finally earned our SAKAE SUSHI ! :D:D:D

MT, JunHao kept irritating me about my drawings. -,-
what's so bad abt it ?
it helps me pass my time what. -,-

Art, we had to do some gift wrapper thing.
like whatthehell. the theme is CULTURE.
so i was thinking and thinking until i remembered KungFuPanda.
don;t ask me why i suddenly remembered tht movie, i also dont know.
so now, i'm doing a bunch of pandas as China's culture !
cool right ? but then i dont know how to draw panda.
sad, right ? T.T
so i just doodled on it with stupid line art.

after school, noises were made.
"Superman VS. NCC" xD
Me and Faith kept LMAOing when Glen said this.
hahah. xD
then ShiYun's bag was spoiled.
because of JunHao. ROFL.
Michelle, Jamie, Faith & ShiYun left for cca,
which left me around JunHao, DaddyDaryl, Glen & Liguo.
such GOOD friends.
so tried to study for th HAZMAT thing,
which almost made my brain pop, seriously.
i was dizzy after reading th damn worksheet.
while th guys happily played on my iPod.

sat down and massaged my head while waiting for cca to start.
i was damn dizzy luh.
so stresseddd outtt.
ppl kept asking me if i was okay or not, even MrTeoh.
did i look tht sick ? O.o"
good thing only listened to lesson abt CD shelter.
WOO !
released duper early.
which is boring, i might add. -,-
waited and waited.
NCC came out first, then Michelle, Jamie & Faith.
Faith was damn funny luh.
she ate 4 boxes of sushi !
3 of which i bought for her. hahah !

ShiYun came then waited a while for th NCC people to get back to where they went.
idk where. -,-
got Daryl to walk home until Senja LRT with us ! hahah !
saying BYEBYE to JunHao was freaking funny !
me, Faith & ShiYun just kept waving at him, from his father's car.
his face had a "Oh god, you're embarassing me. Just go away." look.
then he called ShiYun when we were at Senja LRT.
she said "Hello ?" then suddenly burst out laughing.
then she gave me th phone, listened then also burst out laughing.
JunHao was asking us "You want me to die, is it ?"
hahah. laughing and talking abt what he said in LRT.
then when Glen was abt to alight, i told ShiYun i want to irritate him.
befor he got off at Phoenix, i said "Bye Glen !"
then he gave me this, "Whatthehell." look and me and ShiYun was laughing like mad.
hahah. of course he knows that we were laughing.
i said it, i looked at ShiYun and we just laughed like shyyyt.

i bought a donut to relieve stress ! hahah ! :D

screwed CT's.

2009-02-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

this is the worst week ever.

i won't be surprised if i fail my Literature.
just, disappointed. ):
we have to retake the English paper ! D:
tht is so unfair luh. T.T
my sunburn is like 'peeling' off.
damn, disgusting luh. and uber painful. >,<
have cca on Friday ! T.T
and i think we have tests on CD Shelter, which i didn't study ! CT's go first !
why ? Why ? WHY ?!?
the world hates me again. T.T

mae is a stressed out girl. T.T

oh crap.

2009-02-24T19:39:00.002+08:00

okay, lotsa things happened. -,-

first, th kayak trip was duper fun luh. :D
although i so stupid, wait for more than 1hr on th first day. T.T
nehminddd.
PioneerSec ppl were there ! :D
LOL. they still remember us leh.
but they remember Leon more. xD
'cause of th buffet food thing. LMAO !
two of them were in my group and they kept pissing me off like shyyyt. -,-
also got girls in my group.
saw some of them before in th adventure camp.
i made new friends.
hahah. :D

English was easy luh.
but i've got a nagging feeling abt it.
oh yeah, ...
i woke up at 8.05 tht day. _l_
whatthefreakkk luh.
40 mins left to go to school and i was alreday late for duty.
rush, rush, rush.
took taxi there.
th taxi driver damn nice luh.
cut off the cost but i still let him keep th change luh.
as thanks. (:
then i arrive there, was like crying, lor. T.T
i thought i was gonna miss th English CT.
whatever.
then i came in class, ppl were like talking abt my face. LOL.
i was sunburnt luh, okay ?
so they kept pissing me off all day.
stayed back for IPW thing at IT lab with,
Michelle, Faith & ShuHeng.
then HongROng, Glen & Daryl stopped by for a while.
walked home with ppl.
they duper not fair luh.
most of them were going by th opposite LRT.
only me & Glen take th LRT to CCK. -,-
Anna kept saying, "Glen, you must escort Mae home."
LOL. he alights at Phoenix luh.

today was damn fun luh. :D
mainly because, NO CT PAPER ! :D:D:D
so talked to Jeevitha and a 1C girl in th library.
got one Filipino guy there ? idk leh. not sure. whatever.
and also, ppl kept saying tht ShiYun was jealous. ROFL !
just because Glen 'escort' me home.
we didn't even talk or say goodbye lor.
but whatever.
her reactions were damn funny luh.
and Lizhen kept bullying me during th time before th CD period.
kept making me scream. -,-
she kept taking off my hair clip.
and SOMEBODY hid my wallet.
i bet it's ShiYun.

talked abt th 2B-2C fight with th form teahers in th auditorium.
i sapm in 2B class blog, like one time only leh.
luckily I didn't need to go.
since i nvr spammed 2C's blog.
stayed in library for MT. so boooring. -,-

ooh. gotta revise, revise, revise !
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TAG REPLIES:
michelle: yeah luh, yeah luh. i can see tht. :D
Rachel: hello there ! hahah, yeah. i'm a bit loud sometimes. heh. got nothing to shout abt during th one-star, what. if i suddenly start shouting, y'all will think i'm crazy or something. (x

mae is a good girl. most of th time. :D

2009-02-20T18:37:00.002+08:00

remember this and remember it well.
mae is a good girl, most of the time. :D:D:D
i am waaaaay serious. :D

so yeah, after school was super fun luh. :D
crapped arnd in th canteen with MrKumar,
and 2B ppl. :D
they were trying to get everyone to drink from this stupid orange drink. -,-
Faith, Daryl, JunHao, Glen, Benjamin, Marcus drank from it and they were forcing ShiYun to drink. LOL.
went up to classroom and everyone was like super funny luh.
i don't even get why Liguo & Glen kept saying Changi Airport. -,-
TELL ME !
me, Faith & Anna were going home,
then we were kept by th boys' toilet there 'cause we were laughing like shyyyt.
super high luh.
before we left,
i shouted individual goodbyes to th boys inside th toilet. (and one outside)
got many okay.
ShanJing, JunHao, DaddyDaryl, Liguo & Glen. LOL.

first time i so dedicated to study sia.
spent like 3hrs(?) studying. LOL.
only got to do Lit & Science though since tht is th nearest.
i wanted to do Geog but Dynel's friends came over and i got distracted.
damn. -,-
so, now i'm at th com. :D
will be leaving VERYYY early tomorrow.
wake up at 4.30, leave at 5.45, meeting time at Kallang MRT at 8.
better to be early than late lor. -,-
at least i can sleep in MRT on th way there. LOL.
i think i over-packed but nehminddd. hahah.

i want my well-deserved weekends ! D:

FORGIVE ME !

2009-02-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

Daryl is officially my daddy. LOL.
whoch makes ShiYun my sister.
but Shiyun is also my bastard.
then who is my mommy ?
i have i brother-in-law ?
ohmyfreakkk.

okay, i'm being random.
I'M SORRY LUH !
okay, fine.
i admit tht it's partly my fault, kay ?
but JunHao did most of it leh !
he pushed Daryl AND he told other people.
YOU MADE ME FREAKING LOSE MY VOICE TODAY !
okay, i'm done now. :D

i reeeally am sorry.
forgive me.

decided. :D

2009-02-19T19:46:00.002+08:00

okau, i've decided. :D
i WILL start studying now. :D

and only now that i'm in serious deep shit. -,-
yeah, yeah.
cannot study on weekend. T.T
so, i convinced my mother to let me skip cca tomorrow so i can use it as study time.
do not judge me hor.
i WILL be using that time to study.
i revised Science just now and freaking fell asleep.
i REALLY need th most study time i can get.
Literature, Math, Geography & History ! and maybe a bit more Science.
so in conclusion, won't be going for cca tomorrow. got letter.
but WILL be going for th stupid kayak thing. fck luh. T.T

fck off, luh.
mess with one of us, mess with everyone.
you think you very big, is it ?
dare to mess with 2B.
spam, spam, spam. what childish games.
you got nothing better to do is it ?
i bet you also know tht you wont win against 2B,
since you always nvr put your freaking name.
scared, uh ?
you should be.
never mess with 2B, btch. _l_

tags replied. :D

2009-02-18T20:22:00.002+08:00

farisah! : YAY, thanks for tagging. (:
tattybear~lizhen : happy heartsheartsDAY teddybear. will link you up soon, kay. (:
rachael : soon, kay.(:

ohmyfreakkk.

2009-02-18T17:12:00.002+08:00

i should be studying.
SHYYYYYYYYYYYYT !
WHY CAN'T I FOCUSE ON STUDYING ?!

obviously, i'm not studying right now.
hell, hell, hell.
i have thursday and friday left. excluding th CT days.
UGH !
i have th freaking kayak trip/camp on weekends. T.T
and i'm th freaking leader AND the only girl in my group.
hell. and ZengJun probably won't be able to go, 'cause of his arm.
which lefts me wondering who else is 3 teammates besides CB Tan. -,-
fck.
luckily, i have the full MT CT day to study, on Tuesday.
i can't seem to pry myself off the com.
it's driving me nuts.
sepecially since i've got my first review for my first published story on fanfiction.net
no way am i telling you what th story is or about or even my pen name.
too embarassing, can ? >,<

the world is totally against me.
one, it was my baby brother who fixed all the games in my iPod.
two, only one game couldn't be played AND IT'S TAP TAP REVENGE !
ARGH !

happy hearts day. :D

2009-02-14T14:48:00.002+08:00

i have absolutely nothing to do.
i'm not in my feel-like-doing-homework stage yet.
MAYBE later, though.
OHMYFREAKINGSHIT.
it's 2.51pm & guess what i'm listening to ?
Valentine's Day by LinKin Park.
so cool.
although th song is not really fitting for th day,
th title fits with th day. :D
freakyyy.

i was planning on sending a V-day message to everyone in my contact list,
but yesterday happenings ruined my mood.
oh well,
i'm planning on buying lollipops for th class, anyway.
but only to those who wants.
never waste good lollipops.

OUATC rocks. :D
in case you dont know what tht is, (i know you dont)
it's a bunch of drawing i put together. :D
yeah, i drew them. :D:D:D
yeah, i'm freaking lazy to type out stories for them so,
i let my mind humour me. (x
twins rock.
love triangles rock.
childhood friends rock.
developed love rocks.
being an only child sucks.
fighting with your CF (childhood friend) sucks.
accidentally confessing through screaming sucks.
finding out you're adopted sucks.
hahah. :D
i realize tht i MUST type this out soon. (x

think what you want, you freaking biznatches.
i love my imagination. (ignoring all lame-ness involved)
so get the hell away.

Firday th 13th.

2009-02-13T19:05:00.002+08:00

damn. Damn. DAMN !

i hate this day.
i seriously hate this day.
okay, brief story, here's what happened.

(after school)
--censored-- cried because of th peer pressure(?) of accepting th 'thing'.
--censored-- cried because of JL. (sorry but i find this stupid, btw. he totally deserves it.)
after ShiYun left for dance,
JunHao & QingFu were irritating th hell out of me. bastards.
then Faith left, which left me to be th only girl left in th classroom.
after i changed,
JunHao, QingFu, ShanJing, Glen & Daryl kept pissing me off while doing my boots.
i was seriously holding back my tears, okay ?
screw them luh.
they made me cry on my way down th stairs.
one tear only, though. but it still sucked.
found --censored-- crying by th stairs near th shooting range.
tried to comfort her a bit.
by tht time, i was already having stomachache because of th F&N orange drink.
have to study for a hard test leh.
during footdrills, when we were abt to learn a new drill,
my left foot was suddenly VERY painful.
i felt a lump of muscle, numb, then th surrounding area was FREAKING & STINGINGLY PAINFUL ! T.T
stayed at th bench for th rest of th of th time. T.T
seniors were kind luh, (:
but i seriously wanted to go for th drills.
after everything Eugene & ChongBoon suddenly go to me and say,
tht i purposely fake my foot just so i can slack.
damn them luh. do they think i'm happy tht i'm behind on my drills ?
i broke down at th canteen table with Michelle, Jamie & Faith watching.
also, in th toilet when i was changing.

tht much wrapped everything up luh.
hate today.
i'm gonna drown in my donuts now, byeas !

i dare you to laugh.

2009-02-11T18:48:00.003+08:00

Grade2-Jacob.
Grade3-Ruth.

ohman.
i'm so bored.
and now, i ended up scanning my old class pictures. ):
I MISS THEM LUH ! D:D:D:
WAA ! D:
and, you know what's worse ?
i found out that, i didn't get my Grade4 class pic. );
THAT WAS MY BEST AND LAST YEAR THERE ! D;D;D;
aww, make me wanna cry. ):
okayayayayay, let's stop with th 'missing' thing.
and now, i DARE you to find me there. :D
ahahah. i laughed out loud when i saw this again, okay. :D
LOL.

sadly, i only remember very few names in both pictures.
some more, i only remember some of their surnames.
well, can't blame me for that. -,-
but i still remember some of their first names and nicknames.

boohoo, in total, i only remember 3 guys' names.
one of them only appear in th 1st pic.
which is Xavier (surname. sowee.).
eheheh. stupid Christmas party memories come back.
for th record, i did not blush tht day. :D
and th other 2 are Sean Natividad & John Kenneth Aguilor (aka. Kiko ! :D)
well, both guys were so-called popular back then. i think. (x
but Kiko was my BESTESTBESTBEST guy friend. :D
well, i think, my ONLY guy friend. xD
anyways, he rocks. :D ( at least, back then. SOWEE !) (x

i still remember a lot of the girls' names, kay.
mostly, because they're in my Friendster list. :p (same goes for th guys above. :D)
so yeah, I MISS THEM ! D:

i dare you to laugh.

new blogskin. :D

2009-02-10T19:39:00.002+08:00

YAY !
i changed blogskin already. :D
i lovelovelove it. :D

school has been pretty boring up 'til now.
except for my frequent crzy tantrums.
serious.
i just suddenly find myself, acting goofy & nuts & stuff.
okay, nehminddddd.
common test is coming near.
and i cant pry myself off th com ! D:
HELP ME ! D:
kay, nehmind. tht part is entirely my fault. -,-

wee.
i love ALL mermaid melody songs. :D
even though i dont understand a thing they say. (x

blades. .^-^.

2009-02-06T19:52:00.003+08:00

eh. hell.

bloody mood = didn't fold my uniform last night. didn't do my homework that night.
cca day = wake up extra earlier. do homework in class instead of my own things.
stupid MP computer = no internet & cannot do th ACID thing.
new Math topic = more brain cells damaged.
boring History = nothing learned.
free period English = study for cca test instead of doing weekend homework.
SC meeting = rushed to eat lunch. didn't even get to finish it and drink.
(sabo-ed by ShiYun to be reserve for th 'Butts Off' program thing.)
(rushed to change into uniform. note: unfolded sleeves.)

eh. i guess that's all th bad things today. -,-
little or long, your views dont matter. hahah. :p

revised a while for the Bited & Stings theory.
then heard that ZengJun fell from th stairs and is now in th hospital.
get well soon, kay ?
then we got extra 5 mins. study time than sec1`s. :D
th test was a breeze. (x
i got two question i forgot then ending already, i suddenly remembered. :D
YAY ! i still remember all th knots ! :D:D:D
teached Nadia th knots she dont know.
YAY ! i got full marks. (x (i think so. did Nicholas change my marks ? idk leh. -,-)
nehmind. at least i passed easily. Nadia toooooo. :D
by the time everybody finished, time to go home already.

ooh. got camp during March holidays. >,<
and i thought i'd get too unwind then. but nehminddddd. :D
YAY ! i'm th only one in sec2 who passed campcraft theory ! :D
i'm so freaking proud luh. :D
and got 2 more in sec1`s. :D
i was such in a high mood that i didn't felt like changing out of my uniform,
but then i know it'll be very tiresome. so changed.
helped Michelle and Faith buy food. :D
i'm sure Michelle enjoyed her -AHEM-. :D (hahah.)
then JunHao made me chase him until outside th toilets there.
hahah. Amirul was looking at me funnily when i was chasing JunHao. LOL.
Michelle went, ShiYun came.
according to th school's clock, she's late by 5mins.
according to Daryl's watch, she's just in time. -,-
walked to Senja LRT with Faith, ShiYun & Daryl.
damn high luh.
eh. i didn't hear what Leon said, across th road. -,-
but i bet it was something abt my uniform,
heheh. i hanged it on Daryl's bag when i searched for my umbrella. :D
Faith was making me laugh out loud.
ShiYun was so fun to piss off.
she was ready to pounce on me when i asked Faith to save me.
she used my umbrella as a shield and kept saying these funny things. hahah. :D

talked to ShiYun abt STUFF.
first, abt th SC meeting, people thinking of bias-ness and such.
then th topic went to names, once-upon-a-time crushes and finally, to alcohol drinkers. -,-
wont elaborate.
just that, ShiYun refreshed those thoughts i got rid off. -,-
nehmindddddd.

KuyaPoly's coming TOMORROW !! :D
what the hell. what was th wednesday for, when we didn't even do tent-pitching today ?
i hate my homework stack.

DAA ! DAA ! DAA !

2009-02-05T15:58:00.002+08:00

GAH !
IT is such a saviour. (:

Okay, th donuts DID NOT work.
maybe a bit, but it didn't take everything away. }(
i was still pissed when i woke up.
and someone said something to me,
which basically reminded me of yesterday.
i can't remember who it was.
i think it was Marcus. -,-
i didn't even care if it was freaking hot or if i'm th only one who wore a jacket.
i love my hoodie and tht's final. hands off.
but IT changed my mood. (x
after we finished th 3D thing, i went to Internet.
then i went to see if got any updated manga.
then i saw Daa! Daa! Daa!
clicked it and saw tht IT WAS FINISHED !
HAHAHAH ! OMG, I LOVE IT !
but i didn't get to finish it before IT lesson finished. T.T
but i was still in a great mood luh. (x

commnce writing. :D

fckfckfckAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! }(

2009-02-04T18:47:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

pissybloodybastards.

i'm in no mood for stupid jokes.
i can't take it anymore !
you guys just really want me to breakdown, is it ?
i'm happily trying to forget every disturbing thing from today,
and you guys just make it bloody worse.
i dont care abt authority right now.
'cause right now,
i wanna get out of this school,
i wanna get out of this country.
bloodymtherfckinghomesickness.

idk how many times,
ShiYun called me to calm down when i told her abt today.
idk how many times,
i stomped off from someone just so i can avoid screaming or breaking down this week.
idk how many times,
this homesickness came onto me this year.
i'll curse and scream however i want.
fck off or die.

Grr, will calm down later.
when i eat my donuts.
bloody wallet is nearing empty now,
just so i can calm down for today.
mtherfckingbtch.
i hate life.

cool. 8D

2009-02-03T17:58:00.002+08:00

"Big brothers are supposed to protect their little brothers and sisters."

then, what do big sisters do ? -,-

WAA ! T.T

2009-02-03T17:51:00.003+08:00

freak.

this is one hell of a week.

Wednesday- stay back for cca.
Friday- fast for one meal and take two tests for cca.
Saturday- KuyaPoly is coming.
Sunday- go for the church-thing-ceremony. meaning no lunch.

well, the upside that i can only see is that,
Kuya Poly is coming !
like, finally, luh. -,-
oh yeah, i'm also understanding more about Science. xD
frankly, i understand it more than those freaking numbers.
thanks to ShiYun for explaining them. :D

i wanna be a psyciatrist. hahah. :D
--censored-- wants to be a psychologist but she doesn't want to study Biology. double hahah. xD

collapsing.

2009-01-30T19:05:00.002+08:00

i'm freaking tired.

wasn't feeling well during PE.
usually i can jog arnd th school continuosly for 3 rounds.
but today, i couldn't do it.
itching to skip cca.
i was feeling dizzy, sleepy & tired.
but, decided not to.
good thing today, we didn't have footdrills. (:
but next week, we have 2 tests. T.T
Wed. also must stay back. T.T
this is fcking torture luh.
i mean, i always end up sleeping late and now,
i've got tons of things to do.
at least, next week, i wont have duties.
saddening a bit but, can wake up later. (x

i'm gonna collapse on my bed soon.
dont expect me to wake up soon.
toodles ! :D

usually, i'm always grinning or smiling during cca.
dont believe me, ask ppl.
but tht was lost today.
my mind was just filled up with this week's happenings. ):
it's liek a rollercoaster ride.
in one day, there's an up, then a sudden down.
and th cycle continues.
and i have a feeling it wont stop.
after all, life, itself, is a rollercoaster ride.

TAG REPLIES:
farisah! : hmm, thnks. (:

fck. T.T

2009-01-29T17:20:00.002+08:00

i. hate. my. life. T.T

why ? Why ?! WHY ?!
everything.
everything and everyone just wants me to suffer.
i was led on.
akala ko tapos na ang lhat.
pero ngayon. ngayon.
parang wla ko sa paningin nyo.
prang ndi nyo ko kilala.
i saw th way they look at me.
such pity in their eyes.
pity for me.
dhil ndi ako marunong maghanap ng totoong mga kaibigan. ):
i should make it a habit to take bus home.
i was on th verge of breaking down.
but i remembered tht they're not worth it.

but i did.
i brokedown.
not because of them.
no.
because my bracket was spoiled. T.T
it seems such a small thing, right ?
but it just trigerred everything.
dont ask me why.
i just know tht, these things always happen to me.
when i'm down, someone or something pulls me back up.
and th next thing i know, someone or something pushes me back to th ground.
i can't take it anymore.

maybe i WILL think abt tht 'move to Aussie' suggestion.
and i mean it.
this time, i WILL think abt it.

randomity, LALA ! :D

2009-01-28T19:59:00.003+08:00

mou. - pouts.
math sucks. (i'm saying this oh-so frequently neh ?)

heh.
i'm so restless, and i dont know why. :p
well, anyway ..
i think it's because, i think, back to normal na ang lhat ?
who knows ?
one thing's for sure.
posting in tagalog is fun, hahah. :D
tiring, but fun. (x
since nobody in school would understand.
MWAHAHAHA ! :D

can't believe i still get away with my hair. (x
especially since i'm doing SC duties, xD
seriously, if i dont tie it up,
it's waaaay past my shoulders but nobody ever tells me to tie it up. xD
which is incredibly cool. (x
i hate tying my hair.
main reason why i decided to cut it short. :D
oh well, i wont be so daring to let it down everyday luh.
it's just whenever i run out of time to tie my hair.
can you believe i take arnd 5 mins for tht ? or more ? :D
or when i can't find my clip. (x
i grab my headband and run ! xD

teehee.
i'm done crapping now. :D

TAG REPLIES:
shiyunnn- : ehh, still dont get it. hahah. :D
farisah! : REALLY ?! how ?! (- puppy eyes w/ pout.) hahah. :D

confusing neh. -,-

2009-01-28T16:06:00.002+08:00

gah, gah, gah.

ginugulo nyo utak koooooooo ! D:
una, lumalayo kyo sakin. -,-
ngayon, parang wlang nangyari. -,-
is it th holiday sprit ? -,-
- sigh.
bahala nga kyo.
basta ako, mas gusto ko na magkaayos ayos na ang lhat.
hindi ko kailangan ng gulo nyo ngayon.
puputok na ang ulo ko sa studies. }(
damn math. }(

oh HEY !
we have to keep selling th tickets until near carnival.
i thought must sell by Friday. -,-"
which is crazy since th carnival is July. (x
oh well, more time to hunt ppl down to buy them. (x

sad, but true though. ):
abt th Smokey Mt. thing in Geog. ):
but there's still a lot of attractions in th Phil.
th BEACHES !
PALAWAN, BORACAY, PUERTO GALERA & MORE ! :D:D:D
too bad i only got to go to Puerto Galera,
but was uber FUN !
ahh, memories. (x

TAG REPLIES:
shiyunnn- : huh, what does he mean ? -,-
FAITH. : hahah. what she said. (x

tick. tick. tickets !

2009-01-27T19:59:00.002+08:00

mou, aww man. -pouts.

nobody wants to buy these freakingly expensive tickets. T.T
WAAAAAAH ! T.T
i've BEGGED Eos, Danielle, Maan, Danna, Ella & even Daboy,
but nobody wants to buy ! T.T
but, who can blame them actually. T.T
WAAAAAAAAAH ! T.T
grr, oh well.
i'll beg again next week, if i see them. (x
they can just come to th carnival.
i'm fine with tht.
they have to come !
you can't expect me to waste a perfectly good saturday IN SCHOOL !
tht's madness !
and besides, Eos knows what i'm in right now right ?
Danna too. Maan & Daboy, i'm not sure but ..
PLEASE ! T.T
I'M BEGGING HERE !
dont make me suffer pure torture. T.T
i have my school days for tht. -,-

dont give me th 'i didn't bring my wallet' line.
no way in freaking hell is tht possible.
stop blackmailing/threating me.
i look pathetic & desperate.
dont avoid my questions.
dont think i never notice.
different tactics, to avoid buying th tickets,
from different ppl. T.T

omg, i'm feeling uberly stupid right now.
but i dont know why. -,-
probably because th Math homework deep fried my brain.
honestly, how can you ppl think A Math is easy ?!?
i hate math.

camp. (:

2009-01-26T18:48:00.004+08:00

ahaha.
random pics on sunday & monday morning. (x

trees are so nice to look at. (x
BINGO ! :D
inside th tent. (:
i wrote it but it was eventually washed away. (:
morning breezes by th sea are so nice. (:
what ? what happened ?
th guitar is so cool luh. AHHHH ! (x

whoopers ! :D
firstly, sat.'s bbq was fun.
secondly, sun.'s camping was more fun.
thirdly, today's swimming is so-so.
ahaha. :D

i was just childish luh.
nothing surprising there. -,-
and i'm also a hypocriteeeeee ! AHH !
i keep telling th kiddies off whenever tell say vulgarities,
taught to them by their loving older brothers, -cough-ArbieDiether-cough-, dont deny it, i know. -,-
but i also keep yelling out random vulgarities.
sad, i know. -,-

eh.
nothing to write.
too lazy and i need to start on my homeworks.
GAHHHHHHHHHHH !
at least Eos & Daboy are suffering too. (x
MWUHAHAHA ! xD
screw it.

suckers. :D

2009-01-25T00:37:00.002+08:00

you. guys. suck. :D
i know you're reading this. (:
ahaha ! :D
you guys better tag.
kung ndi, pag uuntugin ko kyong lhat.
serious.
oh, and get ready Danna. (x
ikaw lng ang ndi nag reply sa goodnight greeting ko.
mwahaha ! xD

yawn, i'm sleepy. -,-
gotta camp tomorrow ?
idk. -,-
sorry to ppl, if you guys missed me at 6a2'o7 BBQ yesterday, which is saturday, btw.
but i bet nobody did. :D
yeah, i'm just posting this so ONE post will be covered. (:
EVILDOERS MUST NOT SEE IT !
and yes, i mean ALL OF YOU !
you know what i mean.
mga bishet. -,-

TAG REPLIES:
FAITH. : heh. okay then, take care too. (:

no it's not bad. (:

2009-01-23T16:28:00.002+08:00

dont worry Faith, it's not bad.
trust me. (:
right, fellow Fili`s ? (x

sigh, gawddamnitalltofreakinghell.
i guess my iPod's gonna be missed on saturday. ):
i dont understand.
every single game stopped working, for reasons i do not know.
it's been a while and i've been trying to get all of them to work.
damnitalltofrigginhell.

i know a lot of ppl actually watch Naruto or read them.
but, MAN !
i didn't know th guys in my class does too.
and Ummairah too.
hmm, i wonder if there's anybody else in class who reads/watches it.
i know i read it. (x
watching is such a waste of time luh. -,-

Shikamaru is mine ! mwahaha ! (x

cheers. (:

2009-01-22T18:20:00.002+08:00

at least i feel better. (:

manymany thanks to TzeYee. (:
for telling, for comforting me & for going to recess with me. (:
but it really made me feel bad abt th incident last year. ):
i'm so sorry. ):
and thanks to Kuya also. xD
he's like in charge of AVA stuff or something of th sort.
omg, i realised tht i dont know his name. :p
well, when i was reading a fanfic during IT,
he came up to me and talk in tagalog. :D
ehehe, dehins ko alam na alam nyang Fili ako. :p
honestly, alam ko na Fili sya, dati pa. xD
we talk and he metioned na dapat magsisimula daw sya ng club pra sa mga Pinoy. :D
which is actually not a bad idea, considering tht,
talking in tagalog in school made me feel, lighter. (x
ohgawd, tht sentence sucked. xD

i felt it.
pagkatapos ng lhat ng pinagdaanan nming lht,
iiwan nya lng ako ng ganun, bsta bsta.
i felt crushed.
tireasure ko un pagkakaibigan nmin.
sya un unang kaibigan na nakilala ko.
napakasociable nya kya napalapit ako sa ibang tao din.
i was shocked.
na sya pa un umalis sa tabi ko. ):
Faith, Anna & Michelle .. pakiramdam ko, meron pa silang pagasa sa kin.
pero Lizhen & ShiYun .. dehins ko na alam.
pag asa saan ?
apparently, nagbago ako after holidays. );
can someone tell me how ?
my life felt great then pagkatapos ng bakasyon.
nakita ko lhat ng mga namiss kyo, excluding my ECS friends. ):
someone tell me pls. D;
(dont expect me to translate this 'cause i'm not gonna.)

i've always believed tht should accept their friends' behaviour & personalities.
i know, i also hate those friends who change drastically, like they're not th same person anymore,
but i've always believed tht you should do everything you can,
to brng tht friend back to th way he/she was.
i've always thought everyone believed in all these.
i still believe it, i do.
you see, i read a lot.
i like reading, mostly tht's th reason why i'm always sleepy to class.
i read before i go to sleep and i wont sleep until i finsh what i was reading.
i've always believed tht those who love to read,
will always have all sorts of perspective on all things.
tht is why i mostly can't make up my mind on what is right.
tht's why i'm always stuck in th middle of everything and everyone.

randomity. :D

2009-01-20T16:46:00.003+08:00

this is such a random post luh.
i just get tired of those sad/angry posts i get when i'm too emotional. -,-
so yeah, randomity ! :D

YAY ! no cca on friday ! :D:D:D
can't wait for saturday ! :D
hell, i'll be needing it. (:
LRT`ed home with some 1C ppl.
they should learn to control themselves in public. -,-
school uniform leh. -,-
i should be doing my History & Math HW now .. nahh.
OMG ! i'm loving those fanfictions right now. xD
i LOVELOVELOVE truth or dare luh. :D
whether i'm listening, playing or reading abt it. (x
geh. i love it. (x

TAG REPLIES:
gh : give it a break luh. haiyo, so childish. hah. (x

tresures. (:

2009-01-19T19:11:00.002+08:00

you know what ?
i dont care. (:

after what TzeYee told me, she's right.
i mean, i'll honestly say tht i treasure every friendship i have.
leaving tons of friends behind made me like tht.
i miss all of them so much right now, i can cry.
i can cry because, i didn't managed to tell them how much they mean to me.
when you're parents leave you for a while, to give you a better life,
you will realize things.
without my parents beside me when i was little,
i loved everyone arnd me.
i loved every second when my parents visit us.
i loved to make friends so tht i'd feel less lonely.
but after through all those,
i'm left alone again.
i left them all.
i stopped my letters, everything was too much, i couldn't keep up.
sure i was happy tht i was with my parents now.
but i left everyone who was there for me, back in th Phil.
i've been through a lot.
so i dont care what anybody says abt me.
i'm human.
and i can be friends with anybody i like.
honestly, i'm not comparing but,
i've always like th time when Kenneth said i was his girl-bestfriend more.
dont get me wrong, i like my friends in both genders.
it's just tht i've always wanted a guy-best friend.
you know, for diff point of view in things versus girls and stuff like tht.
i've always wondered what it'd feel like to be close to a guy without anybody jumping to conclusions, 'cause they know tht we're best friends.
these little things amazes me.
i like th feeling to be trusted,
so in every chance i get, i always listen to other ppl's problems.
it always makes me want to share my problems with them too.

if i start writing abt how my life is back then,
it'll never catch up with my present.
i'll always be stuck writing painful & happy memories.
i mean, i've always enjoyed writing.
i'd try to always bring my diary along.
if i'm overly emotional, in it goes in th diary.
whether i'm happy, sad or angry.
which reminds me,
i'm gonna be writing a hell lot in it later.

TAG REPLIES:
shanchih : heya ! thx for tagging. (:

psychiatrist ? mou, idk. (:

2009-01-18T20:13:00.002+08:00

mou. -pouts.

i guess he was pretty mean.
i mean, he isn't usually like tht.
i guess i know him as gentler & distant ?
but he's muy mean all th way.
not just tht incident.
but what he did was going too far.
mou. tht hurt. -pouts.

Sunday class was fun luh. :D
not elaborating. (:
bus`ed home with Jeanette. (:
wow. i'm so happy luh.
i got to talk out my problems two times in one weekend. (:
and tht was th first time she, or practically anybody in church, talked to me.
heheh. she said tht i was always so quiet. :p
well, they all had their own groups.
i didn't want to be an extra.
besides, i'm th only WSSS in tht class or even last year's one.
so yeah.
i just like to listen to ppl's problems & try to help them cope with it.
i guess it also helps me too since i usually relate some of my stories with them.
i like th feeling of being trusted with tht 'secret'.
so i try my best to really help them or at least comfort them.
i've done it to a lot of ppl already.
Jeanette is just one of those few ppl.
tht's why i try to find out more abt someone's life.
if i find a problem, i'd find myself worrying abt tht person.
-AHEM.
i'm gonna stop now.
since this is reminding me of a certain bastard.
seriously, i would loooooooove th day when i get him to tell me all his problems.
from my sources, his school life is somehow close to what i am right now.
but his is worse, i know tht.
but someday, someday, i'll get tht mouth to talk to me seriously abt his prolems.
idk know why but ever since i found out abt all those THINGS,
i just seriously want him to talk to me abt it.
argh, maybe i should be a counselor or a psychiatrist. (:
this isn't th first time i thought abt it, hmmm. (x

OMG ! :D:D:D
they said YES !
i can hold a sleepover here ! :D:D:D

TAG REPLIES:
farisah! : ehehe, yup. i miss you too luh. :D
gh : hahah. no luh. you try to ask him lor. :D
FAITH. : ahaha. exactly ! see ya there ! :D

talk, play. :D

2009-01-18T01:51:00.003+08:00

i'm so high, can ? :D

okay luh, i KNOW what i wore isn't something i usually wear.
more likely you'd expect me in baggy jeans, blach shirt & shoes.
is it so surprising for me to wear a 'frilly' shirt & skinny jeans ?
does EVERYONE need to criticize tht ? -,-
i mean, seriously.
i was so sick & tired of ppl calling me 'ate girl' and asking me if i really am a girl.
i was replying to them tht i am a boy. -,-
conversation ends with a laugh. :D
at first, played on th iPod.
then Daboy kept pissing me off like fck.
he kept taking my iPod & phone then practically pushed my head down to th sofa.
so yeah, natural thing to do was chase him & beat th crap out of him.
then went to have 'talk' with Danna & Eos.
talked abt UG, sec schools & other stuff.
Danna left th conver so me & Eos were left.
exchanged problems, troubles & breakdowns.
sad, right ? i know. -,-
so yeah, i could feel my voice shaking while i told her some 'troubles'.
once in a while, Daboy would always try to listen to what we were saying.
i dont really give a damn to him,
but i know Eos wont say anything while he's arnd.
and besides, i know SOME stories of his school life through my MANY sources. :D
after tht, sat down on th couch & i tried to play with th kiddies & ISIP`kiddies.
Daboy & Dynel kept throwing plastic balls at me.
then i tried to go into some playhouse thing for th balls,
and Daboy pinned down th opening.
so i was crouched down while ke kept bonking me on th head.
he was soooooooo dead.
tried to chase him but alas,
he was seeking refuge in th toilet.
sigh, if you spend a day with him, you wont notice tht he's actually turning 16, yeah know. -,-
sat down with Eos on th sofa while ppl turned on th karaoke. :D
th song tht got me was Unwell by Matchbox 20
seriously luh. check out th lyrics.
it's totally what i'm feeling now. :D

time to go home. D:
walked to MRT with Eos and such.
when we were near th station, i remembered my W.I.T.C.H.
WAA ! i left it at Cyrille's house. ):
nehmind, i'm buying again.
ooh, interesting ..
Tita Malou invited us to camp at Semb. park during holidays. :D
hopefully we can go leh.
i was suppose to invite them for sleepover here but,
papa isn't replying. mainly tht only means one thing.

i want my W.I.T.C.H. ! D:
i love my necklace ! :D
i want camping ! :D

TAG REPLIES:
FAITH. : hahah. yeah, i probably would. especially if it was ShiYun. (x

funny, is it ?

2009-01-17T10:25:00.003+08:00

i crashed like some fck. -,-

halfhalf luh.
first half, i'm honestly saying i wanted to think for a while.
after school, was easing up already luh. :D
kept pissing ShanJing off with Anna, :D
cca was fun luh. :D
got so many ppl join leh. :D
unlike our pathetic sec2's. -,-
Sec2 head count = 6
and Nadiah didn't come so i was th only sec2 girl. -,-
nehmind.
so played ice breaker games.
my name is so damn easy to say and remember luh.
dont jump to conclusions okay ? -,-
so yeah, my name was called a few times and seniors jumped to conclusions. -,-
or rather, tried to piss me off. :D
after tht, sec2's went for footdrills.
grr, tht was freaking tiring okay ?
my friggin' body is aching so much.
then we revised knots and learned lashing.
i'm so proud okay ?
i actually forgot to do th knots then i saw them do, then i remembered. :D
i even taught clt nurul. :D
haha. lashing, talk talk talk. :D
FINISHED ! CLASS DISMISSED ! :D
but oops, me & Leon broke th pole. :x
soooooooo sorry, D:

waited for ShiYun with Faith, HongRong, Daryl, JunHao & ShanJing.
ShanJing is having a freaking grudge against me.
he kept lifting up my table and dropping it.
i was drinking and it almost spilled okay ?
then HongRong did th same,
chased them and when i looked at th table,
Daryl tried to freaking drink my drink.
went back to chase him, went back to chase th 2 NPCC,
looked behind and caught JunHao eating one of my longans. -,-
Faith was laughing th hell away.
oh well, i'm no match for 2 NPCC & 2 NCC. D:
ShiYun came and i gave her th rest of my longan. :D
went off. :D
ShanJing splashed water on me. _l_
my hair was freaking wet.

as soon as i got home,
i crashed down on th bed,
listened to Once Upon A December twice & i fell asleep.
th next moment i woke up,
it was dark already and my brother was sleeping on MY BED !
well, he had no choice, i slept on his.
then my mother woke me up at arnd 5'ish ?
supposed to go Changi to meet my godmother.
but i was too freaking tired.
in th end, woke up at arnd 10.
so basically, i slept for more than 12 hours. -,-
stress ? tired ? who th fck cares.

later will be going to Cyrille's bday. :D
just what i need. :D
refresh from an awful week at school. :D

TAG REPLIES:
maan: yeah, yeah. :D
jw: uhh ?
shafiqa: done. :D
Fathin( : hehe, this is such a late reply. :D
lizhen: compared to some ppl, yeah.
nabila: done. :D
dээdιι: done. :D
shiyun: thanks. :D
gh: no, he does not. my name is just easy to remember & say.

i'm sorry.

2009-01-15T20:12:00.002+08:00

i'm so useless.

i'm sorry.
i didn't realize it.
i didnt mean to become something i hated.
i'll admit, i'm distancing myself.
but it's only for a selfish reason.
i didn't want to get hurt anymore.
i didn't want to start crying again this year.
but it seems, today, i realized tht i made myself cry.
it's prob confusing, i dont get it too.
i just know tht maybe i went too far.
honestly, i enjoy being alone sometimes, it helps me think.
but being alone can be lonely too.
i missed acting childish.
i'm not able to do something so carefree in school, for long, anymore.
i'm sorry, but i just always feel so left out.
just like in my clique in primary school.
i'm just sorry, okay ?
i didn't mean to act like those stuff you said.
if you guys just let me ..

deja vu much.
it's just like when i'd had enough of th teasings 'FruitTree' did.
i was th one who hurt, th one who cried and also th one, who in th end, apologized.
and in both times, i always end up feeling like everything is my fault here.
i feel like something's wrong.
but anyway, i dont mind, really.
i just want everything back to normal.
but i also know tht being selfish sometimes, is okay.
to think of my own feelings first before others.
too bad, tht always doesn't work out with me.

gotta find someone to talk it out with.
i'm desperate, so help me.
i'll take anybody older than me.

yay ! :D

2009-01-11T14:03:00.005+08:00

picnic board games. hah. :D
excited much. xD
OMG, GHOST ! :O
ahaha, th monkey loves Daboy. xD
he actually smiled at th camera. such a surprise. :D

i'm super happy and high, man ! :D
but still duper tired.
tht doesn't relly go away, especially last night. -,-

i made us late. :D
hahaha, but by th number of ppl tht arrived,
we were actually darn early. (x
and heck, i was sleepy.
tried to nap a while, when ppl started coming. :D
Eos was busy with an iPod while most ppl played board games.
me ? i was watching both. :D
played arnd, soon Daboy was freaking addicted to Tap Tap Revenge. -,-
sparklers came and everybody tried to make a '13'.
couldn't really see th '3' luh. nehmind. :D
everybody went up to Danna's house.
me, i just wanted to install Tap Tap Revenge in my iPod. :D
it's freaking cool luh. :D
i found a cool stuffed monkey and played arnd with it. :D
hahaha. see pics to see what i did. xD
anyway, after tht,
talked, played, laugh. :D
Daboy kept spitting on th grass and i kept pushing him to knock some sense into him. -,-
also, talked abt random stuff with Toots & Eos.
stuff like, braces, college, part time jobs.
and then th 'senior citizens' shoo-ed us from our comfy space.
i was getting sleepy again, which also means, easily irritated.
which is why beating Daboy to a bloody pulp was a dream. }(

arrived at home at arnd 12.
slept arnd 2.30 & woke up at 7.30.
nice, yeah ?
at least Sunday class was fun. :D
i may still be a loner there but at least they know my name, now. (x

it's still a blast having them arnd. :D

LA. :D

2009-01-10T13:05:00.002+08:00

been a while since th last post. :D

ohkay,
yesterday was like duper tiring. -,-
ohhell, everyday is tiring.
and thankfully i have MT lessons to rest.
anyway,
decided to help out with cca recruitment day.
i just woke up and i was damn bored okay ?
there's always nothing to do during MT, especially if it's 2hrs. -,-
anyway,
went down with Lizhen,
helped set up, helped pull ppl. :D
i only saw SOME of th 1C ppl leh.
somemore it's only guys AND they kept bullying me.
so troublesome. -,-
oh yeah, i found out tht i dont have cca tht day.
th uniform was freaking heavy okay ? -,-

ROFL. :D
ShiYun was so funny luh. :D
i dont have cca, Faith & Michelle skip, th guys also dont have cca & she thought Lizhen was also skipping. xD
hahaha. xD
anyway,
another stupid rumour started abt me. -,-
th hell i care luh, i was even laughing all th way can ?
th idea was incredibly stupid.
and it started basically with Lizhen.
but hey, what she said was nothing surprising, seriously.
so maybe everything started with Darius. -,-
even th guys were interested.
damn fck, man. _l_
oh well, nehmind. :D
to hell i care. :D:D:D

going to Maan's house later. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ! :D:D:D
omg, if one more person says i look like Daboy,
i'm gonna rip their head off.
hopefully, i'll be able to reason with them today. :D

will be linking ppl up soon, kay. :D
too lazy to reply tags luh.
forgive meeeeeeeeeeee ! D:

heheh. :D

2009-01-05T16:34:00.002+08:00

i missed my phone neh. (x

2nd day of orientation was better. :D
i was a bit high luh.
but i still want to go to class & meet our teachers. D:

boohoo.
dead blog.
and i'm freaking lazy to post.
also nothing to post abt. -,-

brace smiles. :D

2009-01-04T18:18:00.002+08:00

heh.
i'm giddy with happiness. :D:D:D

boo.
my wires are starting to poke th inside of my cheek.
i'm gonna be bleeding soon.
good thing i got one whole pack of wax, just in case. (:
hopefully, th dentist comes soon. (:

pu.
meanie, meanie. =.=
you're one hell of a genius. :D ♥

HAH ! :D:D:D

2009-01-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

WAA !
EOS IS A MEANIE ! D:D:D:
i loooooooooooooooove her. blweh. :p

-mood changed ! :D ♥

twist. ^-^v

2009-01-03T21:04:00.002+08:00

heh.
been a while since i posted. (:

hmpf.
school just started but i'm feeling a tad bit sad right now. ):
i dont want you guys to leave yet !
i'm gonna cry like hell. D:
c'mon.
especially you.
i only get to talk abt my school problems with you. ):
only you will somehow understand & relate.
WAA ! D;
oh and as for you,
we haven't given you your gift yet.
and you better appreciate it too. :D
'cause i laughed like hell for tht. ^-^

hmpf.
i'm so doooooooooooooown. ):
but i guess it felt good to talk to Farisah abt it.
kinda loosened me up, a bit.
thanks so much. ^-^

omg, i'm sec2 already ! :D
heh.just 3 more years and hopefully, hopefully ..
yeah ha ! :D
oops, i left my phone & iPod with Faith so ..
i miss it both like crazy ! D:
and i already something from NCDCC.
early right ? -groan.
but what th hey, duty calls. ;D
and sec1 orientation is dull. -,-
hope my juniors will be more lively next week.
i got my new year's resolution all listed up. (:
hopefully i'd get right on writing them down by next week. :p
heh.

have you guys ever noticed tht ..
normal is boring ?
for real, yeah ?
well, abnormal is not nice too, i guess.
i'd call it different & unique. :D

i'm back ! :D

2008-12-29T15:42:00.003+08:00

everything was greatgreatgreat ! :D
pero bitin eh. D:
i wanna STAY ! D:
too tired to type much. -,-
just wanna say tht i love evrything there. :D
too lazy to put up th tons of photos. :p
will put it up in Friendster later, if i feel like it. :D

peepur ! :D

2008-12-12T10:59:00.001+08:00

(at internet cafe in Mindoro. :D)

i'm having th time of my whole life ! :D
i missed it here ! :D
i'll be full of stories when i come back. (:
oh yeah, it's 28Dec, not 26Dec. -,-
andandand i shop`ed for souvenirs already.
hah. :D
but i dont know who to give them to. :p
i lovelovelove everybody here luh. :D
Dylan&parents are coming here on Sunday,
and on Suday night is our christmas party/Dylan's and KuyaPoly's bday celebration. :D:D:D
i'm stuffing myself with bubblegum. :D
and i'm fatter. xD
but i dont care. :D
this is th holidays after all. (:
and th best part ?
i'm considered TALL here. :D:D:D
duper happy luh. xD

hmm, i dont think anybody remembers me AT ALL. D:
oh well.
i dont care. (:

i finished reading Twilight ! :D
it's super nice luh. :D
too bad th movie was earlier here,
so i missed it, i think. -,-
nehminddd.
Bolt was earlier here too leh. D:

yay !

2008-11-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

currently at th airport here ! :D
i agree with Eos.
free internet in airport rules ! :D
weeweewee~! :D
i'm so excited luh. :D
but Dylan cried when we went in th gates. ):
sad`ed luh. D:
will miss him for 2 weeks. (:
but at least i wont hear him screaming anymore. :p
heheh. :D
gotta go.
i wanna see if i want to buy anything at th shops here. ;D
bye & misses peepur ! :D
till my next post. :D

farewell ! :D

2008-11-29T14:26:00.002+08:00

hahahs !

i'm leaving this house in less than 12 hrs. :D
i'm duper excited. :D
i miss my cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents, childhood friends & lotsa more ! :D
i wouldn't actually mind if my parents suddenly announces tht we're staying there. :D
but i'll miss peepur here, yeah ? :D
omgomgomg. :D
i miss playing in th middle of th road.
i miss eating Filipino foods.
i miss our house(s) and my relative's houses.
i miss looking up at th sky at night time and trying to find th brightest star.
i just plainly miss everything there. (:
can't wait ! :D
be back at 26 Dec. ! :D

i'm back and going !

2008-11-28T14:57:00.003+08:00

hey peepur ! :D

i'm back !
but going. (:

my aching everything. -,-
th first day's highlight was th night walk ! :D
duper fun and i'm proud to say tht,
i actually screamed my throat out for th first two stops ! :D
second day was th dinner ?
hahah. no luh, th cheer off(s) maybe. :p
and today was th, water activities ! :D
too bad i didn't get wet enough ! D:
and we missed out 2 of th games ! D:
and th next one was suppose to have been th most fun one.
they wanted me to get wet since i was th most dry of all of my group. :D
but, Ms.Chong luh .. whatevs.
let's end tht with tht, okay ? (:

yeah, i'm supposedly going at 1 (something) am on Sunday.
so .. BYE PEEPUR ! :D
must tag me leh ! D:
my tagboard is so dead,
tht i'm itching to take it out. :D
hahah. :D
so yeah, see you guys after christmas ! :D

TAG REPLIES:
Ummairah : okay ! :D
sha : thx for th tag. (:
rachael : hahah. but i nvr saw you there leh. anyways, must try hor. (:
farisah! : hahah. okay. & i miss you too. :D

all out shoppage gone wrong.

2008-11-22T21:35:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i hate shopping.
seriously.

my mom took me for an all out shopping. -,-
i didn't really want to neh.
but we still did, but only at lot 1.
and seriously, i'm completely happy with,
my new bag, my stomach filled Subway & Famous Amos, and other bits and pieces.
it's just tht, what she told me when we were going home,
kicked me in th gut.
i was all, HOLY MOTHERFUDGE !
why ?
simple.
she mentioned abt selling our house and stuff like tht.
at first i thought she was joking then she gave me th motherload of all hell.
she said tht my father was 'planning' to migrate to Australia.
i DO NOT, repeat, DO NOT know what my parents are thinking.
and she said it all jokingly so i'm not even sure if it's true.
hell, i'd scream if it's true !
migrating once was BAD ENOUGH !
i mean, i was young then !
i wanted to be with my parents for crying out loud !
but now, i'm 13 ! a teenager. (i think.)
and i know what it's like to move to a new country !
I DO NOT LIKE IT !
damnit, i even want to stay in Philippines for GOOD !
please, please, please ..
for th sake of my sanity ..
PLEASE let me get a say in everything before they decide.
ARGH !

gawd.
i need to calm myself down.
this is BIG news.
i'm not ENTIRELY sure if any is true.
but i sure hope it's not.
please let it be something tht my mom said for fun.
please ..
i NEVER want to go through everything all over again.
i finally settled in here,
faced and toughed out problems i had here.
i DO NOT want any of tht to happen again.

please do not freak out if you see this or,
(god, no) talk to my parents abt this.
as i said,
i'm not sure abt any of this.
but i still hate th thought.
but i doubt anybody will care even if you see this post.

open house.

2008-11-21T19:04:00.003+08:00

heh.
pic from yesterday. (:

geh.
i'm effing tired.

today was WS open House.

quite fun luh, actually.

but fcking tiring, ya know.

my first group was 3girls and 1guy.

they were duper quiet luh.

walked arnd th school, BLAH.

i didn't even got to rest and i was with my 2nd group already.

3 families somemore.

Lizhen and Sumin followed us.

after tht, FINALLY had lunch.

and had my 3rd group with Madeline.

at least got companion right ? (:

and they wanted an 'express' tour, so, BOO-YEAH ! :D

zoom, zoom, zoom !

we actually went too fast luh, in my opinion.

so we let them look at th special rooms. (:

and our last stop was th hall. (:

let them look arnd, Madeline went to her friend,

so i went to th NCDCC booth. :D

geh. nothing did but talk to Leon.

then Lizhen and Sumin was there also, again.

kept pushing her back to NPCC where she belongs. -,-

screw ____. -,-

then she and Jamie go bully me. -,-

go back conference room, sit there do nothing.

debriefed, laughed, agreed. :D

i'm duper sleepy.

got basketball tomorrow ?

chee-WOW-wa. :D

2008-11-20T21:03:00.002+08:00

went out to watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua with peepur. :D

but before tht,
had open house rehearsal in school.
but let's skip tht, shall we ? (:

heh.
waited for peepur in BK while ate lunch. :B
got Dynel off at Semb.
recommended for him since Daboy, Diether & Arbie didn't go.
i didn't know Jan was coming, kay ?
so watched movie then ate. :B
i went broke !
heh. but it was worth it, (x
Chewy Juuniors ! :D:D:D
walked arnd a bit, then went to th other building.
went to th 'library' there.
maybe it should be a playground. seriously.
talked to Eos abt 'some' things,
then went to find th others. (:
we tried deciding for a sleepover date, and we decided ! :D
we'll have it .. NEXT YEAR ! :D
cool right ? (x
then they went home, while i went to Eos's. :D:D:D

went to fetch my brother and, of course,
hang out there until we go home. :D:D:D
omgomgomg. :D
i miss Diether. i miss Arbie. :D:D:D
eheheh. :D
when they were abt to go home,
Diether spat at my face. serious. -,-
jerky little twerp.
at least Arbie just said bye to me lor. (:
sat at th couch, not comfy.
lie down at th bed, sleepy. -,-
especially with a certain guitar being strummed to th song,
Can't Help Falling In Love With You. duper nice song. :D
special thx to Eos and Adiel for making me laugh, (x
and get less sleepy. :D
and, oh yeah, to Daboy tooooooooooooo. :D
ahahaha, with tht teacup set thingie, xD
slowly, slowly, getting sleepy. -,-
ooh ! th earring is cute neh. :D
LOL.
at 8, we went home.
decided not to stay for dinner luh.
since i ate so so much. :p
then talked abt our trips with TitaMalou while trying to wear my shoe. -,-
maybe, maybe, got a slight chance tht we'll meet.
who knows ?
it's up to our parents, actually.
said byeas, and went home ! :D

got WSSS Open House tomorrow.
note: main reason why we can't stay for sleepover today.
LOL.
also tht, later get scolding since last minute and nvr bring clothes.
LOL.
wait for next year luh. :D

i know how to tie a tie ! :D

heh.
'you want sugar ?
here, milk.
ROFLMAO ! xD

no idea.

2008-11-19T18:49:00.002+08:00

heh.
i dont know why but ..
i'm starting to post everyday.
(big whoop.) -,-

geh.
i dont think our promised sleepover is gonna come through. D:
well,
i know my house isn't gonna go for th idea.
we're one week away from leaving,
and we've already cleaned up our room. (barely.)
so, it's a for-sure tht my father is gonna say no. D:
so it depends on th rest, actually.
but i dont think Eos's will go through either.
like, duh, they're less than a week from going.
heh. i wonder if we'll all see each other there, (:
so, yeah .. Maan ?
if we all can't tht just leaves th movie.
okay ? (:

whoopwhoopwhoop ! :D
i finally drew Berry. :D
no fingers but, it's an achievement. :D
you prob dont know what i'm talking abt. (x
it's for th best you dont know. :D

push it away. (:

2008-11-18T15:04:00.002+08:00

okayyyyyyyyyyy.
let's push away th bad post. (:

i wanna watch lotsa movies. :D
Beverly Hills Chihuahua, Four Christmases, Bolt, Igor, Twilight, Bedtime Stories. :D:D:D
ahaha, :D
but judging by th dates,
i can only watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua here.
th rest, idk.
maybe i'll catch it in th Philippines. :D
and i'll prob watch it with Eos, Maan, Danielle ..
you know, th usual. (:
maybe get Ralph to go tooooooooooooo. :D
ahahaha, :D

geh.
i want th Tap Tap Revenge on my iPod. }(
but my father dont want to give me th acc. id.
so, i can't install it. ):
dumbfck. D:

TAG REPLIES:
farisah! : LOL. it isn't Inuyasha anymore, hahaha. i kinda stopped reading th manga already. too much action, not enought 'connection'. know what i mean ? (x
Fabian : huh, yeah. thx for asking. (:
farisah! : ooh, hahaha. if you want, i'll teach you. (x

not understanding.

2008-11-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

geh.
, Warning: don't continue if you're not in th mood for reading something depressing.
(at least, it's depressing for me. duh.)

i'm becoming pretty good at hiding my feelings.
for as long as i can remember,
i've been hiding them all inside.
i've always felt under-appriciated.
like nobody would care if i disappear.
hell, th world would be a better place.
i'm always second best.
and in th past, always compared to my brother.
sometimes i wonder if tht was why i always can't stand him.
he was th tidy-one, th smart-one, th caring-one back then.
i still remember when i have all my books and papers,
scattered on th floor.
and my brother's things were in his bag.
i remember when i was sitting daydreaming,
while my brother did his homework.
i hated it.
and to prove tht i can study, after so much criticism,
i wrote out a quiz for myself.
but did it work ? i dont remember.
and when we got here,
everything started to change.
i was th tidy-one and he was th messy-one.
but i was always lazy to study,
yet i still get acceptable marks.
there was no way i was going to stoop again to th level back then.
i was glad tht i was out of tht stage.
glad tht they wouldn't think i'm a slob or stupid.

but whenever i feel down,
all those bad memories came flying back in my head.
words like under-appreciated and unworthy kept ringing in my head,
and i find myself crying to sleep.
and th next day,
i'm in moodswing mania.
it doesn't help too when th next day is supposedly a school day.
it makes my mood worse.
and some ppl dont or wont even care if i get hurt.
no matter what a person says,
as long as it's an insult,
it'll hurt no matter what you say next.
even if you say tht it's a joke,
or tht it's 'no offence',
you can't take away th stab of th words.

speaking for myself isn't exactly a strong point of mine.
i'd like to keep everything inside and let them figure it out,
if they dont,
i guess i cant do anything abt it right ?
except bear th pain.

i'm being a party-pooper now, am i ?
maybe you were expecting something jolly in this blog,
and you find yourself reading this post.
i DID warn you.
back up there.
i guess i can't help it, now and then this blog would be filled with stuff like these.
it's my blog after all.
personal or not,
it's something to relieve me from stress.
oh well ..

as long as it's an insult,
it'll hurt no matter what else you say.
or how you say it. (playfully.)

geh.

2008-11-16T15:31:00.003+08:00

gayness nvr looked so cute, (x
ahwekhwekhwek, xD

oh, nothing .. (:
i just felt like posting tht, (x
ROFL, :D:D:D

PPGZ.

2008-11-15T10:52:00.004+08:00

ohmyfork.

--DELETED @ 7.33--
geh.
realized it was a crap post. (:
but nothing to post so ..
just wanted to say i badly wanted to go to th bball game. -,-
:D

TAG REPLIES:
sha : linked you back. ehehe, not sure abt 'realiable'. (:
farisah! : i know, right ? :D
farisah! : geh. it's not who you think it is. who you're thinking is
still dumped in my bag. rarely, touched. :D it's only a bunch of anime/manga characters, (x hwek. :B

ZzZzZzZ ..

2008-11-14T19:31:00.002+08:00

geh.

i'm super duper sowee. D:
please dont punish me. D:
ahaha. :D
i just couldn't wake up at 6,
when i slept at 3. (:
who'd get enough sleep from 3hrs ?
anyway,
i really gotta adjust my sleep time.
it keeps getting later and later. -,-
heh. :D

oh yeah,
i'm in love with my notebook. (x
why ?
'cause it has pics of -AHEM in there ! :D:D:D
ROFLMAO, xD
i printed it last night. :D
which is prob why i slept so late. :p
let's just say,
our printer ran out of ink. :D

yadah, yadah, yadah.
oh well,
byeas for now. (:
i'm waiting for our pizza to arrive. :D
ahaha, :D
you want one ? (:

ley's wing it. :D

2008-11-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

hehehe,
got nothing better to do so do this quiz lor, (x
but before tht,
lemme say these first. :D
let's hope i dont oversleep later, (x

--QUIZ--
1. Five random facts about you :
-i love KanataxMiyu paring. :D:D:D
-i love my iPod Touch. :D:D:D
-i'm hungry right now. :D:D:D
-i write fanfictions. :D:D:D
-but i never post them on th internet. :D:D:D

2. Fashion or food?
hwek, food. :B

3. Ferrari or Lamborghini?
Lamborghini

4. Date in a park or restaurant?
beach luh, but park also can. :D

5. What is your favourite sport?
basketball (?) (:

6. Name three hobbies
write.
read.
laugh for no reason. :D

7. Mcdonalds or KFC?
Burger King. :D:D:D

8. Any music talents?
geh, wish i can play th guitar. (:

9. list ten buddies!
-eos. :D
-danielle. :D
-maan. :D
-k.mae. :D
-farisah. :D
-daboy. (ahaha ! :D)
-ralph. (ahaha ! :D)
-diether. (ahaha ! :D)
-arbie. (ahaha ! :D)
-noynoy. (ahaha ! :D)

10. where's this ?

11. tag 10 people
-eos.
-farisah.
-shiyun.
-faith.
-michelle.
-anna.
-hongrong.
-junhao.
-lizhen.
-daboy. (ahaha ! :D)

12. Does 3 & 7 get along well? (shiyun, hongrong)
guess so. :D

13. Do you think 5 & 8 will stead? (michelle, junhao)
nah. junhao has ____ while michelle has diyuan. :D
ahahaha. :D

14. Have you kissed 1? (eos)
nope. (:

15. Describe 10. (daboy)
geh. where should i start ?
cocky, irritating, selfish, emo(?), etc. -,-

16. Do you love 6? (anna)
ahaha, yesh. my stead leh. :D

17. Will you date 7? (hongrong)
ahaha, no thanks, (:

18. How about 4? (faith)
hwek, if she wants ..
why not, yea ? :D

19. Are you close with 2? (farisah)
hmmm, idk. yes ? no ? half-half ? (:

20. Lastly, are you happy with your life?
let's answer this later in life, okay ? (:

--END--

childhood memories. (:

2008-11-12T00:38:00.003+08:00

geh.
it brings back memories. (:
hehehe. (:
actually, there's one more song missing.
but there's no music video of it.
sigh.
great times, right cousins ? (:

oh yeah, what am i doing again ?
well, according to my desktop,
it's 12.50 am. (:
and i'm still not finished with my camp reflection. -,-
dont get me wrong,
i know what to write.
it's just tht i get distracted easily. (x
geh.
i still have a loooooooooooong way to go, damn. -,-
i'm deciding whether to finish this tonight,
or wake up early in th morning.
*tick tock tick tock*
think im'ma go with option 1. :D
-yawn.
sleep tight, peepur. :D

tayo'y mag otso-otso ..
pamela 1, igalaw ang katawan ..
spaghetti`ng pababa, pababa ng pababa ..
sigh, rocking dance numbers, (x

geh. freezing. :S

2008-11-11T00:18:00.004+08:00

hwek, hwek. :D

cannot sleep leh.
it's 12.19 am according to what i see on my desktop. (:
i'm still thinking of what to write as reflection.
yeah ..
Ms.Chan wanted me to write so she can submit to Rhino magazine. :S
then i'm still deciding whether to go to CCK complex later,
or sleep in. (:
and, of course, there's th wednesday routine.
but i think i'll skip tht. (x
one reason being, they dumped all th stuff to me. -,-
what ?
you expect me to sit and look at th pictures all day,
think of a witty caption for each one,
and tape it to a piece of paper ?
think not, bay-beh. :D
i'd rather listen to my iPod all day.
(gah. i missed it so much. 8D)

TAG REPLIES:
YiHui ( Jovie ) : sure, will link you up soon, kay ? (:
farisah! : hwek. i know. (x ♥
FAITH. : done, dear. (: ♥
anna : done, dear. (: ♥
♥'&TZE YEE : hello darling. :D hehehe, thx. (x ILYT ! :D ♥
lizhen : how many push ups ? too many to count already luh. do so much
until every freaking part of my body aches. and, heck no. i wont write tht part abt you and Sumin. i'm not dumb, yeah ? (: ILY ! xD ♥
michelle : hello, cookiemonster. (: hehehe, loved back right at yah. :D ♥

my bed ! ♥

2008-11-10T12:16:00.003+08:00

i missed my bed,
my pillow,
my blanket. :D:D:D

camp was fun.
but a bit torturous luh. -,-
hwek, hwek, hwek. :B
it was nice tht they let us sleep in th dance studio, (:
at least got air-con and no insects. :B
andandand,
i finally got my badges and got promoted. :D:D:D
eat my dust. (x
and passed practical&theory rescue.
as well as bronze footdrills. :D:D:D
hwek, hwek, hwek. :B
and no, i didn't mistake turn right to take dressing.
(tht goes for Lizhen&JunHao. you know what i mean.)
campfire night was high high high. :D
somebody enjoyed th Friendship Dance very much, yeah ? (x
but then, got ppl sabo me to do chicken dance. -,-
and my group got th best performance for tht night. (x
hahaha, I dont know group with their I dont know cheer. xD
now i'm fcking tired. -,-
my neck, shoulders and back aches.
then i sneeze or cough, my stomach aches.
GAH !

hell.
idk what you ppl want to do.
since nobody told me.

how to salute ? -,-
hwek. :B

--[EDITED]--
dimples are cute.
definitely.
but doesn't necessarily mean you have to like th person who has them. (:
hehehe, (:

this is for Anna`Stead. :D

1) What is your full name?
heck. i wont tell you. -,-
2) Do you like your first name?
hwek, hwek, hwek. depends. (x
3) How long have you liked the person you currently like?
nobody right now. i finally found my senses. (:
4) Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
no. but somebody kissed me. (x
5) Did you cry today?
heck, no. (:
6) What are you doing this morning at 8am?
hmm, i think i was eating breakfast with NCDCC cadets. if not, i was area-cleaning. (:
7) What are you doing an hour ago?
eat sundae and fries at Mcdo, (x
8) What are you currently doing?
breathing, typing, looking, sitting etc. (:
9) Who last texted you a msg?
idk. i deleted everything right after i got back. :p
10) Have you told anybody that you love them today?
ooh, not yet. maybe later. (:
11) Do you miss anyone now?
yeah. D:
12) Any plans for tomorrow?
heck, idk. maybe sleep all day and pig out. (my reward for lasting 3 days in tht camp. :p)
13) What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
cannot remember. :x
14) Is there anyone you want to be with now?
hwek, hwek, hwek. i wanna be with my long forgotten pillow. (:
15) Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C?
C ? i dont think so.
16) Name someone who make you smile today, how?
hehehe, easy. th seniors with their 'Hi Jeffry' thing. (x
17) Name a friend whose name starts with 'Z'.
Zanda. (:
18) Which of your friend stays closest to you?
Janice Ong ? (:
19) Do you prefer to call or to text?
text.
20) Was yesterday better than today?
hell, yeah. :D
21) Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
i just lived 3 days without it. now, i crave for it.
22) Are you mad about anything now?
yeah. my body is aching because of th footdrills. }(
23) Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?
actually, no. i think they pull you down.
24) Last person you visited in a hospital?
i dont remember. :x
25) When is your last and second last hug?
Last Hug: Dylan. :D
Second Last Hug: Eos. :D
big gap right ? (x
26) What does the last text msg in your inbox says?
no text. deleted already, (x
27) How do you feel about your life now?
busy. busy. busy. sleepy.
28) Do you hate anyone?
at times, yeah. a whole lot yeah.
29) Last person you called?
Danna. (:
30) Who usually sent you the most texts in a month?
tht depends if anything exciting in my life happens. but usually, it's Maan.
31) Is your room messy now?
see for yourself. (:
32) Who will be mad if your room is messy?
maid, mom, dad. -,-
33) Your shortest relationship?
0sec. :D
34) Who do you look like?
me. (:
35) Tag 10 people to do this survey!
1-A
2-N
3-Y
4-B
5-O
6-D
7-Y
8-!
9-:D
10-:D