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$10

i'm still depressed about my missing (stolen ?) $10. T.T
hurhurhur.
how am i suppose to buy my CD now ?

hmm, it'd be best if i start doing my holiday homework now, right ?
but i'm lazehhh !
tsktsktsk.
most probably i stress myself out with homework during last weekend of hols.
nice .. not. -,-
unfortunately, true. -,-

i'm thinking of putting up another blog.
but just so i can post random stories on it.
i don't freaking care if you think it's lame.
i can't put it up on FF, if it's my own so ..
ohhell.

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right now,
i'm just glad tht these fake smiles,
slowly turns real.
th pain is still inside me but it's now locked away.
i won't know when it will open up again.
i just know tht i should enjoy these times,
tht i can genuinely smile.
i may not fully forgive & forget.
some things are easier said than done, i guess.
i just want to say thanks.

thanks for once being my everything,
but now tht's over.
thanks for making me realize tht there's more to life than friends.
especially when they're these kind.
thanks for showing me that i have a wide range of friends.
who made me feel comforted, unlike.

basically, thanks for showing your true self(s).
it made me realize how stupid i was.

fool me once, shame on you.
fool me twice, shame on me.