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collapsing.
i'm freaking tired.
wasn't feeling well during PE.
usually i can jog arnd th school continuosly for 3 rounds.
but today, i couldn't do it.
itching to skip cca.
i was feeling dizzy, sleepy & tired.
but, decided not to.
good thing today, we didn't have footdrills. (:
but next week, we have 2 tests. T.T
Wed. also must stay back. T.T
this is fcking torture luh.
i mean, i always end up sleeping late and now,
i've got tons of things to do.
at least, next week, i wont have duties.
saddening a bit but, can wake up later. (x
i'm gonna collapse on my bed soon.
dont expect me to wake up soon.
toodles ! :D
usually, i'm always grinning or smiling during cca.
dont believe me, ask ppl.
but tht was lost today.
my mind was just filled up with this week's happenings. ):
it's liek a rollercoaster ride.
in one day, there's an up, then a sudden down.
and th cycle continues.
and i have a feeling it wont stop.
after all, life, itself, is a rollercoaster ride.
TAG REPLIES:
farisah! : hmm, thnks. (:
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fck. T.T
i. hate. my. life. T.T
why ? Why ?! WHY ?!
everything.
everything and everyone just wants me to suffer.
i was led on.
akala ko tapos na ang lhat.
pero ngayon. ngayon.
parang wla ko sa paningin nyo.
prang ndi nyo ko kilala.
i saw th way they look at me.
such pity in their eyes.
pity for me.
dhil ndi ako marunong maghanap ng totoong mga kaibigan. ):
i should make it a habit to take bus home.
i was on th verge of breaking down.
but i remembered tht they're not worth it.
but i did.
i brokedown.
not because of them.
no.
because my bracket was spoiled. T.T
it seems such a small thing, right ?
but it just trigerred everything.
dont ask me why.
i just know tht, these things always happen to me.
when i'm down, someone or something pulls me back up.
and th next thing i know, someone or something pushes me back to th ground.
i can't take it anymore.
maybe i WILL think abt tht 'move to Aussie' suggestion.
and i mean it.
this time, i WILL think abt it.
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randomity, LALA ! :D
mou. - pouts.
math sucks. (i'm saying this oh-so frequently neh ?)
heh.
i'm so restless, and i dont know why. :p
well, anyway ..
i think it's because, i think, back to normal na ang lhat ?
who knows ?
one thing's for sure.
posting in tagalog is fun, hahah. :D
tiring, but fun. (x
since nobody in school would understand.
MWAHAHAHA ! :D
can't believe i still get away with my hair. (x
especially since i'm doing SC duties, xD
seriously, if i dont tie it up,
it's waaaay past my shoulders but nobody ever tells me to tie it up. xD
which is incredibly cool. (x
i hate tying my hair.
main reason why i decided to cut it short. :D
oh well, i wont be so daring to let it down everyday luh.
it's just whenever i run out of time to tie my hair.
can you believe i take arnd 5 mins for tht ? or more ? :D
or when i can't find my clip. (x
i grab my headband and run ! xD
teehee.
i'm done crapping now. :D
TAG REPLIES:
shiyunnn- : ehh, still dont get it. hahah. :D
farisah! : REALLY ?! how ?! (- puppy eyes w/ pout.) hahah. :D
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confusing neh. -,-
gah, gah, gah.
ginugulo nyo utak koooooooo ! D:
una, lumalayo kyo sakin. -,-
ngayon, parang wlang nangyari. -,-
is it th holiday sprit ? -,-
- sigh.
bahala nga kyo.
basta ako, mas gusto ko na magkaayos ayos na ang lhat.
hindi ko kailangan ng gulo nyo ngayon.
puputok na ang ulo ko sa studies. }(
damn math. }(
oh HEY !
we have to keep selling th tickets until near carnival.
i thought must sell by Friday. -,-"
which is crazy since th carnival is July. (x
oh well, more time to hunt ppl down to buy them. (x
sad, but true though. ):
abt th Smokey Mt. thing in Geog. ):
but there's still a lot of attractions in th Phil.
th BEACHES !
PALAWAN, BORACAY, PUERTO GALERA & MORE ! :D:D:D
too bad i only got to go to Puerto Galera,
but was uber FUN !
ahh, memories. (x
TAG REPLIES:
shiyunnn- : huh, what does he mean ? -,-
FAITH. : hahah. what she said. (x
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tick. tick. tickets !
mou, aww man. -pouts.
nobody wants to buy these freakingly expensive tickets. T.T
WAAAAAAH ! T.T
i've BEGGED Eos, Danielle, Maan, Danna, Ella & even Daboy,
but nobody wants to buy ! T.T
but, who can blame them actually. T.T
WAAAAAAAAAH ! T.T
grr, oh well.
i'll beg again next week, if i see them. (x
they can just come to th carnival.
i'm fine with tht.
they have to come !
you can't expect me to waste a perfectly good saturday IN SCHOOL !
tht's madness !
and besides, Eos knows what i'm in right now right ?
Danna too. Maan & Daboy, i'm not sure but ..
PLEASE ! T.T
I'M BEGGING HERE !
dont make me suffer pure torture. T.T
i have my school days for tht. -,-
dont give me th 'i didn't bring my wallet' line.
no way in freaking hell is tht possible.
stop blackmailing/threating me.
i look pathetic & desperate.
dont avoid my questions.
dont think i never notice.
different tactics, to avoid buying th tickets,
from different ppl. T.T
omg, i'm feeling uberly stupid right now.
but i dont know why. -,-
probably because th Math homework deep fried my brain.
honestly, how can you ppl think A Math is easy ?!?
i hate math.
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camp. (:
ahaha.
random pics on sunday & monday morning. (x
 trees are so nice to look at. (x
 BINGO ! :D
 inside th tent. (:
 i wrote it but it was eventually washed away. (:
 morning breezes by th sea are so nice. (:
 what ? what happened ?
 th guitar is so cool luh. AHHHH ! (x
whoopers ! :D
firstly, sat.'s bbq was fun.
secondly, sun.'s camping was more fun.
thirdly, today's swimming is so-so.
ahaha. :D
i was just childish luh.
nothing surprising there. -,-
and i'm also a hypocriteeeeee ! AHH !
i keep telling th kiddies off whenever tell say vulgarities,
taught to them by their loving older brothers, -cough-ArbieDiether-cough-, dont deny it, i know. -,-
but i also keep yelling out random vulgarities.
sad, i know. -,-
eh.
nothing to write.
too lazy and i need to start on my homeworks.
GAHHHHHHHHHHH !
at least Eos & Daboy are suffering too. (x
MWUHAHAHA ! xD
screw it.
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suckers. :D
you. guys. suck. :D
i know you're reading this. (:
ahaha ! :D
you guys better tag.
kung ndi, pag uuntugin ko kyong lhat.
serious.
oh, and get ready Danna. (x
ikaw lng ang ndi nag reply sa goodnight greeting ko.
mwahaha ! xD
yawn, i'm sleepy. -,-
gotta camp tomorrow ?
idk. -,-
sorry to ppl, if you guys missed me at 6a2'o7 BBQ yesterday, which is saturday, btw.
but i bet nobody did. :D
yeah, i'm just posting this so ONE post will be covered. (:
EVILDOERS MUST NOT SEE IT !
and yes, i mean ALL OF YOU !
you know what i mean.
mga bishet. -,-
TAG REPLIES:
FAITH. : heh. okay then, take care too. (:
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no it's not bad. (:
dont worry Faith, it's not bad.
trust me. (:
right, fellow Fili`s ? (x
sigh, gawddamnitalltofreakinghell.
i guess my iPod's gonna be missed on saturday. ):
i dont understand.
every single game stopped working, for reasons i do not know.
it's been a while and i've been trying to get all of them to work.
damnitalltofrigginhell.
i know a lot of ppl actually watch Naruto or read them.
but, MAN !
i didn't know th guys in my class does too.
and Ummairah too.
hmm, i wonder if there's anybody else in class who reads/watches it.
i know i read it. (x
watching is such a waste of time luh. -,-
Shikamaru is mine ! mwahaha ! (x
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cheers. (:
at least i feel better. (:
manymany thanks to TzeYee. (:
for telling, for comforting me & for going to recess with me. (:
but it really made me feel bad abt th incident last year. ):
i'm so sorry. ):
and thanks to Kuya also. xD
he's like in charge of AVA stuff or something of th sort.
omg, i realised tht i dont know his name. :p
well, when i was reading a fanfic during IT,
he came up to me and talk in tagalog. :D
ehehe, dehins ko alam na alam nyang Fili ako. :p
honestly, alam ko na Fili sya, dati pa. xD
we talk and he metioned na dapat magsisimula daw sya ng club pra sa mga Pinoy. :D
which is actually not a bad idea, considering tht,
talking in tagalog in school made me feel, lighter. (x
ohgawd, tht sentence sucked. xD
i felt it.
pagkatapos ng lhat ng pinagdaanan nming lht,
iiwan nya lng ako ng ganun, bsta bsta.
i felt crushed.
tireasure ko un pagkakaibigan nmin.
sya un unang kaibigan na nakilala ko.
napakasociable nya kya napalapit ako sa ibang tao din.
i was shocked.
na sya pa un umalis sa tabi ko. ):
Faith, Anna & Michelle .. pakiramdam ko, meron pa silang pagasa sa kin.
pero Lizhen & ShiYun .. dehins ko na alam.
pag asa saan ?
apparently, nagbago ako after holidays. );
can someone tell me how ?
my life felt great then pagkatapos ng bakasyon.
nakita ko lhat ng mga namiss kyo, excluding my ECS friends. ):
someone tell me pls. D;
(dont expect me to translate this 'cause i'm not gonna.)
i've always believed tht should accept their friends' behaviour & personalities.
i know, i also hate those friends who change drastically, like they're not th same person anymore,
but i've always believed tht you should do everything you can,
to brng tht friend back to th way he/she was.
i've always thought everyone believed in all these.
i still believe it, i do.
you see, i read a lot.
i like reading, mostly tht's th reason why i'm always sleepy to class.
i read before i go to sleep and i wont sleep until i finsh what i was reading.
i've always believed tht those who love to read,
will always have all sorts of perspective on all things.
tht is why i mostly can't make up my mind on what is right.
tht's why i'm always stuck in th middle of everything and everyone.
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randomity. :D
this is such a random post luh.
i just get tired of those sad/angry posts i get when i'm too emotional. -,-
so yeah, randomity ! :D
YAY ! no cca on friday ! :D:D:D
can't wait for saturday ! :D
hell, i'll be needing it. (:
LRT`ed home with some 1C ppl.
they should learn to control themselves in public. -,-
school uniform leh. -,-
i should be doing my History & Math HW now .. nahh.
OMG ! i'm loving those fanfictions right now. xD
i LOVELOVELOVE truth or dare luh. :D
whether i'm listening, playing or reading abt it. (x
geh. i love it. (x
TAG REPLIES:
gh : give it a break luh. haiyo, so childish. hah. (x
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tresures. (:
you know what ?
i dont care. (:
after what TzeYee told me, she's right.
i mean, i'll honestly say tht i treasure every friendship i have.
leaving tons of friends behind made me like tht.
i miss all of them so much right now, i can cry.
i can cry because, i didn't managed to tell them how much they mean to me.
when you're parents leave you for a while, to give you a better life,
you will realize things.
without my parents beside me when i was little,
i loved everyone arnd me.
i loved every second when my parents visit us.
i loved to make friends so tht i'd feel less lonely.
but after through all those,
i'm left alone again.
i left them all.
i stopped my letters, everything was too much, i couldn't keep up.
sure i was happy tht i was with my parents now.
but i left everyone who was there for me, back in th Phil.
i've been through a lot.
so i dont care what anybody says abt me.
i'm human.
and i can be friends with anybody i like.
honestly, i'm not comparing but,
i've always like th time when Kenneth said i was his girl-bestfriend more.
dont get me wrong, i like my friends in both genders.
it's just tht i've always wanted a guy-best friend.
you know, for diff point of view in things versus girls and stuff like tht.
i've always wondered what it'd feel like to be close to a guy without anybody jumping to conclusions, 'cause they know tht we're best friends.
these little things amazes me.
i like th feeling to be trusted,
so in every chance i get, i always listen to other ppl's problems.
it always makes me want to share my problems with them too.
if i start writing abt how my life is back then,
it'll never catch up with my present.
i'll always be stuck writing painful & happy memories.
i mean, i've always enjoyed writing.
i'd try to always bring my diary along.
if i'm overly emotional, in it goes in th diary.
whether i'm happy, sad or angry.
which reminds me,
i'm gonna be writing a hell lot in it later.
TAG REPLIES:
shanchih : heya ! thx for tagging. (:
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psychiatrist ? mou, idk. (:
mou. -pouts.
i guess he was pretty mean.
i mean, he isn't usually like tht.
i guess i know him as gentler & distant ?
but he's muy mean all th way.
not just tht incident.
but what he did was going too far.
mou. tht hurt. -pouts.
Sunday class was fun luh. :D
not elaborating. (:
bus`ed home with Jeanette. (:
wow. i'm so happy luh.
i got to talk out my problems two times in one weekend. (:
and tht was th first time she, or practically anybody in church, talked to me.
heheh. she said tht i was always so quiet. :p
well, they all had their own groups.
i didn't want to be an extra.
besides, i'm th only WSSS in tht class or even last year's one.
so yeah.
i just like to listen to ppl's problems & try to help them cope with it.
i guess it also helps me too since i usually relate some of my stories with them.
i like th feeling of being trusted with tht 'secret'.
so i try my best to really help them or at least comfort them.
i've done it to a lot of ppl already.
Jeanette is just one of those few ppl.
tht's why i try to find out more abt someone's life.
if i find a problem, i'd find myself worrying abt tht person.
-AHEM.
i'm gonna stop now.
since this is reminding me of a certain bastard.
seriously, i would loooooooove th day when i get him to tell me all his problems.
from my sources, his school life is somehow close to what i am right now.
but his is worse, i know tht.
but someday, someday, i'll get tht mouth to talk to me seriously abt his prolems.
idk know why but ever since i found out abt all those THINGS,
i just seriously want him to talk to me abt it.
argh, maybe i should be a counselor or a psychiatrist. (:
this isn't th first time i thought abt it, hmmm. (x
OMG ! :D:D:D
they said YES !
i can hold a sleepover here ! :D:D:D
TAG REPLIES:
farisah! : ehehe, yup. i miss you too luh. :D
gh : hahah. no luh. you try to ask him lor. :D
FAITH. : ahaha. exactly ! see ya there ! :D
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talk, play. :D
i'm so high, can ? :D
okay luh, i KNOW what i wore isn't something i usually wear.
more likely you'd expect me in baggy jeans, blach shirt & shoes.
is it so surprising for me to wear a 'frilly' shirt & skinny jeans ?
does EVERYONE need to criticize tht ? -,-
i mean, seriously.
i was so sick & tired of ppl calling me 'ate girl' and asking me if i really am a girl.
i was replying to them tht i am a boy. -,-
conversation ends with a laugh. :D
at first, played on th iPod.
then Daboy kept pissing me off like fck.
he kept taking my iPod & phone then practically pushed my head down to th sofa.
so yeah, natural thing to do was chase him & beat th crap out of him.
then went to have 'talk' with Danna & Eos.
talked abt UG, sec schools & other stuff.
Danna left th conver so me & Eos were left.
exchanged problems, troubles & breakdowns.
sad, right ? i know. -,-
so yeah, i could feel my voice shaking while i told her some 'troubles'.
once in a while, Daboy would always try to listen to what we were saying.
i dont really give a damn to him,
but i know Eos wont say anything while he's arnd.
and besides, i know SOME stories of his school life through my MANY sources. :D
after tht, sat down on th couch & i tried to play with th kiddies & ISIP`kiddies.
Daboy & Dynel kept throwing plastic balls at me.
then i tried to go into some playhouse thing for th balls,
and Daboy pinned down th opening.
so i was crouched down while ke kept bonking me on th head.
he was soooooooo dead.
tried to chase him but alas,
he was seeking refuge in th toilet.
sigh, if you spend a day with him, you wont notice tht he's actually turning 16, yeah know. -,-
sat down with Eos on th sofa while ppl turned on th karaoke. :D
th song tht got me was Unwell by Matchbox 20
seriously luh. check out th lyrics.
it's totally what i'm feeling now. :D
time to go home. D:
walked to MRT with Eos and such.
when we were near th station, i remembered my W.I.T.C.H.
WAA ! i left it at Cyrille's house. ):
nehmind, i'm buying again.
ooh, interesting ..
Tita Malou invited us to camp at Semb. park during holidays. :D
hopefully we can go leh.
i was suppose to invite them for sleepover here but,
papa isn't replying. mainly tht only means one thing.
i want my W.I.T.C.H. ! D:
i love my necklace ! :D
i want camping ! :D
TAG REPLIES:
FAITH. : hahah. yeah, i probably would. especially if it was ShiYun. (x
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funny, is it ?
i crashed like some fck. -,-
halfhalf luh.
first half, i'm honestly saying i wanted to think for a while.
after school, was easing up already luh. :D
kept pissing ShanJing off with Anna, :D
cca was fun luh. :D
got so many ppl join leh. :D
unlike our pathetic sec2's. -,-
Sec2 head count = 6
and Nadiah didn't come so i was th only sec2 girl. -,-
nehmind.
so played ice breaker games.
my name is so damn easy to say and remember luh.
dont jump to conclusions okay ? -,-
so yeah, my name was called a few times and seniors jumped to conclusions. -,-
or rather, tried to piss me off. :D
after tht, sec2's went for footdrills.
grr, tht was freaking tiring okay ?
my friggin' body is aching so much.
then we revised knots and learned lashing.
i'm so proud okay ?
i actually forgot to do th knots then i saw them do, then i remembered. :D
i even taught clt nurul. :D
haha. lashing, talk talk talk. :D
FINISHED ! CLASS DISMISSED ! :D
but oops, me & Leon broke th pole. :x
soooooooo sorry, D:
waited for ShiYun with Faith, HongRong, Daryl, JunHao & ShanJing.
ShanJing is having a freaking grudge against me.
he kept lifting up my table and dropping it.
i was drinking and it almost spilled okay ?
then HongRong did th same,
chased them and when i looked at th table,
Daryl tried to freaking drink my drink.
went back to chase him, went back to chase th 2 NPCC,
looked behind and caught JunHao eating one of my longans. -,-
Faith was laughing th hell away.
oh well, i'm no match for 2 NPCC & 2 NCC. D:
ShiYun came and i gave her th rest of my longan. :D
went off. :D
ShanJing splashed water on me. _l_
my hair was freaking wet.
as soon as i got home,
i crashed down on th bed,
listened to Once Upon A December twice & i fell asleep.
th next moment i woke up,
it was dark already and my brother was sleeping on MY BED !
well, he had no choice, i slept on his.
then my mother woke me up at arnd 5'ish ?
supposed to go Changi to meet my godmother.
but i was too freaking tired.
in th end, woke up at arnd 10.
so basically, i slept for more than 12 hours. -,-
stress ? tired ? who th fck cares.
later will be going to Cyrille's bday. :D
just what i need. :D
refresh from an awful week at school. :D
TAG REPLIES:
maan: yeah, yeah. :D
jw: uhh ?
shafiqa: done. :D
Fathin( : hehe, this is such a late reply. :D
lizhen: compared to some ppl, yeah.
nabila: done. :D
dээdιι: done. :D
shiyun: thanks. :D
gh: no, he does not. my name is just easy to remember & say.
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i'm sorry.
i'm so useless.
i'm sorry.
i didn't realize it.
i didnt mean to become something i hated.
i'll admit, i'm distancing myself.
but it's only for a selfish reason.
i didn't want to get hurt anymore.
i didn't want to start crying again this year.
but it seems, today, i realized tht i made myself cry.
it's prob confusing, i dont get it too.
i just know tht maybe i went too far.
honestly, i enjoy being alone sometimes, it helps me think.
but being alone can be lonely too.
i missed acting childish.
i'm not able to do something so carefree in school, for long, anymore.
i'm sorry, but i just always feel so left out.
just like in my clique in primary school.
i'm just sorry, okay ?
i didn't mean to act like those stuff you said.
if you guys just let me ..
deja vu much.
it's just like when i'd had enough of th teasings 'FruitTree' did.
i was th one who hurt, th one who cried and also th one, who in th end, apologized.
and in both times, i always end up feeling like everything is my fault here.
i feel like something's wrong.
but anyway, i dont mind, really.
i just want everything back to normal.
but i also know tht being selfish sometimes, is okay.
to think of my own feelings first before others.
too bad, tht always doesn't work out with me.
gotta find someone to talk it out with.
i'm desperate, so help me.
i'll take anybody older than me.
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yay ! :D
 picnic board games. hah. :D
 excited much. xD
 OMG, GHOST ! :O
 ahaha, th monkey loves Daboy. xD
 he actually smiled at th camera. such a surprise. :D
i'm super happy and high, man ! :D
but still duper tired.
tht doesn't relly go away, especially last night. -,-
i made us late. :D
hahaha, but by th number of ppl tht arrived,
we were actually darn early. (x
and heck, i was sleepy.
tried to nap a while, when ppl started coming. :D
Eos was busy with an iPod while most ppl played board games.
me ? i was watching both. :D
played arnd, soon Daboy was freaking addicted to Tap Tap Revenge. -,-
sparklers came and everybody tried to make a '13'.
couldn't really see th '3' luh. nehmind. :D
everybody went up to Danna's house.
me, i just wanted to install Tap Tap Revenge in my iPod. :D
it's freaking cool luh. :D
i found a cool stuffed monkey and played arnd with it. :D
hahaha. see pics to see what i did. xD
anyway, after tht,
talked, played, laugh. :D
Daboy kept spitting on th grass and i kept pushing him to knock some sense into him. -,-
also, talked abt random stuff with Toots & Eos.
stuff like, braces, college, part time jobs.
and then th 'senior citizens' shoo-ed us from our comfy space.
i was getting sleepy again, which also means, easily irritated.
which is why beating Daboy to a bloody pulp was a dream. }(
arrived at home at arnd 12.
slept arnd 2.30 & woke up at 7.30.
nice, yeah ?
at least Sunday class was fun. :D
i may still be a loner there but at least they know my name, now. (x
it's still a blast having them arnd. :D
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LA. :D
been a while since th last post. :D
ohkay,
yesterday was like duper tiring. -,-
ohhell, everyday is tiring.
and thankfully i have MT lessons to rest.
anyway,
decided to help out with cca recruitment day.
i just woke up and i was damn bored okay ?
there's always nothing to do during MT, especially if it's 2hrs. -,-
anyway,
went down with Lizhen,
helped set up, helped pull ppl. :D
i only saw SOME of th 1C ppl leh.
somemore it's only guys AND they kept bullying me.
so troublesome. -,-
oh yeah, i found out tht i dont have cca tht day.
th uniform was freaking heavy okay ? -,-
ROFL. :D
ShiYun was so funny luh. :D
i dont have cca, Faith & Michelle skip, th guys also dont have cca & she thought Lizhen was also skipping. xD
hahaha. xD
anyway,
another stupid rumour started abt me. -,-
th hell i care luh, i was even laughing all th way can ?
th idea was incredibly stupid.
and it started basically with Lizhen.
but hey, what she said was nothing surprising, seriously.
so maybe everything started with Darius. -,-
even th guys were interested.
damn fck, man. _l_
oh well, nehmind. :D
to hell i care. :D:D:D
going to Maan's house later. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ! :D:D:D
omg, if one more person says i look like Daboy,
i'm gonna rip their head off.
hopefully, i'll be able to reason with them today. :D
will be linking ppl up soon, kay. :D
too lazy to reply tags luh.
forgive meeeeeeeeeeee ! D:
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heheh. :D
i missed my phone neh. (x
2nd day of orientation was better. :D
i was a bit high luh.
but i still want to go to class & meet our teachers. D:
boohoo.
dead blog.
and i'm freaking lazy to post.
also nothing to post abt. -,-
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brace smiles. :D
heh.
i'm giddy with happiness. :D:D:D
boo.
my wires are starting to poke th inside of my cheek.
i'm gonna be bleeding soon.
good thing i got one whole pack of wax, just in case. (:
hopefully, th dentist comes soon. (:
pu.
meanie, meanie. =.=
you're one hell of a genius. :D ♥
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HAH ! :D:D:D
WAA !
EOS IS A MEANIE ! D:D:D:
i loooooooooooooooove her. blweh. :p
-mood changed ! :D ♥
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twist. ^-^v
heh.
been a while since i posted. (:
hmpf.
school just started but i'm feeling a tad bit sad right now. ):
i dont want you guys to leave yet !
i'm gonna cry like hell. D:
c'mon.
especially you.
i only get to talk abt my school problems with you. ):
only you will somehow understand & relate.
WAA ! D;
oh and as for you,
we haven't given you your gift yet.
and you better appreciate it too. :D
'cause i laughed like hell for tht. ^-^
hmpf.
i'm so doooooooooooooown. ):
but i guess it felt good to talk to Farisah abt it.
kinda loosened me up, a bit.
thanks so much. ^-^
omg, i'm sec2 already ! :D
heh.just 3 more years and hopefully, hopefully ..
yeah ha ! :D
oops, i left my phone & iPod with Faith so ..
i miss it both like crazy ! D:
and i already something from NCDCC.
early right ? -groan.
but what th hey, duty calls. ;D
and sec1 orientation is dull. -,-
hope my juniors will be more lively next week.
i got my new year's resolution all listed up. (:
hopefully i'd get right on writing them down by next week. :p
heh.
have you guys ever noticed tht ..
normal is boring ?
for real, yeah ?
well, abnormal is not nice too, i guess.
i'd call it different & unique. :D
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collapsing.
i'm freaking tired.
wasn't feeling well during PE.
usually i can jog arnd th school continuosly for 3 rounds.
but today, i couldn't do it.
itching to skip cca.
i was feeling dizzy, sleepy & tired.
but, decided not to.
good thing today, we didn't have footdrills. (:
but next week, we have 2 tests. T.T
Wed. also must stay back. T.T
this is fcking torture luh.
i mean, i always end up sleeping late and now,
i've got tons of things to do.
at least, next week, i wont have duties.
saddening a bit but, can wake up later. (x
i'm gonna collapse on my bed soon.
dont expect me to wake up soon.
toodles ! :D
usually, i'm always grinning or smiling during cca.
dont believe me, ask ppl.
but tht was lost today.
my mind was just filled up with this week's happenings. ):
it's liek a rollercoaster ride.
in one day, there's an up, then a sudden down.
and th cycle continues.
and i have a feeling it wont stop.
after all, life, itself, is a rollercoaster ride.
TAG REPLIES:
farisah! : hmm, thnks. (:
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fck. T.T
i. hate. my. life. T.T
why ? Why ?! WHY ?!
everything.
everything and everyone just wants me to suffer.
i was led on.
akala ko tapos na ang lhat.
pero ngayon. ngayon.
parang wla ko sa paningin nyo.
prang ndi nyo ko kilala.
i saw th way they look at me.
such pity in their eyes.
pity for me.
dhil ndi ako marunong maghanap ng totoong mga kaibigan. ):
i should make it a habit to take bus home.
i was on th verge of breaking down.
but i remembered tht they're not worth it.
but i did.
i brokedown.
not because of them.
no.
because my bracket was spoiled. T.T
it seems such a small thing, right ?
but it just trigerred everything.
dont ask me why.
i just know tht, these things always happen to me.
when i'm down, someone or something pulls me back up.
and th next thing i know, someone or something pushes me back to th ground.
i can't take it anymore.
maybe i WILL think abt tht 'move to Aussie' suggestion.
and i mean it.
this time, i WILL think abt it.
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randomity, LALA ! :D
mou. - pouts.
math sucks. (i'm saying this oh-so frequently neh ?)
heh.
i'm so restless, and i dont know why. :p
well, anyway ..
i think it's because, i think, back to normal na ang lhat ?
who knows ?
one thing's for sure.
posting in tagalog is fun, hahah. :D
tiring, but fun. (x
since nobody in school would understand.
MWAHAHAHA ! :D
can't believe i still get away with my hair. (x
especially since i'm doing SC duties, xD
seriously, if i dont tie it up,
it's waaaay past my shoulders but nobody ever tells me to tie it up. xD
which is incredibly cool. (x
i hate tying my hair.
main reason why i decided to cut it short. :D
oh well, i wont be so daring to let it down everyday luh.
it's just whenever i run out of time to tie my hair.
can you believe i take arnd 5 mins for tht ? or more ? :D
or when i can't find my clip. (x
i grab my headband and run ! xD
teehee.
i'm done crapping now. :D
TAG REPLIES:
shiyunnn- : ehh, still dont get it. hahah. :D
farisah! : REALLY ?! how ?! (- puppy eyes w/ pout.) hahah. :D
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confusing neh. -,-
gah, gah, gah.
ginugulo nyo utak koooooooo ! D:
una, lumalayo kyo sakin. -,-
ngayon, parang wlang nangyari. -,-
is it th holiday sprit ? -,-
- sigh.
bahala nga kyo.
basta ako, mas gusto ko na magkaayos ayos na ang lhat.
hindi ko kailangan ng gulo nyo ngayon.
puputok na ang ulo ko sa studies. }(
damn math. }(
oh HEY !
we have to keep selling th tickets until near carnival.
i thought must sell by Friday. -,-"
which is crazy since th carnival is July. (x
oh well, more time to hunt ppl down to buy them. (x
sad, but true though. ):
abt th Smokey Mt. thing in Geog. ):
but there's still a lot of attractions in th Phil.
th BEACHES !
PALAWAN, BORACAY, PUERTO GALERA & MORE ! :D:D:D
too bad i only got to go to Puerto Galera,
but was uber FUN !
ahh, memories. (x
TAG REPLIES:
shiyunnn- : huh, what does he mean ? -,-
FAITH. : hahah. what she said. (x
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tick. tick. tickets !
mou, aww man. -pouts.
nobody wants to buy these freakingly expensive tickets. T.T
WAAAAAAH ! T.T
i've BEGGED Eos, Danielle, Maan, Danna, Ella & even Daboy,
but nobody wants to buy ! T.T
but, who can blame them actually. T.T
WAAAAAAAAAH ! T.T
grr, oh well.
i'll beg again next week, if i see them. (x
they can just come to th carnival.
i'm fine with tht.
they have to come !
you can't expect me to waste a perfectly good saturday IN SCHOOL !
tht's madness !
and besides, Eos knows what i'm in right now right ?
Danna too. Maan & Daboy, i'm not sure but ..
PLEASE ! T.T
I'M BEGGING HERE !
dont make me suffer pure torture. T.T
i have my school days for tht. -,-
dont give me th 'i didn't bring my wallet' line.
no way in freaking hell is tht possible.
stop blackmailing/threating me.
i look pathetic & desperate.
dont avoid my questions.
dont think i never notice.
different tactics, to avoid buying th tickets,
from different ppl. T.T
omg, i'm feeling uberly stupid right now.
but i dont know why. -,-
probably because th Math homework deep fried my brain.
honestly, how can you ppl think A Math is easy ?!?
i hate math.
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camp. (:
ahaha.
random pics on sunday & monday morning. (x
trees are so nice to look at. (x
BINGO ! :D
inside th tent. (:
i wrote it but it was eventually washed away. (:
morning breezes by th sea are so nice. (:
what ? what happened ?
th guitar is so cool luh. AHHHH ! (x
whoopers ! :D
firstly, sat.'s bbq was fun.
secondly, sun.'s camping was more fun.
thirdly, today's swimming is so-so.
ahaha. :D
i was just childish luh.
nothing surprising there. -,-
and i'm also a hypocriteeeeee ! AHH !
i keep telling th kiddies off whenever tell say vulgarities,
taught to them by their loving older brothers, -cough-ArbieDiether-cough-, dont deny it, i know. -,-
but i also keep yelling out random vulgarities.
sad, i know. -,-
eh.
nothing to write.
too lazy and i need to start on my homeworks.
GAHHHHHHHHHHH !
at least Eos & Daboy are suffering too. (x
MWUHAHAHA ! xD
screw it.
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suckers. :D
you. guys. suck. :D
i know you're reading this. (:
ahaha ! :D
you guys better tag.
kung ndi, pag uuntugin ko kyong lhat.
serious.
oh, and get ready Danna. (x
ikaw lng ang ndi nag reply sa goodnight greeting ko.
mwahaha ! xD
yawn, i'm sleepy. -,-
gotta camp tomorrow ?
idk. -,-
sorry to ppl, if you guys missed me at 6a2'o7 BBQ yesterday, which is saturday, btw.
but i bet nobody did. :D
yeah, i'm just posting this so ONE post will be covered. (:
EVILDOERS MUST NOT SEE IT !
and yes, i mean ALL OF YOU !
you know what i mean.
mga bishet. -,-
TAG REPLIES:
FAITH. : heh. okay then, take care too. (:
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no it's not bad. (:
dont worry Faith, it's not bad.
trust me. (:
right, fellow Fili`s ? (x
sigh, gawddamnitalltofreakinghell.
i guess my iPod's gonna be missed on saturday. ):
i dont understand.
every single game stopped working, for reasons i do not know.
it's been a while and i've been trying to get all of them to work.
damnitalltofrigginhell.
i know a lot of ppl actually watch Naruto or read them.
but, MAN !
i didn't know th guys in my class does too.
and Ummairah too.
hmm, i wonder if there's anybody else in class who reads/watches it.
i know i read it. (x
watching is such a waste of time luh. -,-
Shikamaru is mine ! mwahaha ! (x
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cheers. (:
at least i feel better. (:
manymany thanks to TzeYee. (:
for telling, for comforting me & for going to recess with me. (:
but it really made me feel bad abt th incident last year. ):
i'm so sorry. ):
and thanks to Kuya also. xD
he's like in charge of AVA stuff or something of th sort.
omg, i realised tht i dont know his name. :p
well, when i was reading a fanfic during IT,
he came up to me and talk in tagalog. :D
ehehe, dehins ko alam na alam nyang Fili ako. :p
honestly, alam ko na Fili sya, dati pa. xD
we talk and he metioned na dapat magsisimula daw sya ng club pra sa mga Pinoy. :D
which is actually not a bad idea, considering tht,
talking in tagalog in school made me feel, lighter. (x
ohgawd, tht sentence sucked. xD
i felt it.
pagkatapos ng lhat ng pinagdaanan nming lht,
iiwan nya lng ako ng ganun, bsta bsta.
i felt crushed.
tireasure ko un pagkakaibigan nmin.
sya un unang kaibigan na nakilala ko.
napakasociable nya kya napalapit ako sa ibang tao din.
i was shocked.
na sya pa un umalis sa tabi ko. ):
Faith, Anna & Michelle .. pakiramdam ko, meron pa silang pagasa sa kin.
pero Lizhen & ShiYun .. dehins ko na alam.
pag asa saan ?
apparently, nagbago ako after holidays. );
can someone tell me how ?
my life felt great then pagkatapos ng bakasyon.
nakita ko lhat ng mga namiss kyo, excluding my ECS friends. ):
someone tell me pls. D;
(dont expect me to translate this 'cause i'm not gonna.)
i've always believed tht should accept their friends' behaviour & personalities.
i know, i also hate those friends who change drastically, like they're not th same person anymore,
but i've always believed tht you should do everything you can,
to brng tht friend back to th way he/she was.
i've always thought everyone believed in all these.
i still believe it, i do.
you see, i read a lot.
i like reading, mostly tht's th reason why i'm always sleepy to class.
i read before i go to sleep and i wont sleep until i finsh what i was reading.
i've always believed tht those who love to read,
will always have all sorts of perspective on all things.
tht is why i mostly can't make up my mind on what is right.
tht's why i'm always stuck in th middle of everything and everyone.
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randomity. :D
this is such a random post luh.
i just get tired of those sad/angry posts i get when i'm too emotional. -,-
so yeah, randomity ! :D
YAY ! no cca on friday ! :D:D:D
can't wait for saturday ! :D
hell, i'll be needing it. (:
LRT`ed home with some 1C ppl.
they should learn to control themselves in public. -,-
school uniform leh. -,-
i should be doing my History & Math HW now .. nahh.
OMG ! i'm loving those fanfictions right now. xD
i LOVELOVELOVE truth or dare luh. :D
whether i'm listening, playing or reading abt it. (x
geh. i love it. (x
TAG REPLIES:
gh : give it a break luh. haiyo, so childish. hah. (x
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tresures. (:
you know what ?
i dont care. (:
after what TzeYee told me, she's right.
i mean, i'll honestly say tht i treasure every friendship i have.
leaving tons of friends behind made me like tht.
i miss all of them so much right now, i can cry.
i can cry because, i didn't managed to tell them how much they mean to me.
when you're parents leave you for a while, to give you a better life,
you will realize things.
without my parents beside me when i was little,
i loved everyone arnd me.
i loved every second when my parents visit us.
i loved to make friends so tht i'd feel less lonely.
but after through all those,
i'm left alone again.
i left them all.
i stopped my letters, everything was too much, i couldn't keep up.
sure i was happy tht i was with my parents now.
but i left everyone who was there for me, back in th Phil.
i've been through a lot.
so i dont care what anybody says abt me.
i'm human.
and i can be friends with anybody i like.
honestly, i'm not comparing but,
i've always like th time when Kenneth said i was his girl-bestfriend more.
dont get me wrong, i like my friends in both genders.
it's just tht i've always wanted a guy-best friend.
you know, for diff point of view in things versus girls and stuff like tht.
i've always wondered what it'd feel like to be close to a guy without anybody jumping to conclusions, 'cause they know tht we're best friends.
these little things amazes me.
i like th feeling to be trusted,
so in every chance i get, i always listen to other ppl's problems.
it always makes me want to share my problems with them too.
if i start writing abt how my life is back then,
it'll never catch up with my present.
i'll always be stuck writing painful & happy memories.
i mean, i've always enjoyed writing.
i'd try to always bring my diary along.
if i'm overly emotional, in it goes in th diary.
whether i'm happy, sad or angry.
which reminds me,
i'm gonna be writing a hell lot in it later.
TAG REPLIES:
shanchih : heya ! thx for tagging. (:
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psychiatrist ? mou, idk. (:
mou. -pouts.
i guess he was pretty mean.
i mean, he isn't usually like tht.
i guess i know him as gentler & distant ?
but he's muy mean all th way.
not just tht incident.
but what he did was going too far.
mou. tht hurt. -pouts.
Sunday class was fun luh. :D
not elaborating. (:
bus`ed home with Jeanette. (:
wow. i'm so happy luh.
i got to talk out my problems two times in one weekend. (:
and tht was th first time she, or practically anybody in church, talked to me.
heheh. she said tht i was always so quiet. :p
well, they all had their own groups.
i didn't want to be an extra.
besides, i'm th only WSSS in tht class or even last year's one.
so yeah.
i just like to listen to ppl's problems & try to help them cope with it.
i guess it also helps me too since i usually relate some of my stories with them.
i like th feeling of being trusted with tht 'secret'.
so i try my best to really help them or at least comfort them.
i've done it to a lot of ppl already.
Jeanette is just one of those few ppl.
tht's why i try to find out more abt someone's life.
if i find a problem, i'd find myself worrying abt tht person.
-AHEM.
i'm gonna stop now.
since this is reminding me of a certain bastard.
seriously, i would loooooooove th day when i get him to tell me all his problems.
from my sources, his school life is somehow close to what i am right now.
but his is worse, i know tht.
but someday, someday, i'll get tht mouth to talk to me seriously abt his prolems.
idk know why but ever since i found out abt all those THINGS,
i just seriously want him to talk to me abt it.
argh, maybe i should be a counselor or a psychiatrist. (:
this isn't th first time i thought abt it, hmmm. (x
OMG ! :D:D:D
they said YES !
i can hold a sleepover here ! :D:D:D
TAG REPLIES:
farisah! : ehehe, yup. i miss you too luh. :D
gh : hahah. no luh. you try to ask him lor. :D
FAITH. : ahaha. exactly ! see ya there ! :D
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talk, play. :D
i'm so high, can ? :D
okay luh, i KNOW what i wore isn't something i usually wear.
more likely you'd expect me in baggy jeans, blach shirt & shoes.
is it so surprising for me to wear a 'frilly' shirt & skinny jeans ?
does EVERYONE need to criticize tht ? -,-
i mean, seriously.
i was so sick & tired of ppl calling me 'ate girl' and asking me if i really am a girl.
i was replying to them tht i am a boy. -,-
conversation ends with a laugh. :D
at first, played on th iPod.
then Daboy kept pissing me off like fck.
he kept taking my iPod & phone then practically pushed my head down to th sofa.
so yeah, natural thing to do was chase him & beat th crap out of him.
then went to have 'talk' with Danna & Eos.
talked abt UG, sec schools & other stuff.
Danna left th conver so me & Eos were left.
exchanged problems, troubles & breakdowns.
sad, right ? i know. -,-
so yeah, i could feel my voice shaking while i told her some 'troubles'.
once in a while, Daboy would always try to listen to what we were saying.
i dont really give a damn to him,
but i know Eos wont say anything while he's arnd.
and besides, i know SOME stories of his school life through my MANY sources. :D
after tht, sat down on th couch & i tried to play with th kiddies & ISIP`kiddies.
Daboy & Dynel kept throwing plastic balls at me.
then i tried to go into some playhouse thing for th balls,
and Daboy pinned down th opening.
so i was crouched down while ke kept bonking me on th head.
he was soooooooo dead.
tried to chase him but alas,
he was seeking refuge in th toilet.
sigh, if you spend a day with him, you wont notice tht he's actually turning 16, yeah know. -,-
sat down with Eos on th sofa while ppl turned on th karaoke. :D
th song tht got me was Unwell by Matchbox 20
seriously luh. check out th lyrics.
it's totally what i'm feeling now. :D
time to go home. D:
walked to MRT with Eos and such.
when we were near th station, i remembered my W.I.T.C.H.
WAA ! i left it at Cyrille's house. ):
nehmind, i'm buying again.
ooh, interesting ..
Tita Malou invited us to camp at Semb. park during holidays. :D
hopefully we can go leh.
i was suppose to invite them for sleepover here but,
papa isn't replying. mainly tht only means one thing.
i want my W.I.T.C.H. ! D:
i love my necklace ! :D
i want camping ! :D
TAG REPLIES:
FAITH. : hahah. yeah, i probably would. especially if it was ShiYun. (x
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funny, is it ?
i crashed like some fck. -,-
halfhalf luh.
first half, i'm honestly saying i wanted to think for a while.
after school, was easing up already luh. :D
kept pissing ShanJing off with Anna, :D
cca was fun luh. :D
got so many ppl join leh. :D
unlike our pathetic sec2's. -,-
Sec2 head count = 6
and Nadiah didn't come so i was th only sec2 girl. -,-
nehmind.
so played ice breaker games.
my name is so damn easy to say and remember luh.
dont jump to conclusions okay ? -,-
so yeah, my name was called a few times and seniors jumped to conclusions. -,-
or rather, tried to piss me off. :D
after tht, sec2's went for footdrills.
grr, tht was freaking tiring okay ?
my friggin' body is aching so much.
then we revised knots and learned lashing.
i'm so proud okay ?
i actually forgot to do th knots then i saw them do, then i remembered. :D
i even taught clt nurul. :D
haha. lashing, talk talk talk. :D
FINISHED ! CLASS DISMISSED ! :D
but oops, me & Leon broke th pole. :x
soooooooo sorry, D:
waited for ShiYun with Faith, HongRong, Daryl, JunHao & ShanJing.
ShanJing is having a freaking grudge against me.
he kept lifting up my table and dropping it.
i was drinking and it almost spilled okay ?
then HongRong did th same,
chased them and when i looked at th table,
Daryl tried to freaking drink my drink.
went back to chase him, went back to chase th 2 NPCC,
looked behind and caught JunHao eating one of my longans. -,-
Faith was laughing th hell away.
oh well, i'm no match for 2 NPCC & 2 NCC. D:
ShiYun came and i gave her th rest of my longan. :D
went off. :D
ShanJing splashed water on me. _l_
my hair was freaking wet.
as soon as i got home,
i crashed down on th bed,
listened to Once Upon A December twice & i fell asleep.
th next moment i woke up,
it was dark already and my brother was sleeping on MY BED !
well, he had no choice, i slept on his.
then my mother woke me up at arnd 5'ish ?
supposed to go Changi to meet my godmother.
but i was too freaking tired.
in th end, woke up at arnd 10.
so basically, i slept for more than 12 hours. -,-
stress ? tired ? who th fck cares.
later will be going to Cyrille's bday. :D
just what i need. :D
refresh from an awful week at school. :D
TAG REPLIES:
maan: yeah, yeah. :D
jw: uhh ?
shafiqa: done. :D
Fathin( : hehe, this is such a late reply. :D
lizhen: compared to some ppl, yeah.
nabila: done. :D
dээdιι: done. :D
shiyun: thanks. :D
gh: no, he does not. my name is just easy to remember & say.
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i'm sorry.
i'm so useless.
i'm sorry.
i didn't realize it.
i didnt mean to become something i hated.
i'll admit, i'm distancing myself.
but it's only for a selfish reason.
i didn't want to get hurt anymore.
i didn't want to start crying again this year.
but it seems, today, i realized tht i made myself cry.
it's prob confusing, i dont get it too.
i just know tht maybe i went too far.
honestly, i enjoy being alone sometimes, it helps me think.
but being alone can be lonely too.
i missed acting childish.
i'm not able to do something so carefree in school, for long, anymore.
i'm sorry, but i just always feel so left out.
just like in my clique in primary school.
i'm just sorry, okay ?
i didn't mean to act like those stuff you said.
if you guys just let me ..
deja vu much.
it's just like when i'd had enough of th teasings 'FruitTree' did.
i was th one who hurt, th one who cried and also th one, who in th end, apologized.
and in both times, i always end up feeling like everything is my fault here.
i feel like something's wrong.
but anyway, i dont mind, really.
i just want everything back to normal.
but i also know tht being selfish sometimes, is okay.
to think of my own feelings first before others.
too bad, tht always doesn't work out with me.
gotta find someone to talk it out with.
i'm desperate, so help me.
i'll take anybody older than me.
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yay ! :D
picnic board games. hah. :D
excited much. xD
OMG, GHOST ! :O
ahaha, th monkey loves Daboy. xD
he actually smiled at th camera. such a surprise. :D
i'm super happy and high, man ! :D
but still duper tired.
tht doesn't relly go away, especially last night. -,-
i made us late. :D
hahaha, but by th number of ppl tht arrived,
we were actually darn early. (x
and heck, i was sleepy.
tried to nap a while, when ppl started coming. :D
Eos was busy with an iPod while most ppl played board games.
me ? i was watching both. :D
played arnd, soon Daboy was freaking addicted to Tap Tap Revenge. -,-
sparklers came and everybody tried to make a '13'.
couldn't really see th '3' luh. nehmind. :D
everybody went up to Danna's house.
me, i just wanted to install Tap Tap Revenge in my iPod. :D
it's freaking cool luh. :D
i found a cool stuffed monkey and played arnd with it. :D
hahaha. see pics to see what i did. xD
anyway, after tht,
talked, played, laugh. :D
Daboy kept spitting on th grass and i kept pushing him to knock some sense into him. -,-
also, talked abt random stuff with Toots & Eos.
stuff like, braces, college, part time jobs.
and then th 'senior citizens' shoo-ed us from our comfy space.
i was getting sleepy again, which also means, easily irritated.
which is why beating Daboy to a bloody pulp was a dream. }(
arrived at home at arnd 12.
slept arnd 2.30 & woke up at 7.30.
nice, yeah ?
at least Sunday class was fun. :D
i may still be a loner there but at least they know my name, now. (x
it's still a blast having them arnd. :D
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LA. :D
been a while since th last post. :D
ohkay,
yesterday was like duper tiring. -,-
ohhell, everyday is tiring.
and thankfully i have MT lessons to rest.
anyway,
decided to help out with cca recruitment day.
i just woke up and i was damn bored okay ?
there's always nothing to do during MT, especially if it's 2hrs. -,-
anyway,
went down with Lizhen,
helped set up, helped pull ppl. :D
i only saw SOME of th 1C ppl leh.
somemore it's only guys AND they kept bullying me.
so troublesome. -,-
oh yeah, i found out tht i dont have cca tht day.
th uniform was freaking heavy okay ? -,-
ROFL. :D
ShiYun was so funny luh. :D
i dont have cca, Faith & Michelle skip, th guys also dont have cca & she thought Lizhen was also skipping. xD
hahaha. xD
anyway,
another stupid rumour started abt me. -,-
th hell i care luh, i was even laughing all th way can ?
th idea was incredibly stupid.
and it started basically with Lizhen.
but hey, what she said was nothing surprising, seriously.
so maybe everything started with Darius. -,-
even th guys were interested.
damn fck, man. _l_
oh well, nehmind. :D
to hell i care. :D:D:D
going to Maan's house later. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ! :D:D:D
omg, if one more person says i look like Daboy,
i'm gonna rip their head off.
hopefully, i'll be able to reason with them today. :D
will be linking ppl up soon, kay. :D
too lazy to reply tags luh.
forgive meeeeeeeeeeee ! D:
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heheh. :D
i missed my phone neh. (x
2nd day of orientation was better. :D
i was a bit high luh.
but i still want to go to class & meet our teachers. D:
boohoo.
dead blog.
and i'm freaking lazy to post.
also nothing to post abt. -,-
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brace smiles. :D
heh.
i'm giddy with happiness. :D:D:D
boo.
my wires are starting to poke th inside of my cheek.
i'm gonna be bleeding soon.
good thing i got one whole pack of wax, just in case. (:
hopefully, th dentist comes soon. (:
pu.
meanie, meanie. =.=
you're one hell of a genius. :D ♥
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HAH ! :D:D:D
WAA !
EOS IS A MEANIE ! D:D:D:
i loooooooooooooooove her. blweh. :p
-mood changed ! :D ♥
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twist. ^-^v
heh.
been a while since i posted. (:
hmpf.
school just started but i'm feeling a tad bit sad right now. ):
i dont want you guys to leave yet !
i'm gonna cry like hell. D:
c'mon.
especially you.
i only get to talk abt my school problems with you. ):
only you will somehow understand & relate.
WAA ! D;
oh and as for you,
we haven't given you your gift yet.
and you better appreciate it too. :D
'cause i laughed like hell for tht. ^-^
hmpf.
i'm so doooooooooooooown. ):
but i guess it felt good to talk to Farisah abt it.
kinda loosened me up, a bit.
thanks so much. ^-^
omg, i'm sec2 already ! :D
heh.just 3 more years and hopefully, hopefully ..
yeah ha ! :D
oops, i left my phone & iPod with Faith so ..
i miss it both like crazy ! D:
and i already something from NCDCC.
early right ? -groan.
but what th hey, duty calls. ;D
and sec1 orientation is dull. -,-
hope my juniors will be more lively next week.
i got my new year's resolution all listed up. (:
hopefully i'd get right on writing them down by next week. :p
heh.
have you guys ever noticed tht ..
normal is boring ?
for real, yeah ?
well, abnormal is not nice too, i guess.
i'd call it different & unique. :D
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