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byebye's can be fun too. :D

a rollercoaster day. :D

Geography was easy, medium, hard ?
idk.
i wrote A LOT, seriously.
like half page answers to the first three questions.
which is why i anyhow do th last question, because no time already.
boohoo, right ? T.T

PE was damn fun, leh. :D
MrPoon said that if he doesn't catch our ball in 10 passes,
he'll treat us to Sakae Sushi ! :D
so me, Lizhen, Anna, PeiYing, Faith & ShiYun all team up against him.
got one time MrPoon almost squashed ShiYun.
then everybody was laughing all the way.
after many tries, we finally earned our SAKAE SUSHI ! :D:D:D

MT, JunHao kept irritating me about my drawings. -,-
what's so bad abt it ?
it helps me pass my time what. -,-

Art, we had to do some gift wrapper thing.
like whatthehell. the theme is CULTURE.
so i was thinking and thinking until i remembered KungFuPanda.
don;t ask me why i suddenly remembered tht movie, i also dont know.
so now, i'm doing a bunch of pandas as China's culture !
cool right ? but then i dont know how to draw panda.
sad, right ? T.T
so i just doodled on it with stupid line art.

after school, noises were made.
"Superman VS. NCC" xD
Me and Faith kept LMAOing when Glen said this.
hahah. xD
then ShiYun's bag was spoiled.
because of JunHao. ROFL.
Michelle, Jamie, Faith & ShiYun left for cca,
which left me around JunHao, DaddyDaryl, Glen & Liguo.
such GOOD friends.
so tried to study for th HAZMAT thing,
which almost made my brain pop, seriously.
i was dizzy after reading th damn worksheet.
while th guys happily played on my iPod.

sat down and massaged my head while waiting for cca to start.
i was damn dizzy luh.
so stresseddd outtt.
ppl kept asking me if i was okay or not, even MrTeoh.
did i look tht sick ? O.o"
good thing only listened to lesson abt CD shelter.
WOO !
released duper early.
which is boring, i might add. -,-
waited and waited.
NCC came out first, then Michelle, Jamie & Faith.
Faith was damn funny luh.
she ate 4 boxes of sushi !
3 of which i bought for her. hahah !

ShiYun came then waited a while for th NCC people to get back to where they went.
idk where. -,-
got Daryl to walk home until Senja LRT with us ! hahah !
saying BYEBYE to JunHao was freaking funny !
me, Faith & ShiYun just kept waving at him, from his father's car.
his face had a "Oh god, you're embarassing me. Just go away." look.
then he called ShiYun when we were at Senja LRT.
she said "Hello ?" then suddenly burst out laughing.
then she gave me th phone, listened then also burst out laughing.
JunHao was asking us "You want me to die, is it ?"
hahah. laughing and talking abt what he said in LRT.
then when Glen was abt to alight, i told ShiYun i want to irritate him.
befor he got off at Phoenix, i said "Bye Glen !"
then he gave me this, "Whatthehell." look and me and ShiYun was laughing like mad.
hahah. of course he knows that we were laughing.
i said it, i looked at ShiYun and we just laughed like shyyyt.

i bought a donut to relieve stress ! hahah ! :D

screwed CT's.

this is the worst week ever.

i won't be surprised if i fail my Literature.
just, disappointed. ):
we have to retake the English paper ! D:
tht is so unfair luh. T.T
my sunburn is like 'peeling' off.
damn, disgusting luh. and uber painful. >,<
have cca on Friday ! T.T
and i think we have tests on CD Shelter, which i didn't study ! CT's go first !
why ? Why ? WHY ?!?
the world hates me again. T.T

mae is a stressed out girl. T.T

oh crap.

okay, lotsa things happened. -,-

first, th kayak trip was duper fun luh. :D
although i so stupid, wait for more than 1hr on th first day. T.T
nehminddd.
PioneerSec ppl were there ! :D
LOL. they still remember us leh.
but they remember Leon more. xD
'cause of th buffet food thing. LMAO !
two of them were in my group and they kept pissing me off like shyyyt. -,-
also got girls in my group.
saw some of them before in th adventure camp.
i made new friends.
hahah. :D

English was easy luh.
but i've got a nagging feeling abt it.
oh yeah, ...
i woke up at 8.05 tht day. _l_
whatthefreakkk luh.
40 mins left to go to school and i was alreday late for duty.
rush, rush, rush.
took taxi there.
th taxi driver damn nice luh.
cut off the cost but i still let him keep th change luh.
as thanks. (:
then i arrive there, was like crying, lor. T.T
i thought i was gonna miss th English CT.
whatever.
then i came in class, ppl were like talking abt my face. LOL.
i was sunburnt luh, okay ?
so they kept pissing me off all day.
stayed back for IPW thing at IT lab with,
Michelle, Faith & ShuHeng.
then HongROng, Glen & Daryl stopped by for a while.
walked home with ppl.
they duper not fair luh.
most of them were going by th opposite LRT.
only me & Glen take th LRT to CCK. -,-
Anna kept saying, "Glen, you must escort Mae home."
LOL. he alights at Phoenix luh.

today was damn fun luh. :D
mainly because, NO CT PAPER ! :D:D:D
so talked to Jeevitha and a 1C girl in th library.
got one Filipino guy there ? idk leh. not sure. whatever.
and also, ppl kept saying tht ShiYun was jealous. ROFL !
just because Glen 'escort' me home.
we didn't even talk or say goodbye lor.
but whatever.
her reactions were damn funny luh.
and Lizhen kept bullying me during th time before th CD period.
kept making me scream. -,-
she kept taking off my hair clip.
and SOMEBODY hid my wallet.
i bet it's ShiYun.

talked abt th 2B-2C fight with th form teahers in th auditorium.
i sapm in 2B class blog, like one time only leh.
luckily I didn't need to go.
since i nvr spammed 2C's blog.
stayed in library for MT. so boooring. -,-

ooh. gotta revise, revise, revise !
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TAG REPLIES:
michelle: yeah luh, yeah luh. i can see tht. :D
Rachel: hello there ! hahah, yeah. i'm a bit loud sometimes. heh. got nothing to shout abt during th one-star, what. if i suddenly start shouting, y'all will think i'm crazy or something. (x

mae is a good girl. most of th time. :D

remember this and remember it well.
mae is a good girl, most of the time. :D:D:D
i am waaaaay serious. :D

so yeah, after school was super fun luh. :D
crapped arnd in th canteen with MrKumar,
and 2B ppl. :D
they were trying to get everyone to drink from this stupid orange drink. -,-
Faith, Daryl, JunHao, Glen, Benjamin, Marcus drank from it and they were forcing ShiYun to drink. LOL.
went up to classroom and everyone was like super funny luh.
i don't even get why Liguo & Glen kept saying Changi Airport. -,-
TELL ME !
me, Faith & Anna were going home,
then we were kept by th boys' toilet there 'cause we were laughing like shyyyt.
super high luh.
before we left,
i shouted individual goodbyes to th boys inside th toilet. (and one outside)
got many okay.
ShanJing, JunHao, DaddyDaryl, Liguo & Glen. LOL.

first time i so dedicated to study sia.
spent like 3hrs(?) studying. LOL.
only got to do Lit & Science though since tht is th nearest.
i wanted to do Geog but Dynel's friends came over and i got distracted.
damn. -,-
so, now i'm at th com. :D
will be leaving VERYYY early tomorrow.
wake up at 4.30, leave at 5.45, meeting time at Kallang MRT at 8.
better to be early than late lor. -,-
at least i can sleep in MRT on th way there. LOL.
i think i over-packed but nehminddd. hahah.

i want my well-deserved weekends ! D:

FORGIVE ME !

Daryl is officially my daddy. LOL.
whoch makes ShiYun my sister.
but Shiyun is also my bastard.
then who is my mommy ?
i have i brother-in-law ?
ohmyfreakkk.

okay, i'm being random.
I'M SORRY LUH !
okay, fine.
i admit tht it's partly my fault, kay ?
but JunHao did most of it leh !
he pushed Daryl AND he told other people.
YOU MADE ME FREAKING LOSE MY VOICE TODAY !
okay, i'm done now. :D

i reeeally am sorry.
forgive me.

decided. :D

okau, i've decided. :D
i WILL start studying now. :D

and only now that i'm in serious deep shit. -,-
yeah, yeah.
cannot study on weekend. T.T
so, i convinced my mother to let me skip cca tomorrow so i can use it as study time.
do not judge me hor.
i WILL be using that time to study.
i revised Science just now and freaking fell asleep.
i REALLY need th most study time i can get.
Literature, Math, Geography & History ! and maybe a bit more Science.
so in conclusion, won't be going for cca tomorrow. got letter.
but WILL be going for th stupid kayak thing. fck luh. T.T

fck off, luh.
mess with one of us, mess with everyone.
you think you very big, is it ?
dare to mess with 2B.
spam, spam, spam. what childish games.
you got nothing better to do is it ?
i bet you also know tht you wont win against 2B,
since you always nvr put your freaking name.
scared, uh ?
you should be.
never mess with 2B, btch. _l_

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ohmyfreakkk.

i should be studying.
SHYYYYYYYYYYYYT !
WHY CAN'T I FOCUSE ON STUDYING ?!

obviously, i'm not studying right now.
hell, hell, hell.
i have thursday and friday left. excluding th CT days.
UGH !
i have th freaking kayak trip/camp on weekends. T.T
and i'm th freaking leader AND the only girl in my group.
hell. and ZengJun probably won't be able to go, 'cause of his arm.
which lefts me wondering who else is 3 teammates besides CB Tan. -,-
fck.
luckily, i have the full MT CT day to study, on Tuesday.
i can't seem to pry myself off the com.
it's driving me nuts.
sepecially since i've got my first review for my first published story on fanfiction.net
no way am i telling you what th story is or about or even my pen name.
too embarassing, can ? >,<

the world is totally against me.
one, it was my baby brother who fixed all the games in my iPod.
two, only one game couldn't be played AND IT'S TAP TAP REVENGE !
ARGH !

happy hearts day. :D

i have absolutely nothing to do.
i'm not in my feel-like-doing-homework stage yet.
MAYBE later, though.
OHMYFREAKINGSHIT.
it's 2.51pm & guess what i'm listening to ?
Valentine's Day by LinKin Park.
so cool.
although th song is not really fitting for th day,
th title fits with th day. :D
freakyyy.

i was planning on sending a V-day message to everyone in my contact list,
but yesterday happenings ruined my mood.
oh well,
i'm planning on buying lollipops for th class, anyway.
but only to those who wants.
never waste good lollipops.

OUATC rocks. :D
in case you dont know what tht is, (i know you dont)
it's a bunch of drawing i put together. :D
yeah, i drew them. :D:D:D
yeah, i'm freaking lazy to type out stories for them so,
i let my mind humour me. (x
twins rock.
love triangles rock.
childhood friends rock.
developed love rocks.
being an only child sucks.
fighting with your CF (childhood friend) sucks.
accidentally confessing through screaming sucks.
finding out you're adopted sucks.
hahah. :D
i realize tht i MUST type this out soon. (x

think what you want, you freaking biznatches.
i love my imagination. (ignoring all lame-ness involved)
so get the hell away.

Firday th 13th.

damn. Damn. DAMN !

i hate this day.
i seriously hate this day.
okay, brief story, here's what happened.

(after school)
--censored-- cried because of th peer pressure(?) of accepting th 'thing'.
--censored-- cried because of JL. (sorry but i find this stupid, btw. he totally deserves it.)
after ShiYun left for dance,
JunHao & QingFu were irritating th hell out of me. bastards.
then Faith left, which left me to be th only girl left in th classroom.
after i changed,
JunHao, QingFu, ShanJing, Glen & Daryl kept pissing me off while doing my boots.
i was seriously holding back my tears, okay ?
screw them luh.
they made me cry on my way down th stairs.
one tear only, though. but it still sucked.
found --censored-- crying by th stairs near th shooting range.
tried to comfort her a bit.
by tht time, i was already having stomachache because of th F&N orange drink.
have to study for a hard test leh.
during footdrills, when we were abt to learn a new drill,
my left foot was suddenly VERY painful.
i felt a lump of muscle, numb, then th surrounding area was FREAKING & STINGINGLY PAINFUL ! T.T
stayed at th bench for th rest of th of th time. T.T
seniors were kind luh, (:
but i seriously wanted to go for th drills.
after everything Eugene & ChongBoon suddenly go to me and say,
tht i purposely fake my foot just so i can slack.
damn them luh. do they think i'm happy tht i'm behind on my drills ?
i broke down at th canteen table with Michelle, Jamie & Faith watching.
also, in th toilet when i was changing.

tht much wrapped everything up luh.
hate today.
i'm gonna drown in my donuts now, byeas !

i dare you to laugh.

Grade2-Jacob.
Grade3-Ruth.



ohman.
i'm so bored.
and now, i ended up scanning my old class pictures. ):
I MISS THEM LUH ! D:D:D:
WAA ! D:
and, you know what's worse ?
i found out that, i didn't get my Grade4 class pic. );
THAT WAS MY BEST AND LAST YEAR THERE ! D;D;D;
aww, make me wanna cry. ):
okayayayayay, let's stop with th 'missing' thing.
and now, i DARE you to find me there. :D
ahahah. i laughed out loud when i saw this again, okay. :D
LOL.

sadly, i only remember very few names in both pictures.
some more, i only remember some of their surnames.
well, can't blame me for that. -,-
but i still remember some of their first names and nicknames.

boohoo, in total, i only remember 3 guys' names.
one of them only appear in th 1st pic.
which is Xavier (surname. sowee.).
eheheh. stupid Christmas party memories come back.
for th record, i did not blush tht day. :D
and th other 2 are Sean Natividad & John Kenneth Aguilor (aka. Kiko ! :D)
well, both guys were so-called popular back then. i think. (x
but Kiko was my BESTESTBESTBEST guy friend. :D
well, i think, my ONLY guy friend. xD
anyways, he rocks. :D ( at least, back then. SOWEE !) (x

i still remember a lot of the girls' names, kay.
mostly, because they're in my Friendster list. :p (same goes for th guys above. :D)
so yeah, I MISS THEM ! D:

i dare you to laugh.

new blogskin. :D

YAY !
i changed blogskin already. :D
i lovelovelove it. :D

school has been pretty boring up 'til now.
except for my frequent crzy tantrums.
serious.
i just suddenly find myself, acting goofy & nuts & stuff.
okay, nehminddddd.
common test is coming near.
and i cant pry myself off th com ! D:
HELP ME ! D:
kay, nehmind. tht part is entirely my fault. -,-

wee.
i love ALL mermaid melody songs. :D
even though i dont understand a thing they say. (x

blades. .^-^.

eh. hell.

bloody mood = didn't fold my uniform last night. didn't do my homework that night.
cca day = wake up extra earlier. do homework in class instead of my own things.
stupid MP computer = no internet & cannot do th ACID thing.
new Math topic = more brain cells damaged.
boring History = nothing learned.
free period English = study for cca test instead of doing weekend homework.
SC meeting = rushed to eat lunch. didn't even get to finish it and drink.
(sabo-ed by ShiYun to be reserve for th 'Butts Off' program thing.)
(rushed to change into uniform. note: unfolded sleeves.)

eh. i guess that's all th bad things today. -,-
little or long, your views dont matter. hahah. :p

revised a while for the Bited & Stings theory.
then heard that ZengJun fell from th stairs and is now in th hospital.
get well soon, kay ?
then we got extra 5 mins. study time than sec1`s. :D
th test was a breeze. (x
i got two question i forgot then ending already, i suddenly remembered. :D
YAY ! i still remember all th knots ! :D:D:D
teached Nadia th knots she dont know.
YAY ! i got full marks. (x (i think so. did Nicholas change my marks ? idk leh. -,-)
nehmind. at least i passed easily. Nadia toooooo. :D
by the time everybody finished, time to go home already.

ooh. got camp during March holidays. >,<
and i thought i'd get too unwind then. but nehminddddd. :D
YAY ! i'm th only one in sec2 who passed campcraft theory ! :D
i'm so freaking proud luh. :D
and got 2 more in sec1`s. :D
i was such in a high mood that i didn't felt like changing out of my uniform,
but then i know it'll be very tiresome. so changed.
helped Michelle and Faith buy food. :D
i'm sure Michelle enjoyed her -AHEM-. :D (hahah.)
then JunHao made me chase him until outside th toilets there.
hahah. Amirul was looking at me funnily when i was chasing JunHao. LOL.
Michelle went, ShiYun came.
according to th school's clock, she's late by 5mins.
according to Daryl's watch, she's just in time. -,-
walked to Senja LRT with Faith, ShiYun & Daryl.
damn high luh.
eh. i didn't hear what Leon said, across th road. -,-
but i bet it was something abt my uniform,
heheh. i hanged it on Daryl's bag when i searched for my umbrella. :D
Faith was making me laugh out loud.
ShiYun was so fun to piss off.
she was ready to pounce on me when i asked Faith to save me.
she used my umbrella as a shield and kept saying these funny things. hahah. :D

talked to ShiYun abt STUFF.
first, abt th SC meeting, people thinking of bias-ness and such.
then th topic went to names, once-upon-a-time crushes and finally, to alcohol drinkers. -,-
wont elaborate.
just that, ShiYun refreshed those thoughts i got rid off. -,-
nehmindddddd.

KuyaPoly's coming TOMORROW !! :D
what the hell. what was th wednesday for, when we didn't even do tent-pitching today ?
i hate my homework stack.

DAA ! DAA ! DAA !

GAH !
IT is such a saviour. (:

Okay, th donuts DID NOT work.
maybe a bit, but it didn't take everything away. }(
i was still pissed when i woke up.
and someone said something to me,
which basically reminded me of yesterday.
i can't remember who it was.
i think it was Marcus. -,-
i didn't even care if it was freaking hot or if i'm th only one who wore a jacket.
i love my hoodie and tht's final. hands off.
but IT changed my mood. (x
after we finished th 3D thing, i went to Internet.
then i went to see if got any updated manga.
then i saw Daa! Daa! Daa!
clicked it and saw tht IT WAS FINISHED !
HAHAHAH ! OMG, I LOVE IT !
but i didn't get to finish it before IT lesson finished. T.T
but i was still in a great mood luh. (x

commnce writing. :D

fckfckfckAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! }(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

pissybloodybastards.

i'm in no mood for stupid jokes.
i can't take it anymore !
you guys just really want me to breakdown, is it ?
i'm happily trying to forget every disturbing thing from today,
and you guys just make it bloody worse.
i dont care abt authority right now.
'cause right now,
i wanna get out of this school,
i wanna get out of this country.
bloodymtherfckinghomesickness.

idk how many times,
ShiYun called me to calm down when i told her abt today.
idk how many times,
i stomped off from someone just so i can avoid screaming or breaking down this week.
idk how many times,
this homesickness came onto me this year.
i'll curse and scream however i want.
fck off or die.


Grr, will calm down later.
when i eat my donuts.
bloody wallet is nearing empty now,
just so i can calm down for today.
mtherfckingbtch.
i hate life.

cool. 8D

"Big brothers are supposed to protect their little brothers and sisters."

then, what do big sisters do ? -,-

WAA ! T.T

freak.

this is one hell of a week.

Wednesday- stay back for cca.
Friday- fast for one meal and take two tests for cca.
Saturday- KuyaPoly is coming.
Sunday- go for the church-thing-ceremony. meaning no lunch.

well, the upside that i can only see is that,
Kuya Poly is coming !
like, finally, luh. -,-
oh yeah, i'm also understanding more about Science. xD
frankly, i understand it more than those freaking numbers.
thanks to ShiYun for explaining them. :D

i wanna be a psyciatrist. hahah. :D
--censored-- wants to be a psychologist but she doesn't want to study Biology. double hahah. xD