woo ! private blog open for viewing. :D though not much is posted. LOL. leave your email here so i can invite you in. (: cheerios ! & see you on th other side. (;
blame th guys.
i blame th guys. -- Geography was a breeze. wee~ i'm completely satisfied with this. my first piece of paper is like, damn nice leh. :D somemore, i wrote 17 lines of answer for a 4 marks question. i laughedoutlouddd when i realized tht. achievement~ pays off to memorise everything. even though it was just land supply tht I focused on, i still remembered some facts abt pollution so i managed. :D must thank everyone who answered my question and tested me. :D now, if only th rest of th papers are this breezy. i have a dooming feeling tht i might fail a subject or two. T^T well, it isn't really my first time in failing. but tht was only once and by one mark, can ? i got depressed then. ): -- bloody hell. my arm is like, duper pain can ? =.= from th elbows up to my shoulders. yup, both arms. and i'm blaming th guys for this. seriously, please. they challenged me at arm wrestling. yes, both arms. managed to own some some of them. LOL. but th price is, achingachingaching arms. wtf luh. i obviously couldn't defeat all of them right ? NCC ppl leh. hell, they even wanted their senior to take on me. seriously. i felt like a guy there. and everybody was like, cheering for me. (?) funny yet weird. but it was hilarious when i saw their losing faces. laughoutlouddd. now let's list all th ppl tht have caused me this pain: - Daryl. (NCC) - JunHao. (NCC) - Liguo. (NCC) - Glen. (NCC) - Johnson. (NPCC) - Hadi. (NPCC) - Marcus. (Drama. LOL.) (think tht's all bah.) they used NCDCC as an excuse for me, i think. =.= ZzZ. wont mention you i owned. LOL. somemore it's only like once for each. (?) funny~ they wanted revenge, omg. xD -- enough abt tht. thankyousomuch to Lizhen who has been cheering me up constantly. (: thankyousomuch to AteMae for listening to me. (: thankyousomuch to -AHEM & -AHEM for walking all th way to LimbangPark with me. (: thankyousomuch to Arbie for making me happy. (a bit and in an odd way. LOL.) (: thankyousomuch to my reviewers who've been supporting me, wishing me luck on my exams and greeting me a (very) early birthday. (: thankyousomuch to just abt anyone who talked to me. LOL. (: let's clap for special mentions. :D clapclapclap. :D hm. i just realized tht i'm having 3 days of no school. ... let's make up for tomorrow by going to UncleMax ! :D heheh. i want th desserts~ (x
sad.
LOL. this made me laugh like shyyyt. xD well, just wanted to share this page. hahah. -- oh yeah, update on my life: i have a chance in failing English. yeah, so far all th people i asked thinks they're gonna fail English too. it's so hard luh. wtf did PassageA talked abt ? nobody knows. ZzZ. i have lost confidence in getting an A in English. byebye awesome birthday gift. hello scolding of hell. -- i love my grid draft. though i crumpled it up. i was pissed with th paper, okay ? but i still kept it, see ? it's proof tht i worked so hard on my summary. can you imagine ? i wrote 190 originally in th grids. and i worked my brain to headaches just to fit it in the word limit. and i ended up with an exact number of 150 words. i'm happy with just that. and i really liked what i wrote for composition. Blogging. i forgot it wasn't recommended. but i worked my fingers off for tht. i'm just happy i worked hard for tht paper. so hard tht even though i fell asleep early, i still had a nap during th break. -- oh well. this happiness will soon be washed away, when my parents see my results. have fun while it last man. -- my supporters make me happy. i love my reviews and reviewers. thank you so much for supporting my stories. i really am happy tht you liked them. -- i knew it wasn't Daboy. th typing was so like Arbie, please. =.= -- i'm so sad. ): i miss my phone. ): i miss going to UncleMax. ): i miss having freedom during holidays. ): ZzZ. i hate pre-birthday depresion-ness. =.=
not gonna work.
this isn't gonna work. private blog will soon be open for everyone who wants. like i said, i have too many secrets with unknown readers. -- boo. Eos know why. T^T help me ! -- still in exams weeks. not sure when i'll fix everything. many thanks to Lizhen ! :D
stressed~
it finally came. i couldn't contain all th stress and pressure anymore. i freaking broke down. (on my pillow and in th toilet.) and just a few weeks before my birthday too. life is so cruel. -- this is a public announcement ! my phone's LCD is spoilt. utterly, completly, image-free spoilt. so dont bother sms-ing me. or finding me online on th com for tht matter. i'm in a very bad mood and dont feel like talking to anyone. life is screwed, i tell you. i even got to use it yesterday. i came home and, what happened ? there's nothing on th screen. still nothing today. i dont even want to tell my parents abt my phone. even if i did, it wouldn't make a difference. this is like, what ? my 2nd phone tht didn't last for a year. i can still listen to music since i know which buttons to press but, there's nothing on th screen. i hate this. i want my phone back. i think life wants be to be miserable on my birthday. i'm convinced of it. -- i've had a time to laugh. i've had a time to confide. now, my time's come to cry. -- i dont care if this is another one of those emo posts. i'm just plain miserable now. and i cant even go to UncleMax today. i'm practically banned from leaving th house. i'm sentenced to studying until Mid-Year`s finish. and like, what ? three to four more weeks. i'm practically hating it at home. i'd rather be in school, please. i get to laugh & smile there. -- make me happy, please. a few comforting words will suffice. ): i feel so lonely & alone. ): i want a hug. and a shoulder to cry on.
exams.
wellwellwell. exams are once again here to ruin my right for freedom. eh. might not be posting after this until exams are officially over. believe it or not, i'm up for studying hard for this year's Mid-Year. mostly because i've been slacking off during lessons. and handing up late homeworks. and sleeping in class. (these are accidents, btw. except for MT lessons.) hmhmhm. also because my birthday is so near to th exams, ohemgee ! xl bad results = lousy birthday, correct ? aiya. must buck up for History, Literature & EnglishSummary. T^T Science, Math & Geography.. i just have to memorise stuff for tht. i dont know how to answer for Literature, i suck at EnglishSummaries, and i practically have no idea what we do during History lessons. seriously. well, nobody else in class does, anyway. somemore I asked Mrs.Lim if we can just read th txtbook. she said yes.. and her notes. =.= well, i still have a long way to go. -- and this is just to rub it in all of your faces.. I DONT HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY ! :D:D:D -- hm. got no time to update tag replies so.. i'm closing down th messages window bah. but you can still leave a tag. (: see, go see. and leave a tag luh, please. there are like tons of ppl i know tht always read my blog, yet only some of them tags. most dont, at all. some talks to me abt it in MSN. =.= please luh, i want tags. T^T
erk.
i challenge you to fill in th blanks. abbreviations, joined and punctuations included. -- ugh. damn you, ----. frankly, as much as i'm ------- and a bit ------- abt their sudden ---------, i didn't really needed to know th part abt --. sure, it's expected of ----- to say tht but still. practically anything tht comes out of --- mouth, scars. it's been too long since i've ---- this again. and i didn't even want it in th first place. gawrsh. ---- a friend. tht i once -----. so it -----. i dont want to ----. but why am i always ------- into this. i want out.
i dont even give a damn if anyone reads this.
especially if you understand what i'm saying,
who i'm referring to,
and what i went through during those times.
(it still hurt.) i dont like him anymore so..i won't care.
didn't y'all see how i practically not ----- --------- ? i was wearing earphones please. i didn't want to ------. why ? you guys should have known right ? why ask a stupid question when i've confided to most of you ? okay, --- wasn't even trying to join th conversation. which is why i love --- for tht. (: but ----, -----, ------.. sigh. i love you guys and all but. s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y. =.= -- i just realized tht this may be why i had a freaking -------- ---------. i need a confidant right now. T-T my ----- isn't ------ right now but.. i'm still ---------. -- see, Eos ? this is why i must private my blog. =.= i have too many secrets with unknown readers.
pics ! xD
My name tag ! done by: AteMae. xD (LOL.) AteMae with Daboy's name tag. LOL. (he never wore it. =.=) Heh. took this for fun bah. xD ice candy ! (did not know what flavour this was. =.=) LOL. th 'tattoo'. (a lot of us got one. xD) me & Maan. :D (i love my name tag. xD) me & Daboy. :D (my face was ugly here. =.=) me & AteMae. :D (she got two 'tattoo's ! xD) Me & Danna. :D (still loving th name tag. :D)
i could not let these pics pass. xD especially those with ppl. xD lovelovelove it. xD
oh. i didn't go for study group. =.= i was suppose to and i did go to th library. just tht i couldn't find them and i was rushing already. =.= but th thing is.. i didn't know where th party was held. oh hell. then my mother suggested tht i should go th UncleMax stall first. -smacks forehead. stupid. why didn't i think of tht. so went to yishun to go th th stall. hanged out there until me & TitaMiriam went off for th party. nothing less from a kiddie party. mostly i sat down and laughed. Eos & Danielle wasn't there. T^T which is why i dont have their pics. T^T basically laughed out loud at th magician. corny much ? xD th games were basically just for kiddies, so watched until bored. then they started playing with th freaking flour. =.= tht time, i was getting a crayon tattoo. (LOL.xD) see above. xD i was sitting there getting one when Daboy poured flour on my hair. =.= die, bastard. so chased after him after i got th 'tattoo'. i just threw some at him once and he threw again to me. Me: 1 Him: 3 oh well. it was fun luh, at least. =.= TitaMalou invited me for sleepover. :D:D:D too bad i couldn't go. T^T oh well. at least it's nearing holidays. (: SLEEPOVERS ! :D:D:D -- seems cbox isn't working right now. =.= will reply tags in nxt post bah. :D
LOLOLOL.
eh. th posts were tht obvious ? or was it she, tht was obvious ? -,- LOL. whatever. maybe i'm not surprised tht a lot of ppl seem to think of it tht way. like Lizhen, Jamie, Anna, Faith, JunHao, QingFu & Johnson. Michelle is too gong luh. =.= but i still love my CookieMonster, okay ? (: ♥
LOL. it's fun to talk abt SpecialA ? Hahah. was talking abt it with Lizhen and JingWen. xD kept laughing like shyyyt. Hah ! i surpassed ChanLizhen ! BLEH ! xD then before i went down for duty with ShiYun, i heard Faith asking Jamie if she was going for band. then i told them, if you can don't go then don't go, right ? which was true ! Jamie high-fived me for tht. LOL. xD then me & ShiYun talked abt STUFF while waiting for patrol to start. i hope you dont mind, Eos. tht i made your story with brave-but-stupid, a reference for ShiYun. but seriously, it's damn similar, can. only, brave-but-stupid was funnier than STUFF. omg, i love these names. xD then patroled for 4, 5 & 6 level. me & ShiYun took 4 together then she called me to do 5 on my own while she do 6 on her own. looklooklook ! done it again ! MP, chiong Special A. LOL. it was funny to see Lizhen's reaction when i reached chap.89. LOL. then talked to JingWen and S.A while she tried to do th test. well, she copied mine but whatever. :p then chiong English summary and essay plan during MT. i love a free period class. (x hmm, i forgot whether i fell asleep during English. i think i kept nodding off but kept waking up whenever need to tick th questions. LOL. i actually didn't sleep for Math. unbelievable. i should have done tht a long time ago. since i was awake, i understood th topic ! hilarious~
hmm, just drank milo & ate rice cracker for lunch. idk why also. -,- talked to Faith and Michelle abt th post. guess it's obvious who i was referring to. Faith went off early for band so i went to change while Michelle played with my iPod. when i came back, JunHao, Qingfu and Johnson kept talking nonsense. seriously. i had to ask Michelle what's wrong with having two brothers. hornybloodybastards. =.= then Michelle left. T^T i was left with 3 hornyperverts. T^T who says i watch hentai. _l_ gotohell. I DO NOT ! went to put my back outside th room, then JunHao & Qingfu followed me. along with Qingfu's cousin. :D then they crapped, they got me pissed, those kind of stuff. they even gave me a trick question. which, when i answered, i though abt th question, then my answer and burst out chasing after them. it took me like, 3 seconds to figure it out. they kept calling me 'Mom'. then they asked who is 'Daddy'. then th first 'Daddy' tht I knew came into mind and i said it. 1.. 2.. 3.. FREAK YOU ! yeah, tht was what happened. so i was squatting down laughing at my own stupidity. yes, i was laughing. couldn't help it luh, please. then they did th taxi-money incident. tht made me very pissed, can ?
footdrills was tiring. but it was fun luh. :D seriously. we were laughing all th way. even though we shouldn't be. :p and you know what ? when we did sizing btween th sec2s, i was th freaking shortest manzxczxc. xl but i like it, LOL. 'cause i get to shout Sergeant (or whatever rank.) when we do th counting. xD i shout like tht is rollercoaster. Up then down then up. LOLOLOL. xD Hazmat was not i expected it to be. whch is great. i finished it like damn fast can. MCQ~ Alyssa says i pass already after she checked my paper. Wee~ i was still pissed with th taxi-money incident. which was why my head was throbbing throughout th whole lesson and test. and still pissed when ppl came out after cca. we were allowed to go early but couldn't take taxi home. T^T so i waited for other ppl to finish cca. laughed & talked with them. kay luh, i can't really hold grudges tht long. so i was back talking to JunHao in no time. oh yeah. i cried when i told Michelle abt th taxi-money incident. super pissed~ then Faith kept asking me why then i told her abt it too. then she also, like Michelle, asked JunHao where my money was. aww. i love them x3 lalala~ th guys unsucessfully taopok`d (spelling?) Daryl. =.= after Michelle went, Faith called ShiYun and asked were she was. then me & Faith hide from her up th 2nd floor. LOL. then we thought she saw us so we came down. she actually didn't know we were upstairs. =.= LOL. so went back with everyone. yeah, th guys were being a BenjaminLum-wannabe. kept trying to trip Faith. -- all th way from th LRT to my house, i didn't let go of my phone. was smsing 3 ppl at th same times. =.= ZzZ. -- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: chase lor. i'd like to see you try. lizhen: hmm, 'cause you talked so much. LOL. lizhen: Yes, i'm addicted and it's your fault ! lizhen: LOL. you still wont be able to catch up~
pangseh`d
just a quick post to cover up tht ridiculously long one. and i'm too lazy to return tags right now. just wanted to thank Lizhen manymanymany ! xD i love my teddybear a lotlotlot. :D and i caught up to you ! bwahaha ! it's all thanks to you tht i'm addicting to SpecialA. (x though i'm gonna finish it befor saturday. smugsmugsmug. (x (capable of 25+ chapters in one day. :p)
oh. and i got pangseh`d again. T^T hurhurhur. you saw it right, Johnson ? T^T hate to say it but she's a hypocrite. ):
mixed emotions. ):
i'm feeling happy, depressed, angry & guilty at th same time. happy = Lizhen. depressed = Lizhen & Johnson. angry = Lizhen & Johnson. guilty = Johnson. honestly, i'm thankful for th chat. although i feel mixed emotions right now, it's nice to let it out. -- i dont want you to continue changing. please stop. before a past repeats itself. why now ? when everything seems so normal. sometimes, i dont know you anymore. and i feel sad. even if you change, you'll still be my friend but, i want you to stay being everybody's friend. they may start to hate you if you continue. you, of all ppl, know this can happen. because you are one of them. -- i seriously dont know why ppl have to end a friendship so abruptly. aren't you guys tired of being angry ? why do you have to hold a grudge for so long ? dont you miss th old times ? dont you wish you can just go back to them ? why th peer pressure ? why th disloyalty ? i dont understand. i'm going to say this now. i still wave and say hi to Rachel & Tricia. why ? i dont see anything wrong with them. they're ppl who makes mistakes, just like everybody else. they're ppl who aren't perfect, like everybody else. they have flaws, just like you. they have feelings, just like you. -- it's so hard and painful to have a lost, broken or faded friendship. i should know. do you know how i felt when i had to leave my friends ? at first, nothing. then it finally hit me. we can nvr be th same again. slowly, my letters nvr reached them anymore. i regretted it. for being too lazy to write a proper letter to each and everyone one of them. now, all tht remained from a strong friendship are awkwardness. i hate it. when did it get this way ? they were my friends. my best friends. but how come we act like we dont know each other. it's very painful. -- i dread everyday tht i think i might migrate once again. th past would always repeat itself. i'll lose contact with everyone here. i'd be lonely again and try painstakingly hard to rise back up. if tht's th case, i'd rather pick up from where i left. i dont care abt making new friends if it's th cost of my current ones. i'd rather revive old ones. and hopefully, everything will be back to th way i remembered it. no pain, betrayal and hurt. --
what happened to us ? we grew up.
-- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: heh. i'm hooked onto it now, thanks to you. :D
dizzy~
first of all, i would like to thank Lizhen for th song, bestfriend. :D -- ohhell. ohfreakinghell. do you have any idea on how early i woke up ? 4.00 in th morning. and what time time did i reach school ? 5.30 in th morning. what time did th gates open ? 6 in th freaking morning. gotta thank AteCaren for th heavy breakfast. too bad i forgot tht since i ate at 4.30 i was super hungry at recess. oh yeah. honestly, i do NOT understand why th class started clapping when i walked in. they didn't even see me lor. LOL. -- anyway, enough abt tht. th worst part of everything is, i've lost $5 from just th first day of th week. how ? since i woke up so early, i was super dizzy. i tried to close my eyes while standing and i almost fall. not kidding. somemore, th smell of paint made me want to vomit. so skipped science remedial and took taxi back home. my head is seriously pounding. stupidstupidstupid meeting time. T^T can't even sleep during 2hrs of MT ! 'cause i scared kena caught while wearing uniform. T^T TWO WHOLE HOURS ! I COULD HAVE GOTTEN ANOTHER TWO HOURS OF SLEEP ! as if i had anything better to do with those free period. duperfreakbitchbastardofbullshitpissinghell. yes, i'm not holding back my vulgarities now. (just this one time.) I'M CRANKY BECAUSE OF MY LACK OF SLEEP ! LIVE WITH IT ! grr. headache~ -- i don't understand why NJH & Lizhen don't believe tht th pic is me. -,- please luh. you want me to show th shirt is it ? or i just show you th necklace. honestly, luh. i won't put another person's face as my wallpaper, can. -- TAG REPLIES: johnson: as if, lor. no way i'm going to play when i can slack. :p
USB cable.
i'm uber pissed. i can't find my USB cable ! how am i going to upload my pics ? Dx later, some ppl go and erase th stolen shots of themselves. ): mou. i want my USB cable back ! and if it's not too much, my lost memory stick USB too. Dx -- TAG REPLIES: johnson: Hahah. addict~ lizhen: LOL.
voice losing is fun.
losing my voice had nvr been so much fun. xD -- i've forgotten how fun it is to lose my voice in a basketball game. oh, happy times~ (x RAWR ! i'm gonna enjoy this weekened to the fullest ! to forget abt horriblehorriblehorrible last week. hmm, now how to summarise today's happenings ? -- me & Eos got thirsty and craved for ice cream so we went to Mcdonalds. Danna & Maan tagged along 'cause our parents asked us to buy water. Double Choco Frappe for me, McFlurry`s for them. BLEH ! had to stay for quite a while because it rained. so we played POINTLESS Truth or Truth. Yes, Truth or Truth. We couldn't go dares inside a fast food restaurant, please. funny and stupid questions~ attacked th fries ! rain stopped so we had to get back to th court. cheered like mad. xD me & Ate Mae was screaming until we felt dizzy and had to sit down. LOL. soon, Maan, Danna & Eos joined our scream fest. i couldn't even remember th last time i cheered tht much. too bad we lost by 20 points. T^T tht was because they wouldn't change th players. "Pagod na ang mga senior citizens kasi. Bkit di pa cla palitan ?" LOL. I kept laughing at tht. Ate mae kept making funny/stupid comments and kept taking pictures of butts. xD Yup, she did ! And perfect shots of the ball in th net. clapclapclap. -- Tomorrow is th opening of the stall ! WEE~ though, it's not free anymore. LOL. doesn't matter~ im'ma enjoy it with ppl ! xD oh yeah, they were advertising th opening of it during th game. ROFLMAO ! xD -- too bad today was th championship. tht means i'm back to boring saturdays ! Dx boohoo ! must. see. party. people ! Dx oops. i just remembered. nxt week is Red's birthday ! hooray ! PARTY PEOPLE ! xD -- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: hmm, not quite th same but, oh well. :D
private.
hmmhmmhmm. i'm thinking of making my blog private too. just like Eos-yyy. :D yes, i'm copying you, dear. (x -- humdumdum. there's a freaking crack on my iPod. i'm way serious. i saw it and thought it was dust but when i tried to wipe/scratch it off, it wouldn't come off. and i've nvr peeled off the plastic on it. okay, so this isn't th first crack. yes, there's more. but it's like, in th middle ! Dx boo ! -- i'm officially broke. omggg ! 'cause i took a taxi to go home. well, what did you expect ? i was lazy to change out of my uniform, since it wasn't sweaty and all. and i didn't want to walk endlessly in it. so i took a taxi home. no big deal. except tht it costed me $5. so, i could have used my ez-link but.. i already used $5.80 for ice cream. ridiculous, right ? hahah. xD oh well. -- i feel oh-so sleepy. i always do. i'm itching to let out a colourful string of swear words. luckily, i can now control myself. at least, on th outside. -- i hate tht tie. i seriously hate it. it wants to kill me, i tell you. do you know how ? it chokes me.. and it makes me feel like an oven. it seriously does. stupid tie. -- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: LOL. nothing to say already~ (x
hell of a week.
this is th worst week ever. i don't care if i had worse weeks than this.. I WASN'T STUCK FOR HOURS IN SCHOOL THEN !
do you know how much i hate staying back at school ? it sucks. utterly sucks. and so far, i've been reaching home at 6.30 since monday. i don't care if it's early or not. i can relax at home ! i've been falling asleep during lessons for pete's sake ! IPW on monday. MP & D&T on tuesday. SC & NCDCC meetings today. and tomorrow, NCDCC again. I'M SO FREAKING TIRED ALREADY ! i can barely keep my eyes closed for every lesson. and i'm broke ! yes, I AM BROKE ! those who have seen my wallet this week may not believe me, but it's true ! (i don't count th blue notes though. just th red ones.) -- i am purposely looking over th facts tht, there is no school/cca on friday.. there is basketball on saturday.. and there is no cathecism on sunday, plus i think tht's th day of Red's birthday. not sure though. hum-di-dum. if th sec1s don't have their berets, tht means i'll most likely end up front. Dx I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP EARLY ! SUPPOSE TO REACH BY 6.30, LEH ! i'm losing 2 and a half hours of sleep here, ppl ! and there's supposedly a party on sunday ! GAAAH ! -- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: umm, no. got 6a1, 6a2, 6a3. basically 3 'A' classes. after tht are 'B' classes then 'C' classes.
NO !
nonono ! i don't want to go on monday ! D: 1)since i'm short, i most probably end up in front ! 2)i'm gonna shout out th national anthem and th pledge. 3)i have to stand there for like, so long. 4)i have to wake up early. 5)i have to wear my uniform to school. 6)I HAVE TO MISS GATE DUTY !
(1)well, since th sec1s got their uniforms recently, some of them are actually shorter than me. but th most i'll end up with is 2nd row. D: (2)some of you might not know, but i don't actually sing or recite th pledge. yeah, found tht out through Eos & Daboy (LOL. WAH ! xD). That's because we're not actually Singaporeans, yeah ? (3)do you know how numb i can get for tht ? th National Day parade was bad enough. (4)do i even have to explain why this is one of my reasons ? (5)well, i'm thinking abt not to. but i'll probably will. since it's super early. LOL. (6)GATE DUTY IS FREAKING COOL ! one of my favorite duties one leh. lift, assembly and patrol are th other ones.
this is the why`s and their reasons/explainations. -- it's been too long tht i haven't updated any fanfics. Dx thinking of uploading all stories just before my birthday. which is so far away ! LOL. xD but since, it's after exams and just before we fly to Aussie(probably), i think it's reasonable. -- yes. we applied for visa already. if it's approved, we're flying to Aussie from 31May to June15(?). they're thinking of moving there. to hell with it. vacation is just fine, not moving. do you know how hard it is to restart life all over again. hmm, might postpone th part-time job hunting with Eos, if we fly there. LOL. i was looking forward to it, okay ? i'm gonna get paid, who wouldn't want tht ?! -- LOLOLOL. hope you get better soon, Ralph. i'm sorry to say this but i'm, with Eos here. think abt it, if you jump off a buliding. not many ppl will call you daring and brave. but they WILL call you stupid. you gets ? i know you gets, Eos. let's get Maan to heal him, yeah ? (x -- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: not exactly. more like, how they organize 2B. umm, hard to explain leh. you get it or not ?
riot.
hmm, almost posting everyday. ('cause of tag replies. :D) -- omggg ! Birdie told me th craziest thing yesternight ! xD i couldn't stop laughing, seriously. it wasn't surprising though. WE'VE KNOWN IT SINCE LAST YEAR, MY GULAY ! xD okay, okay, enough. but still ROFLMAO ! xD Kangaroo is th most bravest thing i've ever heard of. i admire his bravery but i hate his stupidity. xD oh well, oh well. cheers tht you didn't have to see him today, though. if not, i wouldn't be able to hold in my laughter. xD and he'd find out, my gulay ! i have to say though, your way of replying is freaking hilarious manzxczxc. xD in fact, i bet he was laughing too ! ohmanohmanohman, xD don't worry, this is between you, me and him. although he doesn't know i'm involved. xD -- i have found another secret tht i will carry to my grave. Sloth cried ! omggg ! but not today though. damn. and it was with Koala. but, idk, i kind of felt happy ? no, i'm not saidstic. i'm happy tht he has at least emotions. LOL. oh well, though what he cried for is utterly stupid, mind you. remind me of th time Koala told me one of Sloth's secret. wanna know mine ? to get Sloth to be one of my confidants and vice versa. oh yes, my dream is to be a psychologist. (x probably because i enjoy listening to other people talk and knowing they can trust me. WHICH THEY CAN ! :D:D:D (randomity~ i fell out of topic.) -- oh yeah, thanks to Monkeyfor th great info. mucho appreciated. (x -- Tigress commented on my skirt. expected~ LOL. xD -- i know th animal names thing is very random, but i wanted to write something instead of AHEM all th time. yes, it's tht confidential. what can i say ? i carry a lot of secrets tht i will bring to my grave. -shudders. oh well, next topic: rocking day ! -- yupyupyup. i lovelovelove Sunday classes. i will nvr again listen or tell ghost stories. didn't know it could be dangerous. :S andandand, i still haven't sold th Church Day tickets. D: but i can buy tht one on my own. what i need to worry abt is, Spring Carnival tickets. oh yes, i'm worried abt tht one. since we're chosen for one of th stalls, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TOUR PPL ARND ?!? and tht was my original plan actually. my mother even offered me tht she'll buy my whole stack of tickets so i can bring ppl to tour. yes, i'm referring to Eos&usualcompany. :D yesyesyes, i know you guys turned me down when i tried to sell th tickets to you guys. but i wanted y'all to come ! like seriously ! D: anyway, moving on~ th stall is great leh. must go there whenever i have free time. and i'll drag Maan and Danna along too. :D anyway, before I ate, i kept laughing like shit. xD stupid Eos and her stupid Inbox. we were laughing so hard, Daboy tried to see what was in th Inbox. xD hilarious~ food was great ! :D as expected, there was an iPodTouch war. LOL. too bad Daboy was winning. well, at least for mine. Ate Mae took Danna's. then things happened with Daboy's phone. like, ROFLMAO ! xD then i lent him my phone 'cause fo th songs. and you know what th idiot did ? he sent a freaking sms to NJH. kept hitting him for tht. -,- stupid idiot. so i had to apologize and explain to NJH. oh well. i guess he's forgiven. hahah. i got a stolen shot of him&Dynel together. and one of Maan. cheers for birthday greetings. -- TAG REPLIES: shanchih: yo. eh. i'm not good with organizing and stuff. nesides, i've already lost contact with most of them. (x lizhen: you, uh. aiya.. LOL. different school what. somemore is 6a2. there's a diff, yeah ? :D JLYS: hahah. at least you tag. (x
me.
Lalala~ still in Shugo Chara mode.
you know, not many ppl realize this but, some shows actually make you think of something 'deep'. LOL. but i'm serious though. :D sometimes i don't know who i am. i mean, like.. whenever i go out alone, i'm always wearing this impassive face or frowning. but when i'm with someone, i can't stop smiling. hahah. stupid yet true. (x an outside character. (: how many of you actually thought tht i might be someone who can be hyper and high, when you first saw me. i remember my first day, nobody was actually talking to me. LOL. even when Danial was in th same class. :p (hear ye, hear ye. he says 6a2'07 sucks. LOL.) and now, .. hahah. :D
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TAG REPLIES: lizhen: you came to school what. -,- YIHUI: sure. soon, kay ? (: JLYS: 'cause she said Digi sucks ! D:
Introducing.. the most awesome-est song in all of TapTapRevenge2 ! i'm in lovelovelove with this song. x3 check it out, check it out, check it out ! :D and, yes, i love my high score on this song ! xD 100% HITS ! :D:D:D
Lalala~ Happy April Fool's day to everyone ! :D but today was boring sia. -,- it didn't feel like April Fool's. -,- anyway, anyway. :D eh. i got nothing to write sia. O.o
hmm, hmm, hmm.. umm. i'm a manga addict ? LOL. randomness~ i talked to Sumin abt anime today. LOL. no point talking to ShiYun. -,- she says Digimon sucks, can ? NJH & JLYS should have hit her. :3 a bit of Bleach with Lizhen. xD but she was playing with my iPod so nvr really talked much. yeah, she seriously play during PE. xD 'cause MrPoon didn't come then nothing to do. and since I came down with my jacket, i had my valuables with me. then she secretly play. LOL. teacher almost caught but nehmind. :D:D:D
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TAG REPLIES: lizhen: then be a kind soul and sponsor me. or get your kind soul to sponsor me. :D lizhen: wee~ Happy April Fool's Day ! you also never fool anyone today. wait, th thing abt pon school tomorrow is probably April Fool's. hmm, suspicioussuspicious. :D
woo part 2.
woo ! private blog open for viewing. :D though not much is posted. LOL. leave your email here so i can invite you in. (: cheerios ! & see you on th other side. (;
blame th guys.
i blame th guys. -- Geography was a breeze. wee~ i'm completely satisfied with this. my first piece of paper is like, damn nice leh. :D somemore, i wrote 17 lines of answer for a 4 marks question. i laughedoutlouddd when i realized tht. achievement~ pays off to memorise everything. even though it was just land supply tht I focused on, i still remembered some facts abt pollution so i managed. :D must thank everyone who answered my question and tested me. :D now, if only th rest of th papers are this breezy. i have a dooming feeling tht i might fail a subject or two. T^T well, it isn't really my first time in failing. but tht was only once and by one mark, can ? i got depressed then. ): -- bloody hell. my arm is like, duper pain can ? =.= from th elbows up to my shoulders. yup, both arms. and i'm blaming th guys for this. seriously, please. they challenged me at arm wrestling. yes, both arms. managed to own some some of them. LOL. but th price is, achingachingaching arms. wtf luh. i obviously couldn't defeat all of them right ? NCC ppl leh. hell, they even wanted their senior to take on me. seriously. i felt like a guy there. and everybody was like, cheering for me. (?) funny yet weird. but it was hilarious when i saw their losing faces. laughoutlouddd. now let's list all th ppl tht have caused me this pain: - Daryl. (NCC) - JunHao. (NCC) - Liguo. (NCC) - Glen. (NCC) - Johnson. (NPCC) - Hadi. (NPCC) - Marcus. (Drama. LOL.) (think tht's all bah.) they used NCDCC as an excuse for me, i think. =.= ZzZ. wont mention you i owned. LOL. somemore it's only like once for each. (?) funny~ they wanted revenge, omg. xD -- enough abt tht. thankyousomuch to Lizhen who has been cheering me up constantly. (: thankyousomuch to AteMae for listening to me. (: thankyousomuch to -AHEM & -AHEM for walking all th way to LimbangPark with me. (: thankyousomuch to Arbie for making me happy. (a bit and in an odd way. LOL.) (: thankyousomuch to my reviewers who've been supporting me, wishing me luck on my exams and greeting me a (very) early birthday. (: thankyousomuch to just abt anyone who talked to me. LOL. (: let's clap for special mentions. :D clapclapclap. :D hm. i just realized tht i'm having 3 days of no school. ... let's make up for tomorrow by going to UncleMax ! :D heheh. i want th desserts~ (x
sad.
LOL. this made me laugh like shyyyt. xD well, just wanted to share this page. hahah. -- oh yeah, update on my life: i have a chance in failing English. yeah, so far all th people i asked thinks they're gonna fail English too. it's so hard luh. wtf did PassageA talked abt ? nobody knows. ZzZ. i have lost confidence in getting an A in English. byebye awesome birthday gift. hello scolding of hell. -- i love my grid draft. though i crumpled it up. i was pissed with th paper, okay ? but i still kept it, see ? it's proof tht i worked so hard on my summary. can you imagine ? i wrote 190 originally in th grids. and i worked my brain to headaches just to fit it in the word limit. and i ended up with an exact number of 150 words. i'm happy with just that. and i really liked what i wrote for composition. Blogging. i forgot it wasn't recommended. but i worked my fingers off for tht. i'm just happy i worked hard for tht paper. so hard tht even though i fell asleep early, i still had a nap during th break. -- oh well. this happiness will soon be washed away, when my parents see my results. have fun while it last man. -- my supporters make me happy. i love my reviews and reviewers. thank you so much for supporting my stories. i really am happy tht you liked them. -- i knew it wasn't Daboy. th typing was so like Arbie, please. =.= -- i'm so sad. ): i miss my phone. ): i miss going to UncleMax. ): i miss having freedom during holidays. ): ZzZ. i hate pre-birthday depresion-ness. =.=
not gonna work.
this isn't gonna work. private blog will soon be open for everyone who wants. like i said, i have too many secrets with unknown readers. -- boo. Eos know why. T^T help me ! -- still in exams weeks. not sure when i'll fix everything. many thanks to Lizhen ! :D
stressed~
it finally came. i couldn't contain all th stress and pressure anymore. i freaking broke down. (on my pillow and in th toilet.) and just a few weeks before my birthday too. life is so cruel. -- this is a public announcement ! my phone's LCD is spoilt. utterly, completly, image-free spoilt. so dont bother sms-ing me. or finding me online on th com for tht matter. i'm in a very bad mood and dont feel like talking to anyone. life is screwed, i tell you. i even got to use it yesterday. i came home and, what happened ? there's nothing on th screen. still nothing today. i dont even want to tell my parents abt my phone. even if i did, it wouldn't make a difference. this is like, what ? my 2nd phone tht didn't last for a year. i can still listen to music since i know which buttons to press but, there's nothing on th screen. i hate this. i want my phone back. i think life wants be to be miserable on my birthday. i'm convinced of it. -- i've had a time to laugh. i've had a time to confide. now, my time's come to cry. -- i dont care if this is another one of those emo posts. i'm just plain miserable now. and i cant even go to UncleMax today. i'm practically banned from leaving th house. i'm sentenced to studying until Mid-Year`s finish. and like, what ? three to four more weeks. i'm practically hating it at home. i'd rather be in school, please. i get to laugh & smile there. -- make me happy, please. a few comforting words will suffice. ): i feel so lonely & alone. ): i want a hug. and a shoulder to cry on.
exams.
wellwellwell. exams are once again here to ruin my right for freedom. eh. might not be posting after this until exams are officially over. believe it or not, i'm up for studying hard for this year's Mid-Year. mostly because i've been slacking off during lessons. and handing up late homeworks. and sleeping in class. (these are accidents, btw. except for MT lessons.) hmhmhm. also because my birthday is so near to th exams, ohemgee ! xl bad results = lousy birthday, correct ? aiya. must buck up for History, Literature & EnglishSummary. T^T Science, Math & Geography.. i just have to memorise stuff for tht. i dont know how to answer for Literature, i suck at EnglishSummaries, and i practically have no idea what we do during History lessons. seriously. well, nobody else in class does, anyway. somemore I asked Mrs.Lim if we can just read th txtbook. she said yes.. and her notes. =.= well, i still have a long way to go. -- and this is just to rub it in all of your faces.. I DONT HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY ! :D:D:D -- hm. got no time to update tag replies so.. i'm closing down th messages window bah. but you can still leave a tag. (: see, go see. and leave a tag luh, please. there are like tons of ppl i know tht always read my blog, yet only some of them tags. most dont, at all. some talks to me abt it in MSN. =.= please luh, i want tags. T^T
erk.
i challenge you to fill in th blanks. abbreviations, joined and punctuations included. -- ugh. damn you, ----. frankly, as much as i'm ------- and a bit ------- abt their sudden ---------, i didn't really needed to know th part abt --. sure, it's expected of ----- to say tht but still. practically anything tht comes out of --- mouth, scars. it's been too long since i've ---- this again. and i didn't even want it in th first place. gawrsh. ---- a friend. tht i once -----. so it -----. i dont want to ----. but why am i always ------- into this. i want out.
i dont even give a damn if anyone reads this.
especially if you understand what i'm saying,
who i'm referring to,
and what i went through during those times.
(it still hurt.) i dont like him anymore so..i won't care.
didn't y'all see how i practically not ----- --------- ? i was wearing earphones please. i didn't want to ------. why ? you guys should have known right ? why ask a stupid question when i've confided to most of you ? okay, --- wasn't even trying to join th conversation. which is why i love --- for tht. (: but ----, -----, ------.. sigh. i love you guys and all but. s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y. =.= -- i just realized tht this may be why i had a freaking -------- ---------. i need a confidant right now. T-T my ----- isn't ------ right now but.. i'm still ---------. -- see, Eos ? this is why i must private my blog. =.= i have too many secrets with unknown readers.
pics ! xD
My name tag ! done by: AteMae. xD (LOL.) AteMae with Daboy's name tag. LOL. (he never wore it. =.=) Heh. took this for fun bah. xD ice candy ! (did not know what flavour this was. =.=) LOL. th 'tattoo'. (a lot of us got one. xD) me & Maan. :D (i love my name tag. xD) me & Daboy. :D (my face was ugly here. =.=) me & AteMae. :D (she got two 'tattoo's ! xD) Me & Danna. :D (still loving th name tag. :D)
i could not let these pics pass. xD especially those with ppl. xD lovelovelove it. xD
oh. i didn't go for study group. =.= i was suppose to and i did go to th library. just tht i couldn't find them and i was rushing already. =.= but th thing is.. i didn't know where th party was held. oh hell. then my mother suggested tht i should go th UncleMax stall first. -smacks forehead. stupid. why didn't i think of tht. so went to yishun to go th th stall. hanged out there until me & TitaMiriam went off for th party. nothing less from a kiddie party. mostly i sat down and laughed. Eos & Danielle wasn't there. T^T which is why i dont have their pics. T^T basically laughed out loud at th magician. corny much ? xD th games were basically just for kiddies, so watched until bored. then they started playing with th freaking flour. =.= tht time, i was getting a crayon tattoo. (LOL.xD) see above. xD i was sitting there getting one when Daboy poured flour on my hair. =.= die, bastard. so chased after him after i got th 'tattoo'. i just threw some at him once and he threw again to me. Me: 1 Him: 3 oh well. it was fun luh, at least. =.= TitaMalou invited me for sleepover. :D:D:D too bad i couldn't go. T^T oh well. at least it's nearing holidays. (: SLEEPOVERS ! :D:D:D -- seems cbox isn't working right now. =.= will reply tags in nxt post bah. :D
LOLOLOL.
eh. th posts were tht obvious ? or was it she, tht was obvious ? -,- LOL. whatever. maybe i'm not surprised tht a lot of ppl seem to think of it tht way. like Lizhen, Jamie, Anna, Faith, JunHao, QingFu & Johnson. Michelle is too gong luh. =.= but i still love my CookieMonster, okay ? (: ♥
LOL. it's fun to talk abt SpecialA ? Hahah. was talking abt it with Lizhen and JingWen. xD kept laughing like shyyyt. Hah ! i surpassed ChanLizhen ! BLEH ! xD then before i went down for duty with ShiYun, i heard Faith asking Jamie if she was going for band. then i told them, if you can don't go then don't go, right ? which was true ! Jamie high-fived me for tht. LOL. xD then me & ShiYun talked abt STUFF while waiting for patrol to start. i hope you dont mind, Eos. tht i made your story with brave-but-stupid, a reference for ShiYun. but seriously, it's damn similar, can. only, brave-but-stupid was funnier than STUFF. omg, i love these names. xD then patroled for 4, 5 & 6 level. me & ShiYun took 4 together then she called me to do 5 on my own while she do 6 on her own. looklooklook ! done it again ! MP, chiong Special A. LOL. it was funny to see Lizhen's reaction when i reached chap.89. LOL. then talked to JingWen and S.A while she tried to do th test. well, she copied mine but whatever. :p then chiong English summary and essay plan during MT. i love a free period class. (x hmm, i forgot whether i fell asleep during English. i think i kept nodding off but kept waking up whenever need to tick th questions. LOL. i actually didn't sleep for Math. unbelievable. i should have done tht a long time ago. since i was awake, i understood th topic ! hilarious~
hmm, just drank milo & ate rice cracker for lunch. idk why also. -,- talked to Faith and Michelle abt th post. guess it's obvious who i was referring to. Faith went off early for band so i went to change while Michelle played with my iPod. when i came back, JunHao, Qingfu and Johnson kept talking nonsense. seriously. i had to ask Michelle what's wrong with having two brothers. hornybloodybastards. =.= then Michelle left. T^T i was left with 3 hornyperverts. T^T who says i watch hentai. _l_ gotohell. I DO NOT ! went to put my back outside th room, then JunHao & Qingfu followed me. along with Qingfu's cousin. :D then they crapped, they got me pissed, those kind of stuff. they even gave me a trick question. which, when i answered, i though abt th question, then my answer and burst out chasing after them. it took me like, 3 seconds to figure it out. they kept calling me 'Mom'. then they asked who is 'Daddy'. then th first 'Daddy' tht I knew came into mind and i said it. 1.. 2.. 3.. FREAK YOU ! yeah, tht was what happened. so i was squatting down laughing at my own stupidity. yes, i was laughing. couldn't help it luh, please. then they did th taxi-money incident. tht made me very pissed, can ?
footdrills was tiring. but it was fun luh. :D seriously. we were laughing all th way. even though we shouldn't be. :p and you know what ? when we did sizing btween th sec2s, i was th freaking shortest manzxczxc. xl but i like it, LOL. 'cause i get to shout Sergeant (or whatever rank.) when we do th counting. xD i shout like tht is rollercoaster. Up then down then up. LOLOLOL. xD Hazmat was not i expected it to be. whch is great. i finished it like damn fast can. MCQ~ Alyssa says i pass already after she checked my paper. Wee~ i was still pissed with th taxi-money incident. which was why my head was throbbing throughout th whole lesson and test. and still pissed when ppl came out after cca. we were allowed to go early but couldn't take taxi home. T^T so i waited for other ppl to finish cca. laughed & talked with them. kay luh, i can't really hold grudges tht long. so i was back talking to JunHao in no time. oh yeah. i cried when i told Michelle abt th taxi-money incident. super pissed~ then Faith kept asking me why then i told her abt it too. then she also, like Michelle, asked JunHao where my money was. aww. i love them x3 lalala~ th guys unsucessfully taopok`d (spelling?) Daryl. =.= after Michelle went, Faith called ShiYun and asked were she was. then me & Faith hide from her up th 2nd floor. LOL. then we thought she saw us so we came down. she actually didn't know we were upstairs. =.= LOL. so went back with everyone. yeah, th guys were being a BenjaminLum-wannabe. kept trying to trip Faith. -- all th way from th LRT to my house, i didn't let go of my phone. was smsing 3 ppl at th same times. =.= ZzZ. -- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: chase lor. i'd like to see you try. lizhen: hmm, 'cause you talked so much. LOL. lizhen: Yes, i'm addicted and it's your fault ! lizhen: LOL. you still wont be able to catch up~
pangseh`d
just a quick post to cover up tht ridiculously long one. and i'm too lazy to return tags right now. just wanted to thank Lizhen manymanymany ! xD i love my teddybear a lotlotlot. :D and i caught up to you ! bwahaha ! it's all thanks to you tht i'm addicting to SpecialA. (x though i'm gonna finish it befor saturday. smugsmugsmug. (x (capable of 25+ chapters in one day. :p)
oh. and i got pangseh`d again. T^T hurhurhur. you saw it right, Johnson ? T^T hate to say it but she's a hypocrite. ):
mixed emotions. ):
i'm feeling happy, depressed, angry & guilty at th same time. happy = Lizhen. depressed = Lizhen & Johnson. angry = Lizhen & Johnson. guilty = Johnson. honestly, i'm thankful for th chat. although i feel mixed emotions right now, it's nice to let it out. -- i dont want you to continue changing. please stop. before a past repeats itself. why now ? when everything seems so normal. sometimes, i dont know you anymore. and i feel sad. even if you change, you'll still be my friend but, i want you to stay being everybody's friend. they may start to hate you if you continue. you, of all ppl, know this can happen. because you are one of them. -- i seriously dont know why ppl have to end a friendship so abruptly. aren't you guys tired of being angry ? why do you have to hold a grudge for so long ? dont you miss th old times ? dont you wish you can just go back to them ? why th peer pressure ? why th disloyalty ? i dont understand. i'm going to say this now. i still wave and say hi to Rachel & Tricia. why ? i dont see anything wrong with them. they're ppl who makes mistakes, just like everybody else. they're ppl who aren't perfect, like everybody else. they have flaws, just like you. they have feelings, just like you. -- it's so hard and painful to have a lost, broken or faded friendship. i should know. do you know how i felt when i had to leave my friends ? at first, nothing. then it finally hit me. we can nvr be th same again. slowly, my letters nvr reached them anymore. i regretted it. for being too lazy to write a proper letter to each and everyone one of them. now, all tht remained from a strong friendship are awkwardness. i hate it. when did it get this way ? they were my friends. my best friends. but how come we act like we dont know each other. it's very painful. -- i dread everyday tht i think i might migrate once again. th past would always repeat itself. i'll lose contact with everyone here. i'd be lonely again and try painstakingly hard to rise back up. if tht's th case, i'd rather pick up from where i left. i dont care abt making new friends if it's th cost of my current ones. i'd rather revive old ones. and hopefully, everything will be back to th way i remembered it. no pain, betrayal and hurt. --
what happened to us ? we grew up.
-- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: heh. i'm hooked onto it now, thanks to you. :D
dizzy~
first of all, i would like to thank Lizhen for th song, bestfriend. :D -- ohhell. ohfreakinghell. do you have any idea on how early i woke up ? 4.00 in th morning. and what time time did i reach school ? 5.30 in th morning. what time did th gates open ? 6 in th freaking morning. gotta thank AteCaren for th heavy breakfast. too bad i forgot tht since i ate at 4.30 i was super hungry at recess. oh yeah. honestly, i do NOT understand why th class started clapping when i walked in. they didn't even see me lor. LOL. -- anyway, enough abt tht. th worst part of everything is, i've lost $5 from just th first day of th week. how ? since i woke up so early, i was super dizzy. i tried to close my eyes while standing and i almost fall. not kidding. somemore, th smell of paint made me want to vomit. so skipped science remedial and took taxi back home. my head is seriously pounding. stupidstupidstupid meeting time. T^T can't even sleep during 2hrs of MT ! 'cause i scared kena caught while wearing uniform. T^T TWO WHOLE HOURS ! I COULD HAVE GOTTEN ANOTHER TWO HOURS OF SLEEP ! as if i had anything better to do with those free period. duperfreakbitchbastardofbullshitpissinghell. yes, i'm not holding back my vulgarities now. (just this one time.) I'M CRANKY BECAUSE OF MY LACK OF SLEEP ! LIVE WITH IT ! grr. headache~ -- i don't understand why NJH & Lizhen don't believe tht th pic is me. -,- please luh. you want me to show th shirt is it ? or i just show you th necklace. honestly, luh. i won't put another person's face as my wallpaper, can. -- TAG REPLIES: johnson: as if, lor. no way i'm going to play when i can slack. :p
USB cable.
i'm uber pissed. i can't find my USB cable ! how am i going to upload my pics ? Dx later, some ppl go and erase th stolen shots of themselves. ): mou. i want my USB cable back ! and if it's not too much, my lost memory stick USB too. Dx -- TAG REPLIES: johnson: Hahah. addict~ lizhen: LOL.
voice losing is fun.
losing my voice had nvr been so much fun. xD -- i've forgotten how fun it is to lose my voice in a basketball game. oh, happy times~ (x RAWR ! i'm gonna enjoy this weekened to the fullest ! to forget abt horriblehorriblehorrible last week. hmm, now how to summarise today's happenings ? -- me & Eos got thirsty and craved for ice cream so we went to Mcdonalds. Danna & Maan tagged along 'cause our parents asked us to buy water. Double Choco Frappe for me, McFlurry`s for them. BLEH ! had to stay for quite a while because it rained. so we played POINTLESS Truth or Truth. Yes, Truth or Truth. We couldn't go dares inside a fast food restaurant, please. funny and stupid questions~ attacked th fries ! rain stopped so we had to get back to th court. cheered like mad. xD me & Ate Mae was screaming until we felt dizzy and had to sit down. LOL. soon, Maan, Danna & Eos joined our scream fest. i couldn't even remember th last time i cheered tht much. too bad we lost by 20 points. T^T tht was because they wouldn't change th players. "Pagod na ang mga senior citizens kasi. Bkit di pa cla palitan ?" LOL. I kept laughing at tht. Ate mae kept making funny/stupid comments and kept taking pictures of butts. xD Yup, she did ! And perfect shots of the ball in th net. clapclapclap. -- Tomorrow is th opening of the stall ! WEE~ though, it's not free anymore. LOL. doesn't matter~ im'ma enjoy it with ppl ! xD oh yeah, they were advertising th opening of it during th game. ROFLMAO ! xD -- too bad today was th championship. tht means i'm back to boring saturdays ! Dx boohoo ! must. see. party. people ! Dx oops. i just remembered. nxt week is Red's birthday ! hooray ! PARTY PEOPLE ! xD -- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: hmm, not quite th same but, oh well. :D
private.
hmmhmmhmm. i'm thinking of making my blog private too. just like Eos-yyy. :D yes, i'm copying you, dear. (x -- humdumdum. there's a freaking crack on my iPod. i'm way serious. i saw it and thought it was dust but when i tried to wipe/scratch it off, it wouldn't come off. and i've nvr peeled off the plastic on it. okay, so this isn't th first crack. yes, there's more. but it's like, in th middle ! Dx boo ! -- i'm officially broke. omggg ! 'cause i took a taxi to go home. well, what did you expect ? i was lazy to change out of my uniform, since it wasn't sweaty and all. and i didn't want to walk endlessly in it. so i took a taxi home. no big deal. except tht it costed me $5. so, i could have used my ez-link but.. i already used $5.80 for ice cream. ridiculous, right ? hahah. xD oh well. -- i feel oh-so sleepy. i always do. i'm itching to let out a colourful string of swear words. luckily, i can now control myself. at least, on th outside. -- i hate tht tie. i seriously hate it. it wants to kill me, i tell you. do you know how ? it chokes me.. and it makes me feel like an oven. it seriously does. stupid tie. -- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: LOL. nothing to say already~ (x
hell of a week.
this is th worst week ever. i don't care if i had worse weeks than this.. I WASN'T STUCK FOR HOURS IN SCHOOL THEN !
do you know how much i hate staying back at school ? it sucks. utterly sucks. and so far, i've been reaching home at 6.30 since monday. i don't care if it's early or not. i can relax at home ! i've been falling asleep during lessons for pete's sake ! IPW on monday. MP & D&T on tuesday. SC & NCDCC meetings today. and tomorrow, NCDCC again. I'M SO FREAKING TIRED ALREADY ! i can barely keep my eyes closed for every lesson. and i'm broke ! yes, I AM BROKE ! those who have seen my wallet this week may not believe me, but it's true ! (i don't count th blue notes though. just th red ones.) -- i am purposely looking over th facts tht, there is no school/cca on friday.. there is basketball on saturday.. and there is no cathecism on sunday, plus i think tht's th day of Red's birthday. not sure though. hum-di-dum. if th sec1s don't have their berets, tht means i'll most likely end up front. Dx I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP EARLY ! SUPPOSE TO REACH BY 6.30, LEH ! i'm losing 2 and a half hours of sleep here, ppl ! and there's supposedly a party on sunday ! GAAAH ! -- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: umm, no. got 6a1, 6a2, 6a3. basically 3 'A' classes. after tht are 'B' classes then 'C' classes.
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nonono ! i don't want to go on monday ! D: 1)since i'm short, i most probably end up in front ! 2)i'm gonna shout out th national anthem and th pledge. 3)i have to stand there for like, so long. 4)i have to wake up early. 5)i have to wear my uniform to school. 6)I HAVE TO MISS GATE DUTY !
(1)well, since th sec1s got their uniforms recently, some of them are actually shorter than me. but th most i'll end up with is 2nd row. D: (2)some of you might not know, but i don't actually sing or recite th pledge. yeah, found tht out through Eos & Daboy (LOL. WAH ! xD). That's because we're not actually Singaporeans, yeah ? (3)do you know how numb i can get for tht ? th National Day parade was bad enough. (4)do i even have to explain why this is one of my reasons ? (5)well, i'm thinking abt not to. but i'll probably will. since it's super early. LOL. (6)GATE DUTY IS FREAKING COOL ! one of my favorite duties one leh. lift, assembly and patrol are th other ones.
this is the why`s and their reasons/explainations. -- it's been too long tht i haven't updated any fanfics. Dx thinking of uploading all stories just before my birthday. which is so far away ! LOL. xD but since, it's after exams and just before we fly to Aussie(probably), i think it's reasonable. -- yes. we applied for visa already. if it's approved, we're flying to Aussie from 31May to June15(?). they're thinking of moving there. to hell with it. vacation is just fine, not moving. do you know how hard it is to restart life all over again. hmm, might postpone th part-time job hunting with Eos, if we fly there. LOL. i was looking forward to it, okay ? i'm gonna get paid, who wouldn't want tht ?! -- LOLOLOL. hope you get better soon, Ralph. i'm sorry to say this but i'm, with Eos here. think abt it, if you jump off a buliding. not many ppl will call you daring and brave. but they WILL call you stupid. you gets ? i know you gets, Eos. let's get Maan to heal him, yeah ? (x -- TAG REPLIES: lizhen: not exactly. more like, how they organize 2B. umm, hard to explain leh. you get it or not ?
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hmm, almost posting everyday. ('cause of tag replies. :D) -- omggg ! Birdie told me th craziest thing yesternight ! xD i couldn't stop laughing, seriously. it wasn't surprising though. WE'VE KNOWN IT SINCE LAST YEAR, MY GULAY ! xD okay, okay, enough. but still ROFLMAO ! xD Kangaroo is th most bravest thing i've ever heard of. i admire his bravery but i hate his stupidity. xD oh well, oh well. cheers tht you didn't have to see him today, though. if not, i wouldn't be able to hold in my laughter. xD and he'd find out, my gulay ! i have to say though, your way of replying is freaking hilarious manzxczxc. xD in fact, i bet he was laughing too ! ohmanohmanohman, xD don't worry, this is between you, me and him. although he doesn't know i'm involved. xD -- i have found another secret tht i will carry to my grave. Sloth cried ! omggg ! but not today though. damn. and it was with Koala. but, idk, i kind of felt happy ? no, i'm not saidstic. i'm happy tht he has at least emotions. LOL. oh well, though what he cried for is utterly stupid, mind you. remind me of th time Koala told me one of Sloth's secret. wanna know mine ? to get Sloth to be one of my confidants and vice versa. oh yes, my dream is to be a psychologist. (x probably because i enjoy listening to other people talk and knowing they can trust me. WHICH THEY CAN ! :D:D:D (randomity~ i fell out of topic.) -- oh yeah, thanks to Monkeyfor th great info. mucho appreciated. (x -- Tigress commented on my skirt. expected~ LOL. xD -- i know th animal names thing is very random, but i wanted to write something instead of AHEM all th time. yes, it's tht confidential. what can i say ? i carry a lot of secrets tht i will bring to my grave. -shudders. oh well, next topic: rocking day ! -- yupyupyup. i lovelovelove Sunday classes. i will nvr again listen or tell ghost stories. didn't know it could be dangerous. :S andandand, i still haven't sold th Church Day tickets. D: but i can buy tht one on my own. what i need to worry abt is, Spring Carnival tickets. oh yes, i'm worried abt tht one. since we're chosen for one of th stalls, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TOUR PPL ARND ?!? and tht was my original plan actually. my mother even offered me tht she'll buy my whole stack of tickets so i can bring ppl to tour. yes, i'm referring to Eos&usualcompany. :D yesyesyes, i know you guys turned me down when i tried to sell th tickets to you guys. but i wanted y'all to come ! like seriously ! D: anyway, moving on~ th stall is great leh. must go there whenever i have free time. and i'll drag Maan and Danna along too. :D anyway, before I ate, i kept laughing like shit. xD stupid Eos and her stupid Inbox. we were laughing so hard, Daboy tried to see what was in th Inbox. xD hilarious~ food was great ! :D as expected, there was an iPodTouch war. LOL. too bad Daboy was winning. well, at least for mine. Ate Mae took Danna's. then things happened with Daboy's phone. like, ROFLMAO ! xD then i lent him my phone 'cause fo th songs. and you know what th idiot did ? he sent a freaking sms to NJH. kept hitting him for tht. -,- stupid idiot. so i had to apologize and explain to NJH. oh well. i guess he's forgiven. hahah. i got a stolen shot of him&Dynel together. and one of Maan. cheers for birthday greetings. -- TAG REPLIES: shanchih: yo. eh. i'm not good with organizing and stuff. nesides, i've already lost contact with most of them. (x lizhen: you, uh. aiya.. LOL. different school what. somemore is 6a2. there's a diff, yeah ? :D JLYS: hahah. at least you tag. (x
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Lalala~ still in Shugo Chara mode.
you know, not many ppl realize this but, some shows actually make you think of something 'deep'. LOL. but i'm serious though. :D sometimes i don't know who i am. i mean, like.. whenever i go out alone, i'm always wearing this impassive face or frowning. but when i'm with someone, i can't stop smiling. hahah. stupid yet true. (x an outside character. (: how many of you actually thought tht i might be someone who can be hyper and high, when you first saw me. i remember my first day, nobody was actually talking to me. LOL. even when Danial was in th same class. :p (hear ye, hear ye. he says 6a2'07 sucks. LOL.) and now, .. hahah. :D
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TAG REPLIES: lizhen: you came to school what. -,- YIHUI: sure. soon, kay ? (: JLYS: 'cause she said Digi sucks ! D:
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Lalala~ Happy April Fool's day to everyone ! :D but today was boring sia. -,- it didn't feel like April Fool's. -,- anyway, anyway. :D eh. i got nothing to write sia. O.o
hmm, hmm, hmm.. umm. i'm a manga addict ? LOL. randomness~ i talked to Sumin abt anime today. LOL. no point talking to ShiYun. -,- she says Digimon sucks, can ? NJH & JLYS should have hit her. :3 a bit of Bleach with Lizhen. xD but she was playing with my iPod so nvr really talked much. yeah, she seriously play during PE. xD 'cause MrPoon didn't come then nothing to do. and since I came down with my jacket, i had my valuables with me. then she secretly play. LOL. teacher almost caught but nehmind. :D:D:D
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TAG REPLIES: lizhen: then be a kind soul and sponsor me. or get your kind soul to sponsor me. :D lizhen: wee~ Happy April Fool's Day ! you also never fool anyone today. wait, th thing abt pon school tomorrow is probably April Fool's. hmm, suspicioussuspicious. :D
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