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mixed emotions. ):
i'm feeling happy, depressed, angry & guilty at th same time.
happy = Lizhen.
depressed = Lizhen & Johnson.
angry = Lizhen & Johnson.
guilty = Johnson.
honestly, i'm thankful for th chat.
although i feel mixed emotions right now,
it's nice to let it out.
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i dont want you to continue changing.
please stop.
before a past repeats itself.
why now ?
when everything seems so normal.
sometimes, i dont know you anymore.
and i feel sad.
even if you change, you'll still be my friend but,
i want you to stay being everybody's friend.
they may start to hate you if you continue.
you, of all ppl, know this can happen.
because you are one of them.
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i seriously dont know why ppl have to end a friendship so abruptly.
aren't you guys tired of being angry ?
why do you have to hold a grudge for so long ?
dont you miss th old times ?
dont you wish you can just go back to them ?
why th peer pressure ?
why th disloyalty ?
i dont understand.
i'm going to say this now.
i still wave and say hi to Rachel & Tricia.
why ?
i dont see anything wrong with them.
they're ppl who makes mistakes, just like everybody else.
they're ppl who aren't perfect, like everybody else.
they have flaws, just like you.
they have feelings, just like you.
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it's so hard and painful to have a lost, broken or faded friendship.
i should know.
do you know how i felt when i had to leave my friends ?
at first, nothing.
then it finally hit me.
we can nvr be th same again.
slowly, my letters nvr reached them anymore.
i regretted it.
for being too lazy to write a proper letter to each and everyone one of them.
now, all tht remained from a strong friendship are awkwardness.
i hate it.
when did it get this way ?
they were my friends.
my best friends.
but how come we act like we dont know each other.
it's very painful.
--
i dread everyday tht i think i might migrate once again.
th past would always repeat itself.
i'll lose contact with everyone here.
i'd be lonely again and try painstakingly hard to rise back up.
if tht's th case,
i'd rather pick up from where i left.
i dont care abt making new friends if it's th cost of my current ones.
i'd rather revive old ones.
and hopefully, everything will be back to th way i remembered it.
no pain, betrayal and hurt.
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what happened to us ?
we grew up.
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TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: heh. i'm hooked onto it now, thanks to you. :D
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mixed emotions. ):
i'm feeling happy, depressed, angry & guilty at th same time.
happy = Lizhen.
depressed = Lizhen & Johnson.
angry = Lizhen & Johnson.
guilty = Johnson.
honestly, i'm thankful for th chat.
although i feel mixed emotions right now,
it's nice to let it out.
--
i dont want you to continue changing.
please stop.
before a past repeats itself.
why now ?
when everything seems so normal.
sometimes, i dont know you anymore.
and i feel sad.
even if you change, you'll still be my friend but,
i want you to stay being everybody's friend.
they may start to hate you if you continue.
you, of all ppl, know this can happen.
because you are one of them.
--
i seriously dont know why ppl have to end a friendship so abruptly.
aren't you guys tired of being angry ?
why do you have to hold a grudge for so long ?
dont you miss th old times ?
dont you wish you can just go back to them ?
why th peer pressure ?
why th disloyalty ?
i dont understand.
i'm going to say this now.
i still wave and say hi to Rachel & Tricia.
why ?
i dont see anything wrong with them.
they're ppl who makes mistakes, just like everybody else.
they're ppl who aren't perfect, like everybody else.
they have flaws, just like you.
they have feelings, just like you.
--
it's so hard and painful to have a lost, broken or faded friendship.
i should know.
do you know how i felt when i had to leave my friends ?
at first, nothing.
then it finally hit me.
we can nvr be th same again.
slowly, my letters nvr reached them anymore.
i regretted it.
for being too lazy to write a proper letter to each and everyone one of them.
now, all tht remained from a strong friendship are awkwardness.
i hate it.
when did it get this way ?
they were my friends.
my best friends.
but how come we act like we dont know each other.
it's very painful.
--
i dread everyday tht i think i might migrate once again.
th past would always repeat itself.
i'll lose contact with everyone here.
i'd be lonely again and try painstakingly hard to rise back up.
if tht's th case,
i'd rather pick up from where i left.
i dont care abt making new friends if it's th cost of my current ones.
i'd rather revive old ones.
and hopefully, everything will be back to th way i remembered it.
no pain, betrayal and hurt.
--
what happened to us ?
we grew up.
--
TAG REPLIES:
lizhen: heh. i'm hooked onto it now, thanks to you. :D
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